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And I know you don't care, but I'm not asking you to.



I just want you to know that I will always love you.



The tears that I'm shedding are streamin down my face.



I wish that I could get out of this place.



Your face now it haunts me because I miss you so.



I really wish I didn't have to let you go.



My heart is now broken, and I don't know what to say.



I don't want to hear this bullshit about a better day.



Because of peice of me is missing like the sun without heat.





And I didn't realize without you that I'm in-complete.



I know you don't care now, because I pushed you away.



I know I won't see you on the best days.



We are over forever and I can't change your mind.



I just wish I could go right back in time.



I wish I could apologize for the way that I am.



And hopin one day that you would understand.



You were my true love, and I won't love again.



Your happiness is all it was for in the end.



I will cry all the time because I feel so alone.



If you were here this wouldn't be so.



I miss all the things that we used to do.



Just lay on the bed and scream I love you.



How we used to play fight and kiss all the wounds.



And we'd lay around all day with nothing to do.



How we'd cuddle in bed almost all day.



And how it was okay if we had nothing to say.



How you always made me smile without having to try.



And holdin me close when I was going to cry.



How we used to just lay on the couch and reminise.



And we used to make faces everytime that we kissed.



How everytime we hugged it would seem like hours.



And you used to pick beautiful flowers.



How you used to call me beautiful and tell me I'm thick.



And always say that's so dick.



How we used to have all those good laughs.



Now they're just a thing of the past.



I love you so much please don't get me wrong.



But I had to let you go because I thought you didn't belong.



I miss you so much but it doesn't matter.



My heart is broken, and I couldn't get any sadder.



I just hope you are happy and on your way.



I'm just waiting for it to be a better day..



03/07/11