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2015 was my last entry and things were kind of crap then. Well things haven't really gotten much better, I can say that I am happier with my husband now. We have our days but he's the only person that I have that gets me. I am on here because once again I am in a state of mind where I just want to write about my life and let loose a little and I can't do that on Facebook. So I live with my brother in law and his girlfriend, its okay but hes a douche and acts like everything has to revolve around him and his girlfriend is the same way but shes okay to get along with. If I would've known that living with them was going to be like this then I wouldn't have agreed to it. We've only been living together for 2 and a half months and still have until October before the lease is up but I'm seriously thinking about leaving sooner. I hate my job, but I'm the only person who can change that but its hard when there is nothing else around here worth quitting for. My daughter will be 5!!!!! this year. I don't know where time has gone. It's crazy. I just want to be happier in life....Its definitely not what i thought it would be after reaching a certain age, days like today when shit goes sideways really makes me want to run away from everything and just start over. I feel a little better after writing this and that was the whole point of this. I hate rambling but that's all I've really done. I think I'm going to update my page a little while I'm on here.