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Been a good day today, met my Brother n sister in law over the park (we live on opposite sides of the park form eachother so its oour meeting point lol) and decided to go for a little walk, whch turned into a 3 n half hour walk, through the woods, hills, mud and ended up at some fishing pools. Was a awesome walk, and fun, but now me n my lil angels are tired and ready to just sleep haha.
Anyone who knows me, knows I'm a complete clutz, always hurting myself, tripping, bumping my head, dropping things, or just generally being a dizzy cow. Anyone who's been on skype calls, or seen me on cam, know that I'm literally saying ouch every 5mins or so, i only have to move a inch and ill hurt myself, catch myself on the desk, bang my head, walk into door frames etc lol!
Looks like my lil girls taking after me. First i thought it was the fact shes 3 years old, always in a rush.. but no, shes taking after me, and i cant help but giggle a little at some of the things she does. Like yesterday, she walked into my room, stubbed her toe on my bed... got upset... stood up, walked out, and came back in and stubbed her toe again in the same spot LOL. Or everytime she opens a door, she stubs her toe, or bangs her head on the door handle. But she also worries me, I've never hurt myself to the extent of breaking anything, I've never broken a bone in my life, Lilly i fear will soon. Like a few months ago, she slipped in the bath, banged her head off the taps and had to have stitches in her forhead, then a few weeks later tripped on the doorstep and needed stitches in her hair, fell off a bed at her daddys house and bit straight through her lip, needed stitches but couldn't cus of the position of the split.
Then last week.
By far the worse accident she's had, she slipped forwards and fell down the stairs from top to bottom, i almost threw up, was the most horrible feeling ever, as my uncle fell down some stairs drunk 9 years ago and broke his neck and base of his spine and died after 9weeks in a coma, so all this was going through my brain in a case of 2seconds. She got up and went straight to the trampoline and carried on playing.. i however was sat on the bottom step for a good 15mins crying and shaking. With Lilly-Mai sat next to me telling me not to throw up on her lol.
I think all parents wanna bubble wrap their kids, i wanna bubble, wrap, cotton wrap and lock her in a castle.. but with her having my clumsyness... she could hurt herself in a padded room
Lol I never had any of this with Bradley, Lilly is def a clumsy girl, just like her Momma.
So freaking excited!!!! The ONLY reason im going there, is to go to high voltage tattoo shop. Owned by Kat Von D of course. I know i wont get tattooed by her, but we are staying 7 nights, so we can always pop by and maybe get a chance to see her, and maybe get tattooed by one of her artists.
And obviously we will get to explore hollywood / sunset strip and the beaches.
I am so freakin excited, ill have it fully paid by Feb / March.
Fuck.me.sideways!!!
So anyone who lives sorta near and wants to come chill. Lemme know!!! haha!!!
Do brits know how to drive on the correct side of the road though? O.o :P
20:43 Aug 27 2012 Times Read: 613
Anyone who has a iphone, should get this app! i'm so in love with this app. Ive been playing around with pics on it all day. Its called Instagram ..Heres a couple... oh and if you get it, follow me @ ChaoticBexi :)
Aww the ickle ones. Cuteness. Good to see you aren't afraid to go natural too. Make up is awesome though.
18:11 Aug 26 2012 Times Read: 624
Journal Entry number 200 :D
Bradley done amazing in church today. He played his keyboard on the balcony with the church band, he played colors of day for everyone to sing along to. He's back next sunday to play Kumbayah and another hymn, so hes got alot of practice to do, plus his music exam studies. He's a very busy 8 year old. He's been in newspapers,(Express and Star when he played with Britains got talent finalist Jean Martyn) hes got his youtube vids, and hes now performing in church, my boys gonna be a star. I have never been more proud as i was today, he was nervous but he overcame it and man, he was the talking point after mass. Love him so much. So so proud.
I do feel sorry for the woman who stared at me as if i was gonna possess her or something. My dad was like... can u at least take ur piercings out, for one hour, my answer fuck nooooo, i didnt get snakebites to take them out!! I dressed down from my normal 'emo' look, i think i looked, quite... normal? lol
8am on a sunday and im up, UGH my sons playing his music in church today, (hes playing with the church choir band) playing his keyboard for the hymns, 8years old, im so proud of him, hes so talented on the keyboard, he takes my breath away, and hes only been going to classes for 8months... heres a video, hope you enjoy listening to him as much as i do
First i got woken up, in a bad way, Stupid assholes next door brought a motorobike. Thought it would be like 'totally awesome' to rev it, LOUD, at 8am n woke me up.... followed by council workers singing!!!!!!
Then it rained (imagine that... rain in the UK!!? lol) And the rain decided to not only damage my roof.. but to also then leak into my loft and through my boiler flume... causing the whole of the inside of my boiler to fry... not to mention.. its a bank holiday weekend... So the council cant fix it, till scaffolders get to work on tuesday to put one up so they can get to my roof and fix the problem... so till tuesday i have no hot water, no central heating!! Luckily my dad only lives over the road practically so showers and stuff aint a problem... but fffffuuuuccckkkkkking hell, this is my luck!!
Then i fell up the stairs, like i do daily, but today i hit my shoulder off the bannister.. and it hurts lol!! ......Goodnight VR
i have a amazing talent, not falling down the stairs but up them, alot lol, basically im a clumsy person and i trip alot, so most the time ill walk up the stairs and trip forwards lol.
And i dunno how boilers work in america, but they have like a pipe that goes up and out of the roof, so the fumes from the boiler can escape outside (carbon monoxide i guess?) but, the rains managing to get into the gap between the boiler and the pipe and soaking inside of my boiler, tripping all the electrical shit inside it.
A lifetime is not forever, for life ends forever does not :P Unless of course its used in the context of a relationship then forever only lasts a couple weeks.
Forever is till im dead, n even then my vr will still be lifetimed, so ill make sure to leave my password for when im dead haha
thanks VW :)
17:20 Aug 22 2012 Times Read: 730
Just wanted to say something, to a person on here, she already knows this, but i wanted to put it on here anyway.
Marci you are amazing, i love ya.
You fell in love after meeting a awesome guy on vampire rave, People gave you nothing but shit for it. They put you and Chris through hell, damn they even put me and a few others through it just for associating with him. But you stuck it out. You knew you was never gonna leave him. Then he went away, and you waited, for 3months. Everyone had their doubts, even i did to begin with, but listening to you, night after night, talk about him, man your voice even glowed. Mention his name to you and you smile like a cheshire cat.Then you made a choice, to be there with him, again no one but a few of us believed you would do it. I don't think even you believed you could do it.But you did, because you knew, that you couldn't live another day not seeing his face, and being near him. You went to visit, You messaged me a hour away from Iowa, freaking the fuck out, but you managed to calm down, and got there, laid your eyes on Chris and that moment you knew, your life would never be the same again. After a week there, and seeing him, being in his arms, you knew you were home. So you went back to Missouri, packed your things and went back home. Now you live in Iowa, with your baby girl, your love, and your family. And I'm so proud of you
Marci.Your life is complete. And it's all thanks to Vampire Rave
I love you too. Yes I've met the most amazing man on Vampire Rave. I fell completely and totally in love with Chris and nothing can change that. I came to Iowa to meet him and the first time I was in his arms I knew where I was supposed to be. So I moved myself and my daughter back up here to be with him. He's my world. Him and Alaina. I got hell for being with Chris. Told I was a bad parent for falling in love. Fuck them all. I know who Chris really is and I know that I love that man with ALL my heart. Yes I was scared. Yes I'm still scared but every time I see his face or hear his voice I know that I have made the right decision in my choice to move here. I'm so very happy.
Bexi. You are right. My life is complete. Thanks to Vampire Rave.
We love you too babe.
09:53 Aug 22 2012 Times Read: 762
Well since we are writing journals up about this situation, lets do it.
Firstly... i wasn't 'happy' to see you in my cam as you claim, right before you popped in so did Hunter my best friend, i said hi to you, cus i'm not one of the drama screamy people who go on cam everyday, screaming at anyone who they don't like / get along with to get out. If someone comes to my cam, they come for a reason n ill hear that if ifs a problem.
Secondly, i would like you to send me a inbox telling me what this big secret was that i supposedly said? cus all i said was that he had a lucky escape, cus lets face it 'charlie' you are one of the biggest anon trolls on this website with your little 'reaper' best friend. (The one who you called a liar and a 2 faced so and so, how hes 'obsessed' with me 'apparently' on skype the other day. I'll screenshot that for you and inbox it you if you like? but you know what you said about him.
Third, again send me a inbox, showing me when i told you how i felt about you a couple of days before? because i can happily post up the whole damn skype chatllog between you and i, where YOU yet again, tried to cause drama, saying 'reaper' had told you something and you was so deeply hurt by it, cus id said it word for word, then when YOU pulled up mine n ur last skype conversation, you realised that the conversation you tried to yell at me for.. didn't even exist, you hadn't actually told me anything, so you basically fucked it up for yourself 'i told you this and he told me it word for word' when there wasn't anything... so it wasn't 'reaper' who was lying like you claimed to be so sorry about... it was you.
And yeah i wasn't involved, but as a single mom, i know how hard it is to raise your children everyday, its an amazing feeling, i love my kids more than life, but its hard, and some find it harder than others, but you dare to say things about her 'bad parenting' yet you claimed to love this woman so much. Everyone else, whos ever seen the 'child' in question on cam, can clearly see how happy she is, i hope to god, you never become a single mom, and have struggles, get thru them, raise your child and have some 17year old child send you evil messages about how bad of a parent you are. I thought YOU were better than that.
You my dear are the worse one, you just cover your tracks better, don't u 'charlie'
Now send me the proof of all this you claim.... and i will gladly apologise... Keep it up if you wanna, i told you in my cam, i don't care, your words mean nothing to me on a screen, i wont ever meet you,you are a person on the internet, your words don't hurt me like they do others. If you don't want to know me, then don't come to my cam, i thought that was the clever option? You are just another person on the net, over in the us. I do hope you have a good life, and i do hope you never have to go thru the nasty evil trolling you bring to others, specially the ones you claim to love.
Oh and another thing to the 'person in question' You are dumb if you think i didnt know you could see the post, since you are on the friends list of the person who wrote it, not to mention your friends see and report things. If you think i wrote it thinkin you couldnt see cus im a 'backstabber' think again darling, i wrote it specially for you to see it, otherwise i would of said it in private
Ya its sad when people say "I love you" like a greeting card like hello...what happened to the good ole days when those words actuaally meant something and hearing it made your heart race and there is nothing like it in the world when u see it in their eyes and hear it in their voice? Damn I'm out of luck LOL...that was eons ago right? LOL...
10:00 Aug 20 2012 Times Read: 816
Ok well i'm kinda around, but not so much, broke my laptop, its barely working, my stupid ass decided to download a cracked version of minecraft... didn't go own well... i was going to go for a system wipe but until i have the pics off of it, which is aloooot, pics of my kids n stuff, i cant. Skype wont work at all, keeps telling me to contact customer services, but works fine on my desktop, but i hate using my desktop, so for now i'm just on yahoo on my phone.Not alot is going on, met a guy, whos pretty cool, So been getting to know him, he only lives a 5minute drive away, so he comes here and chills, watches a movie, that kinda thing, and hes hot!!!! lol. He likes me, and wants to be in a relationship once we know eachother abit more. And as Queenie asked after seeing his picture... hell yes im tapping that!! LOL 2weeks till the kids are back at school.Love to all my Vr friends :)
I think that alot, no matter where i am, im like damn wheres the like button lol x
19:30 Aug 16 2012 Times Read: 861
So this was on a google random question thing... i seriously... do not wanna live on this planet anymore ... KILL IT WITH FIRE NOOOOWW!!!! lol
''Did I turn my boyfriend into a vampire?
Resolved Question: Did i turn my boyfriend into a vampire?
Ok so i have a new boyfriend "yay" and we have been seeing each other for about a month now :P
anyway, the other night we had a twilight marathon (i LOVE twilight) and a dream of mine is to have a vampire boyfriend!
I've been experimenting with eating my own blood ever since the twilight books first came out- i consider myself to be a vampire now- i usually just save the blood i lose naturally each month (i usually just keep the tampons in the freezer etc.) and suck on them or eat them later.
I decided that i would try and "turn" my new boyfriend. So i've been cooking my blood into his food when he comes over- i have tried making blood pudding as well, but that only works if i've had a heavy flow (you need A LOT of blood)- so i usually just add a little bit of blood into the marinade or pasta sauce etc. etc. He has absolutely no idea :P
i've been doing this for about 3-4 weeks- do you think he would be a vampire by now?
If I was that chicks boyfriend and I found out she had been cooking her blood in my food I would tell her I was a werewolf and break up with her.
03:29 Aug 15 2012 Times Read: 873
Had a fun night with my best friend Stevie, sat out in the garden n had a catch up, and randomly decided it was time to jump on the trampoline at 2am, as you do lol, Had fun, was good to see him. Am just climbing into my bed now as hes just left. Life is good, i have people around me who care about me, and love me, my kids adore me and i adore them.
well now that its August, theres only a couple months left till Halloween, so its got me thinkin, what i should do for this year, every year i take the kids to a local bar where they hold a kids halloween dance / dress up, 3 years in a row Bradleys won the best dressed for his age. Ive done Vampires, Satan and Last year Zombies, well i tried to do zombies, but when Lilly saw herself in the mirror she freaked out, so ended up being a witch... so i'm trying to think of something completely different, but effective... ok i know its a while off, but im a perfectionist, i like to plan and practice, plus buying the stuff rather than rush buying and ending up with shit materials, any ideas?
U guys could be M&Ms LOL...or The Lion The Scarecrow and Dorothy from Wizard Of Oz or the Wicked Witch instead of the scarecrow LOL...or Alice In Wonderland theme...um heck u could go nuts choosing kids story themes for u guys:)
If not Hansel and Gretel..how about the wicked witch and her..wait for it..Flying Monkeys.
16:20 Aug 11 2012 Times Read: 911
Woot no hangover, and no regrets... i think lol
Todays been another awesome day, set the pool up for the kids and put my pink gazebo around it, so they had their little pool house lol, they loved it and had fun....
My kids would've have fun with yours:) they so love water play....adorable!!!
23:22 Aug 10 2012 Times Read: 919
Spent the day at my sisters, in the sun, drinking malibu and beer, so i apologise for any stupid spelling mistakes at the min, Just came home and a lil bit tipsy, Brought the kids a new pool, i thrw the old one out cus it was too big, got a nice decent soze one, will have fun blowing that up tomorrow with a hangover... -.-
I came to realise a few things today. I really enjoy living in England when its sunny :P
Spent the whole day sat at the park, which is just over the road from mine, a huge field, kids slide n climbing frame etc. Was nice sittin with my sister in law n the kids just chatting the day away in the sun, while the kids played football and had fun :)
Arranged to get the train and go to Chester Zoo, its about a hour and half away but its a wonderful HUGE zoo, will be a nice day out for us and the kids. Just gotta get a non rainy day...which is rare in the UK lol.
Came home, mowed my front and back garden, cleaned n finally sat down.. only to have to get up again for bedtime hour lol. Now i'm sat down and i am refusing to move for at least a hour... this is MOMMY time lol.
Another is i cant live without my phone lol.... i didn't realise just how much i rely on my phone, i NEVER let the battery die... and it did.. and omg it was nice to have a bit of peace without it beeping every few mins... badside?... i was completely lost at what time it is... time to buy a watch LOL
That is fuckn hilarious...fuck me running I gotta send some peeps that Lmao!!!
18:36 Aug 07 2012 Times Read: 967
Life is fuckin' sweet right about now XD i have my amazing Marci and ma Awesome Kevin, these 2 dorks are the voices in my head just lately, our skype calls used to be full, then they died down, now i have these 2 keepin me up all night, giggling till the sun comes up :D i love you guys
Met some new peeps today who are also quite cool
VR cams are starting to fill up again like the old days, and lots of old faces are also starting to pop up
Now im chillin n playin wow while Bradleys watchin netflix and Lillys at her daddys
not sure im going to get it to be honest wow has gone stale for me
15:49 Aug 05 2012 Times Read: 1,055
No idea how im still functioning, but i am, was on skype with Marci and 8thhunterscar till i passed out around 6am? lol had a giggle last night with the 2 dweebs.
lol i missed them too, we need to do them alot more often lady... tonight?? XD lol
04:11 Aug 05 2012 Times Read: 1,096
seriously its fucking 4am, and i have the 2 most annoying people in the world, in my ears on skype, i really want to smack them both... with a fork... and questionable cheese..... grrrr
lmao i know, i chose to fall asleep on them both, lol my dorky best friends haha
01:25 Aug 05 2012 Times Read: 1,123
Took Bradley to see Ice Age 4 in 3D today, i really enjoyed it to be honest, but then again i like all the ice age films lol. Bradley was so happy, he wanted to see the lorax but changed his mind last minute lol. Was nice spending time just me and him, Lillys at her daddys till tomorrow.
Took him to mcdonalds afterwards and now hes spending the night at his grandads.
So im sat here on skype with my amazing best friend.
this is what im putting up in the kids walls, half green and half pink, my dads building a wall down the middle of their room so they have their own rooms each, its huge anyway so its not a bother, with a window on each half :D so excited.. yeah im sad lol
Thankyou whoever created bexiterriblemom profile, i count on you to do the snooping for me, when im not online, doing crack :D
thanks for taking the time, to make a profile all about me, i gave you a ten, you rock :D
I wish i had time to be online all the time, but unfortunatly, the pimps need their money, so i have to get back to working those poles, being a top whore :D
Oh and fyi my kids arent down the street with a child molesterer..... they're tied up in the shed :D If they are lucky... i might just squirt them with a watergun... you know to keep them hydrated ;)
Im sure this is very close to the truth , thanks for being honest about yourself, now its time to come to terms about you being so up into peoples lives, really seriously what did it do for you to post fakes into your journal did it make you rich, did it give you an orgasm , did it make you look better here on vampire rave, No you still look as pitiful as a human being can be. For one thing QueenZombie will always look over your pathetic accusation and go on being liked just like she always has and that Blaze well hes not even on Vampire rave any longer no one probably knows him anyway. but you can improve yourself . Believe it or not you are so talked about here on Rave as a freaking low life I have heard tons of negative remarks about you.
Sure there are a few who might like you or but haha you're one of the top low life's on here . haha chero !
lol oh blaze, considering EVERY insult on the profile is exactly what you said to me on vf inbox, which i can gladly screenprint and post here to prove, i think its hilarious
carry on, i dont mind, youre no bother to me, cus unlike you, im more than real baby hahaha :D
oh and btw in regards to ur 'grrrr if i lived near you' message on my vf.... what exactly would you do darling? shake ur fist at me ? pmsl
You mean Blaze from here? He was tasteforblood on here. You know, PoisonTears on VF?
Same person.^
22:12 Aug 01 2012 Times Read: 1,272
I ache all over lol, decided today would be a good day to strip the kids bedroom ready to decorate, they're having a half and half room, bradleys half is green comic book style wallpaper, and lillys is pink comic book style, cant wait to see the final result.... but for now... 12 hours of stripping walls, on my own, and MANY bruises later.... im going to lay down... in a nice hot bath and its possible i may fall asleep XD lol so if im not on in a few days... it was fun knowing you all >.< haha x
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