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Am I dreaming or is this death

Is this ghostly vessel flesh

Should i drink from Satan's cup

I've had my fill but it's not enough

So i preyed for god to give me more

But god wont give to the devils whore

Is this death or am i sleeping

I preyed that i was only dreaming

But when i close my eyes i see

All that i could never be

And hiding behind this decaying flesh

My broken heart is wrapped in death

The blood runs stark throughout my veins

In a world of madness could i be sane

Or is this madness just a dream

Is there nothing to redeem

And now my demons are through sleeping

I can feel this vessel weakening

The monster stirs inside

From myself i cannot hide

Cowering before my own reflection

All my fears become acceptance

And I am now only a memory of me

A fragment of what i use to be

Trapped within this decaying flesh

Is this just a dream of death

Take all i am though I'm not all there

such lies behind this vacant stare

And within those lies i see the truth

Of my gutted past and misspent youth

But forgotten in all the perversion

was that life is the diversion

And death is the true meaning

But still I prey I'm only dreaming

I preyed to end the sadness

For your god to end this madness

Please god save me from myself once more

But there's no redemption for the devils whore

And so i go on dreaming

My demons go on screaming

Together we run from the end

My enemy and my friend

Still holding to the fantasy

There is order to the anarchy

Continuing to live out this lie

Pretending we don't live to die

Knowing that for certain it is true

Life holds no escape for me or you

Within this mortal shell

I serve my time in hell

Always knowing life is the illusion

That death is the conclusion

And in this chariot or flesh

The final destination is always death...