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i miss the way u said i love you , imiss the sound of your voice, i miss the sound of your laugh , i miss chatting with you on the webcam, i miss seeing your smile, i miss the dreams i always used to look forward to now im scared to go to sleep because of the nightmares i continue to have, i miss the the cute but random messages you used to send me, i miss hearing the poetry you used to write me, i miss the way you used to call me everyday, i miss the first time you sent me that video of our song, i miss all the times you used to sing to me on the phone, imiss all the times you told me iwas your everything..... IM SO HEART BROKEN BEYOND REPAIR!!! lyric please help me i feel used, abandoned , neglected, heart broken, pathetic, worthless, stupid, unloved and lied to!

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BrokenLyric2125
00:25 Dec 01 2010

I'm here blue!!! I love you baby, and I'l never lie, and will always be here for you poppet. You're my all and more.

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Nerothesable
22:25 Dec 02 2010

i miss u too......sorry for everything i hope ur happy with lyric

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So you sailed away

Into a Grey sky morning

Now I'm here to stay

Love can be so boring

And nothing's quite the same now

I just say your name now





But it's not so bad..

You're only the best I ever had

You don't want me back

You're just the best I ever had





So you stole my world

Now I'm just a phony

Remembering the boy

Leaves me down and lonely

We'll send it in a letter

Make yourself feel better





But It's not so bad..

You're only the best I ever had

don't want me back

You're just the best I ever had





And it might take some time

To patch me up inside

But I cant take it so I

I run away and hide

I might find in time

That you were always right

You were always right



So you sailed away

Into a Grey sky morning

Now I'm here to stay

Love can be so boring

was it what you wanted

Could it be I'm haunted?



But It's not so bad..

You're only the best I ever had

don't want me back

You're just the best I ever had

You're just the best I ever had...

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BrokenLyric2125
04:31 Nov 20 2010

Thats sad darling...

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You say im stupid

you tell me im pathetic

you tell me goodbye forever

you tell me not to ever talk to you again

you tell me im a stupid bitch

you bad mouth me all the fuckin time

you say you hate me

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then you turn around say.

im sorry baby

i love you

im so stupid for leaving you

ill always be yours baby

youll always be my angel

you mean everything to me

you tell me im your world

you want to marry me and have kids

you want to move in with me

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then you leave me for her again

you say the same shit

oh blah blah bah

ill never love you again

its her erica... its always been her....

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procsess repeated!!





Vince, i love you with every beat i have left in my pathetic heart. i fell for you since day one three years ago. your sweet, caring, loving, goofy, funny, crazy.... in so many ways your just like me i understand you more than you think bc everything that goes threw your head it also goes threw mine. I gave you my heart and soul and i devoted my life to you.... remember.. no matter what the distance may be ill always love you bc baby you are my life. everytime i talk toy ou on the phone i freeze up and get all giggly bc you make me so nervous. everytime i hear you say i love you Erica it send chills down my spine and my stomach is instantly filled with butterflies. everytime i saw your name pop up on my phone my heart would beat so fast and i swear it felt like i could fly! i know the distance has been hard on us... it hurts me 2! :( but i also made you that promise remember.... no matter what i would always love you and i would wait on you. well im keeping my promise vince. ill always be here for you when you need me bc i REALLY love you! you were the very first person i ever loved and its so hard for me to even think about you not being there bc i thought you said forever, but i guess to you the word forever has an end. :( i know i was never the worlds most perfect girlfriend and i know i hurt you and as soon as you started talking to me again what happened?? i left his ass even though we did start to have a serious relationship. i crushed someones heart for you and i ran back to you wanting my vince, the vince i loved so very much..... for that period of time you didnt talk to me. that whole year i never recieved a message or a call not on the computer or the phone, not even from a friends phone what was i suppossed to think can you answer me that?..... months passed and everything between me and you were like they always used to be i had you and you had me and thats all we ever needed bc living off of love was the greatest thing we had. then when i dont talk to you for a couple weeks bc i got grounded you find someone else?? and she didnt know about me at all!!!!!! she thouoght i was your ex?! :( time went on and bc i loved you so much i believed you when you said you were sorry and you were gunna quit talking to her bc i thought you were just like me. but months have passed and you treat us both like we are the love of your life?

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. i believe you when you tell me that you love me and everything you tell me is the truth i hear it from you and your friends....

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well if all you say is true? then how could you hurt me over and over and over and over repeatedly?? over the same shit and then tell me you dont care at all... when deep inside i know you do thats why you and your friends tell me that im the one you want!





so why hurt me and her? why any of this mess?

when me and you both know we cant stay away from each other bc we tried!!



so the question here isnt why didnt i come to cali....



the questions here are



1. Do you really love me?

2. if you really loved me then why do you insist on hurting me over and over?

3. Is your friend lying to me when he says Vince brags about you and i know he really loves YOU Erica?

4. If you dont love me then why didnt you just step up and say so and let me try to get on with my life instead of detroying it?

5.Why do you say i treat you as a play toy. when trully your the one playing with my heart?

6.Is Franki telling me the truth when she says he doesnt really love either one of us he just likes the idea of love and he only likes us and which one of us gets to him 1st wins his heart?

7. and if thats true then tell me so i can meet my fate bc im not gunna chase after a boy who does this to me. expecially when i have no more heart because it got ripped up into a milliion pieces!?





My heart hurts(litterally) when i know i dont have your love.



Will you ever come home? Or do i need to face my destiny to my forever without you?



i love you Vince.









Hey Lucy, I remember your name

I left a dozen roses on your grave today

I'm in the grass on my knees, wipe the leaves away

I just came to talk for a while, got some things I need to say



Now that it's over, I just wanna hold her

I'd give up all the world to see

That little piece of Heaven looking back at me



Now that it's over, I just wanna hold her

I've gotta live with the choices I made

And I can't live with myself today



Hey Lucy, I remembered your birthday

They said it'd bring some closure to say your name

I know I'd do it all different if I had the chance

But all I got are these roses to give

And they can't help me make amends



Now that it's over, I just wanna hold her

I'd give up all the world to see

That little piece of Heaven looking back at me



Now that it's over, I just wanna hold her

I've gotta live with the choices I made

And I can't live with myself today



Here we are, now you're in my arms

I never wanted anything so bad

Here we are for a brand new start

Living the life that we could've had



Me and Lucy walking hand in hand

Me and Lucy never wanna end

Just another moment in your eyes

I'll see you in another life in Heaven

Where we never say goodbye



Now that it's over, I just wanna hold her

I'd give up all the world to see

That little piece of Heaven looking back at me



Now that it's over, I just wanna hold her

I've gotta live with the choices I made

And I can't live with myself today



Here we are, now you're in my arms

Here we are for a brand new start

I got to live with the choices I've made

And I can't live with myself today



Me and Lucy walking hand in hand

Me and Lucy never wanna end

I've got to live with the choices I've made

And I can't live with myself today



Hey VINCE, I remember your name

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Nerothesable
03:29 Nov 17 2010

i do still love u erica, and i dont know why ur not here, everything my friends said was true i do love and i still brag about u... sshe lied that wasnt true

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DemonDeBeauteENB
03:35 Nov 17 2010

... i dont know what to think anymore! if you love me like you say you do why do u say many hurtful things to me?

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Nerothesable
10:58 Mar 08 2012

erica i want to have us back i miss u so much i dont want to live without you, im sorry for all the mistakes ive made, im sorry for everything, you have no idea how much i care, or how i feel when i look at you...i mean i wanna give you my life my everything, i wanna spend everyday devoting all my time to you giving you all my attention and giving you anything your heart desire...erica if your serious about wanting to be together again then thats great, but i get this feeling like its to good to be true like im gonna buy the ticket and be left by myself outside the airport and to be honest im scared....because if i open my heart back up and you change your mind i dont think i could take it erica, so when your reading this i need you to tell me if this is real or if its just a dream because baby im for real and i still love you like noone can..baby i will be yoursuperman, i love you now ill love you in 50 years ill love you forever and ever babe

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