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I say i wanna be heathy and happy.

But i turn up the noise.

And the iv drips a steady stream of poison.

I think i have nothing left.

But having the feeling i'm loving it.

Break my bones so i can heal them.



Crazy's i believe the medical term.

When you wanna recover.

But you don't wanna learn.

keep breaking what's been fixed a million time's.

And give me a shot of that iodine.

I can't make reality connect.

You push me til i have nothing left.

But if you want to wake up.

Why?! you still sing these lullabie's to me.

i'll run in circles til i crash.



One day these step's might be my last.

So if you want to save me.

Drepression is like a big furry coat made out of dead thing's wanting to keep me warm.

Hearing scream's and cry's from a coner.

Listening to what i hear in the night.

Tear's go down my face.

Feeling them moving down my face onto my chest.



Holding a knife til i realize i'm destroying my life.

Hearing myself blaming some one esle for my mistack.

But i do not wanna learn.

So give me a shot of that iodine.

Crying... i don't like pain.

I'm starting to cry.

I'm good with just holding a knife.

Seeing we do this to ourself.



We do this to ourself.

We do this to ourself.

Stop blaming some one esle.