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21:45 Feb 27 2019
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So when I was on my early 20's I went to visit friends in
Tennessee. It was before Thanksgiving ..it had been a while since I've seen my friends so it was suppose to be a good trip.
I remember we was playing gin rummy. I was just learning so they were making fun of my lack of skills ..someone offered my a rum and coke so I took a sip and had to run to the restroom ...I came back continued playing.. I took a few sips ..started feeling weird ...I must have passed out ..I remember coming to feeling groggy ..he was on top of me my shirt unbuttoned ..pants down .. we were in the living room I tried to move ..I couldnt . I felt so strange ..I was able to get up pull my clothes on ..I was confused ..scared..what happened ..was I drugged or drunk ...one drink doesnt make me drunk ...I wasnt attracted to him he was a friend ..I wanted to scream ..run..why ???
A month later I found out I was pregnant.

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LZAPERVERT
06:41 Feb 28 2019

People suck. May I have your permmision to kill the fucker :}

KarminaTheDarkAngel
14:38 Feb 28 2019

As long as you dont go to jail .....love ya

LZAPERVERT
23:15 Feb 28 2019

I will make it a nice and clean kill ;}

16:15 Feb 26 2019
Times Read: 574

Thinking back to one of my earliest memories ..

I was 3-4 yrs old .. staring out at a ride .. i can still see it in my mind .. my mom and dad had taken me and my brother to the state fair .. I couldnt take my eyes off the ride .. i looked and saw my mom talking to my aunt.. I looked again .. they were gone ..
What i remember next was it was getting dark .. the lights were coming on at the fair ..
i was scared .. i remember a lady coming up to me .. she was talking to me .. asking were my mom and dad was .. then the man picked me up put me on his shoulders .. said I could look for my mom better this way .. then the lady added if i dont find them i could come home with them they would live with them ... they have always wanted alittle girl .
finally I saw my dad .. the man put me down .. i ran to my dad ..

i remember my mom yelling at me , dont remember what about .. but she was so angry .. i wanted to hug her ,but she pushed me away .

This was a start of a pattern of my mom "losing me"

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Dakotah
16:34 Feb 26 2019

This brought tears to my eyes. *sends the little girl inside of you a hug*

KarminaTheDarkAngel
01:16 Feb 27 2019

Hugs Dakotah . Thank you for reading it :)

LZAPERVERT
06:40 Feb 28 2019

I feel ya hun. I had the stepmother from hell. *hugs* Love you snuggle lumps.

KarminaTheDarkAngel
14:39 Feb 28 2019

Love ya too lady!! Hugs

19:28 Feb 25 2019
Times Read: 607

So I went to my Therapist and she thinks i need to journal .. so i figured i would do it here .
I'll do little by little .. in no certain order ...just whatever memories pop up .

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