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love: obsolete?

what does this mean?

publicized for all to see, even me.

you've said it many times, i love you.

seeming to speak truth.

an actor just reciting words,

words any soul would love to hear.

your eyes tell me lies,

mocking this heart i hold dear, i love you.

me......a game.

maybe a little over easily played.

i love you......

does it mean anything to you?

confused? scared? do you care?

enough! too much for this heart to bare....





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my love, i would die for you.

within a heartbeat i'd risk my chances.

one breath to see you? i'll gladly loose it.

if tears could bring me into your arms i'd cry a few.

my dear, it's because i love you.....





I would appreciate if nobody steals my poems.....I worked very hard. Thank you for your understanding. :)

my life is an act, nothing but fake.

this planet? my stage.

the lights have dimmed, my heart slows down.

i've no emotion left to breathe in.

stolen? erased?.....maybe misplaced.

this scene, i wouldn't think is cut out for me.

i don't know what to do,

so i fall down and scream for you.

no answer. try again.

it's happened before. ignored once more.

no time to breathe.

the crowd now sits before me.

hold it. hide it. keep it in.

lights go out....i've died again.





I would appreciate if nobody steals my poems.....I worked very hard. Thank you for your understanding. :)

every life has it's characters.

you just play a role in this story.

life's just a complication,

taking its toll of frustration.

this chapter, this situation;

just an imposition making its way to the end.

the pages mean well,

i may not notice at all.

errors, mistakes;

my voice written in flames.

a story: the past, my yesterday.





I would appreciate if nobody steals my poems.....I worked very hard. Thank you for your understanding. :)

i've lived long enough to know

the heart in which i behold.

i've passed it on and i've received it back.

i know myself, the love i've lacked.

you've come along to steal my breath,

i'm being cautious with what is left.

i'm giving you the heart of which i know,

and believing and trusting in you to keep hold.





I would appreciate if nobody steals my poems.....I worked very hard. Thank you for your understanding. :)

in this mirror i see a reflection, not my own.

as if inhumane, nothing.

i see difference,

i see pity,

i see shame.

to this mirror, i'm not made of mankind.

my monster looks back at me.

the sight no one has seen:

a soul, weak and bruised.

pain screams out, a reflection so dead,

there's no reason to scream at all.





I would appreciate if nobody steals my poems.....I worked very hard. Thank you for your understanding. :)

don't hide little sister,

i know of how you feel.

compare mistakes; situations,

unseen and disbelief.

open up to me, let me see your reality.

don't cry little sister,

i admit it's hard to bare.

open your eyes, erase the tears.

it's all okay hun.

i'm telling you, i'm here.





I would appreciate if nobody steals my poems.....I worked very hard. Thank you for your understanding. :)

i fear the word insanity;

it crawls within my flesh.

i've mastered this self-tortured mind,

never free from the eyes

that haven't yet learned to express.

boxed inside, an eruption of dreadful tears.

awaiting the explosive scene,

the emotional massacre.







I would appreciate if nobody steals my poems.....I worked very hard. Thank you for your understanding. :)