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My blue eyes

know the truth

of what your doing

my heart aches

from the sickness of your traitorous mouths

my ears are tuning out

all incoherent YAPPING

The numbness of my body

leaves only traces of what's left

Seething with this feeling

That's bound to get loose

Eruption

destruction

That's the truth

Created from what they've done

Faded into darkness

Coiling into a web between going left or right

Am I to be saved from this heart breaking despair?

The air filling my lungs is nothing but posion

I want to give it my all

Or is it a facade?

This is just killing me

Seeping through the inside to the out

until everyone can see what's deep inside of me

I'm full of Love, I'm full of HATE

My breaking point is like a bloody knife.

So delicious.

Am I to be saved?

Such a poor ragged old thing

mold has begun to cover my limbs

The numbness from within,

comes and haunts me inside.

Am I to be saved from this desmaing grave?

You told me you would never leave

and now I’m all alone, brittle boned

As I grew older I wondered if I could ever go back and stop you from leaving

My heart grows colder by the pain of losing you



Your warmth is gone

Your precious smile is nowhere near me

My grave is coming close to me because I don’t know…

I don‘t know if I’ll make it through alone



The memories escape me

summer nights, winter days

Was it all a mistake to find out I have fell in love with you?

Your laugh which used to make me smile is now faded into pieces



The piece that are skipping through my mind like a broken CD player

How was I suppose to know you were going to make me cry

How was I suppose to know you were going to be one to leave me behind

I’m all alone with no one to call my own



Just the sweetest of memories I have left of…you

The one I fell in love with…and

the one who left me all alone

A brittle old woman waiting…for her time to come