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i wonder why we feel like we do...i feel happy one moment then something happens and i feel like shit the next...well not like shit but kinda sad/pissed off.....im not sure even what happend....its so wierd you know..anywho i know that not many people read this jibber jabber anyways so im outie

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LIFEBLOOD
11:01 Sep 28 2009

I feel that you're thinking that you are missing out on something and you don't see what you have right here and now. Spend more time with your feelings, get to know yourself ;-)

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BornfromDeath
05:05 Oct 01 2009

maybe we (just you and me) need to spend some time and have a serious chat..... you know i;m alwyas here

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oh today...lol well today was a day of movies...lol i watched Observe and Report..then last house on the left..and now im watching Nights in Rodanthe..all were pretty good...ive seen nights in rodanthe before it makes me cry lol gotta love a good love story every now and again...lol....but im sitting here chatting with a friend and doing nothing lol....i had a pretty good day i reckon lol very relaxing...going to do nothing again tomorrow lol...well me and amanda are suppose to go dancing tomorrow night thats about it..lol..anywho im going to go...just thought i would say a few things since i havent wrote in here in awhile lol

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LIFEBLOOD
10:43 Sep 26 2009

Great life for some :-P

Stay safe .. x

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i am sitting at my grandmas by myself sitting here watching her dogs lol its kinda boring lol but im talking to a few great people...lol im listening to music right now and the song is Mudvayne-not falling...lol a good song....i hate the point of fact that i have to work tomorrow the damn drive from her house to mine is a 45 min drive and a waste of gas lol...but atleast im doing it....:P

im bored haha

anyways im going to rate somemore



xoxox

well i found out a couple of days ago that my exboss from the motel had a spot on his lung...well i went and seen him in the hospital today and he was waiting on his results from the test they ran this morning.....you have to know how much he means to my family...hes like a part of my family i love him to death and i hate the news that i heard later on when my mom called me...we were so close i called him Randaddy because thats what his granddaughter calls him...well we found out he had cancer on his lung...well when my mom called me about 7 pm she told me that she found out that the doctors told him without taking the kemo that they give him 6 months to live..but if he takes the kemo then hes got 12..i know hes not gone yet but it hurts to know that hes close to dieing.....i cant believe it..the cancer has spread from his lung down to his liver and its not good...i really hope and pray that he lives longer than a year...i will be so tore up if he doesnt..i cry thinking about it...i hate that its happening...it wouldnt be so bad if he didnt have a brand new great grandson that hasnt got to know him yet..and then this comes along and happens...i love stanley to death i dont want to loose the best boss i had....but i know it was going to happen one day!!!!

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BornfromDeath
12:41 Sep 16 2009

i right along with you girl.... this has all happened so fast the past few days..... try being there looking Mim in the eye.... O.O..... i didnt get much sleep last night.... was up and down all night long *hugs*

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LIFEBLOOD
19:47 Sep 16 2009

Stay strong for him and use your radiant 'smile'. x

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i hate working on sundays....lol it gets so boring everything in the store is done and hardly anybody comes in the store...its so aggrivating...i go to work for no reason lol..i guess the good side is that im getting paid for it....well lets see its only 12 and im kinda tired...still dont know what time i have to work tomorrow lol...i guess ill find out in the morning when i go in at 10...im hoping thats the time...were suppose to get our truck tomorrow so im guessing i have to come in early...lol...ok enough about work..im sitting here chatting with Brittney (:D) shes so awesome i love talking to her...while chatting with her the tele is on squidbilies..STUPID show lol...but luckily i have my ipod on..and the song of the day is Journey-open arms..such a great song i love Journey :D im patiently waiting for me to call me from work so he can tell me good night...but he hasnt done so yet lol..ah the music changed..now its David Bowie-as the world falls down(from the labyrinth) i love his voice its so peaceful i could fall asleep to it lol...anywho i know im just rambeling so im going to go now



ttyl xoxoxox

britt

yay today was my 20th bday and i spent it with my sister playing videogames lol it was fun i cant complain...i had a good birthday and i want to thank my banshee family for making me feel so happy with all the birthday wishes :) its the best coven i could ask for :)



well ill probably write more later but i just thought i would share that for now :)



bye xoxoxo

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LIFEBLOOD
06:30 Sep 13 2009

Glad you had a great day hun .. x

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today was an alright day...i almost woke up to late for work lol i got up an hour before i had to go in...i set my alarm for 12 but didnt wake up until 1...lol i didnt even remember mitch coming home haha...but im sitting here watching robot chicken talking to my best friend Brian...he used to have an account on here but not no more he was a bad boy...lol but im listening to my ipod as well the song right now is Fall For You-Secondhand Serenade..while at work...nothing happened we werent busy at all today it sucked because not having and stock to put up makes it worse so your just sitting there waiting for a customer to walk in the door lol im really bored and im not sure what to talk about...im going to buy myself something for my bday next week lol i think im going to the mall...yay i havent been in like 7 months i think its time to go again lol well im going to go find something creative to do..maybe write a poem or do a picture :D



have a good night

xoxox

well today was super boring...lol my premium membership is about to expire in less than 2 days AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH got to renew it lol...my bday is saturday wohoo...lol even though im probably not going to get anything...mitch bought me a new phone and gave me 150bucks but thats it for now..hes suppose to take me to dinner and hes going to buy my blue october tickets for next month...ahhh im super excited and i get the days off lol...im like really really excited you guys have no idea lol...i LOVE blue october...lol anyways...im bored im sitting here listening to my ipod of course lol talking to a few people...my ipod is on Wars by Hurt.a good song...lol...well yea im going to go find something interesting to do...lol



byeeeee

xoxoxo

Britt

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DarkWolfman
03:21 Sep 07 2009

Blue October rocks...I need to get their newest cd

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LIFEBLOOD
08:27 Sep 07 2009

B'day gift on its way .. hope it turns out great ;-)

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im sitting here watching disney....lol i have nothing better to watch...well me and amanda went for a walk on the waterfront tonight it was really nice for the cool weather made it perfect....there was nobody out lol excluding the fact that it was 11:30pm and a tuesday night...haha but yea it was a rather nice walk....i need to get to sleep its 2:30am...luckily i dont have to work until 1...lol at work i did nothing but put up freight...nothing to special besides the point that our district manager showed up...lol but he wasnt even there for that long..thank goodness....i dont really know what to talk about right now so im going to bed....good night everyone and good morning to some :)





xoxox

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BornfromDeath
04:02 Sep 04 2009

*huggles*

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