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I feel like im stuck in a world with people who just dont fucking get it. no one understands who i am or what i am about. im not like everyone else. fuck that. i dont want to be like everyone else. i want to be the person i am ment to be. i like my skinny jeans and all my piercings. i like not following every single fucking rule. my parents just dont get it that i am different. i dont know how to make them understand. they think im disrepectful and rude. i dont care about anyone but myself. well sorry to tell them that i care about more people then they know what to do with. they dont respect me and thats the bottom line. they dont support a fucking thing i do and that hurts alot. im not trying to sound like every other teen with problems at home but foreal i never get to really vent and this is just a good way to do it. i dont care if 100 or 0 people read this. its just my way of letting out everything iv held inside for such a long time. im not a fake person and i dont ever want to be one. i just want to be myself but it seems like my family and society wont expect that. freedom of speech is a right but yet no one lets you do it. what the fuck is that bullshit. i mean im speaking out by my pericings but i cant get a job because of them? thats so fucked up dood. i just dont get how the world is the way it is today. i want to better myself and my life but i just cant do it with everyone being so close minded. maybe someone can help me and i can figure this all out. i want to find someone that cares but it seems like all those people are already taken. i get stuck with asshole boyfriends and gurlfriends that just use me. it pisses me off sooo much. im a down to earth real chick and i guess it gets taken for granteed. i want to give up but i know if i do that i will regeret it down the road in life. i just want to be happy and find someone true and real. looks dont matter a fucking thing to me. i have my days were i look like a fucking wreck and i want someone to except that too. i love myself and i dont want to ever change who i am for someone else. well i guess thats all for now. it was nice to vent and get some shit off my mind. later lovez.