Ok. Like a Sword and Shield? Yes? I could look it up, although Mine com is sickly... My friend tells me that its sort of a "destiny"? I am not sure how that relates to ====. Ok. Its "Meant to be?" So, is that what that link means???
Anyway, I need a passport. They tell me its like $60!!! I can barley make rent . Less I kill again... I went through all of my old friends list tonight. Sent some messages, although most have been gone since 2009 or 2015. Have you ever been truly alone??? Do you know what its like? When all you have is the night???
- D -
It has taken some time for thee old to have forgotten me... And they finally have... Thee guardsman has forgotten me, there fore I have returned.
It seems that all of mine friends of old are no longer. Although, if you are still out there, somewhere. I am here again. Oh how I have missed the darkness, the moon, the shine of the candles. October. November. Thee cold. The long walks through the yards... Mine cloak, mine sword. The blood. Its all new again, and i missed it, oh how I missed it, and its all back again, like a familiar lover, the smell, the taste, feel... Exquisite...
Yessss... The Darkness... How I adore thee... And to think, all reborn again because I was having trouble scribing in mine journal. I wanted something quicker, and thought of this, this here, online. I had so many entries here, and ... And then what??? Ahh, yes. I was upset with how these people here were running the site. So, I removed all 300 some odd entries here and transferred them to my own files and after that was done, I left. Nay, rather I was locked out of what I call MY OWN HOUSE. HERE! They would not let me in.
They left my profile here, my so called house. So i could watch it from afar. Watch it crumble, wither away, and there was nothing I could do. Nothing . Until now. It seems the watch has finally changed. And I have returned.
Enough about the past, let be where it is, in the past. I do remember that I used to scribe here, for hours. And sometimes, my scribings would be erased, for lack of ??? Idk, I would click post, and they would just vanish. Hours of scribing, good scribing, just gone into the oblivion of nothingness... Such a wast it would feel like... That said, let me end this, and pray it posts...
- D -
COMMENTS
-