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Youth It is something so interesting you know?
I am now still in my youth of course, This i know, but the things I have learned in my first half of it cannot be erased
I remember in the beginning when my youth was shining in extreme hues of red, green, and blue
I was in a freshman generation of degenerate beauty queens and glorified addicts
Their eyes gleamed with glee as they slowly transformed me into their image
At first it is a rather thrilling and exciting thing
Me and the people I had come to call friends had fun in the wild thrill of things
The loneliness still seeped into every pore but that couldn’t be helped
If at least I wasn't alone for a short time I could suffer the ringing silence
I remember times I was so enthralled by it all I lost my senses even more
I remember when we all had fun exactly like in the movie scenes
Living just like those people in the high life
There was no limits and boundless energy to do as we wished but,
I remember the pain and anguish each of us suffered
I remember them being the only friends I ever had and watching them fade away
One by one it dwindled with the years going by and then there was only me\
Left behind as life began anew for me as well as the others
Maybe it was all in good reason for why it all happened this way
Maybe it happened so I understand the ways of youth
I will never get back what I lost, But I can certainly still gain many things
The things that stick to me the most is
Youth is fleeting
Youth is gone before it even begins
Youth is your ending as it is your beginning

Cherries, Wine, Strawberries
The addictive rather seductive trio
That I Dare say has captivated everyone and anyone in their existence
It is the perfect marinade and sweetener to any ugly existence
For this trio is ingrained in my body, heart, and soul
They slowly invaded the senses long ago
The once rather sour and watery existence has left me
The sweetness has replaced it turning into a delectable drink of the evening
Pleasantly ripe for reaping and drinking until there is not a mere drop left
Though this drink is not here for long
In a short time it will fade
In a short time it will be no more
There will be a newer existence and drink in its place
Renewed and improved I am unsure
But this I know
It is just, if not more divine than the last
Cherries, Wine, Strawberries
-秦悦菡