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Why must she continue to hurt me. She has been a bitch to me sense she found out I was Pregnant or in her brain Possibly. Oh well FUCK the asshole. I can't take this shit much longer. I need to last till Spring if I can that long. Fuck this I can't understand why must she always do this to me. Sometimes it makes me wonder. Is she doing this on purpose to make me loose my child. I Don't know but I do know this. She better be fuckin nice to me sense I do most the damn work here. God Damn her look what she is making me do. I know it is on purpose. Cause of a roomer with my ex she did this. And now that I look and know I am she has really bitched it up on me. Why the hell do I wright this some may ask. Trash this bitch who clames to be a good person and loving mother. It is because if I don't get this shit off my damn chest I am gonna go fuckin nuts. if not back into depression and attempt suicide again for the hundredth time. But then too I must remember the child and my loving Faience. So that is why I am still alive. And for the friends I have that does give a damn. Sometimes I wish she could see what she is doing to me. And see that it is hurting me and killing me inside. Makes me wonder all the times she told me I will go to hell. If indeed she was talking bout her own Damnation.

Okays so yea it is winter and we have over 12 inches of snow. I like the snow but not the ice and the cold and I can garentee the lil one to be hates it too.



Oh well can't complain at least the electric is still on. And I do get to spend more time with my belovid and lovein every moment. That is most defently.



WOOP WOOP!!!!!!!