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I never thought i'd feek like this, But, I do.

I love you so much. I couldnt bare to lose you ever. Your the only one for me. I only dream about you, your blue eyes, and you adorable smile I love your dimple and to see the flames burning in your eyes everytime you look at me!

I loved you once.

And I'll carry on loving you forever and ever mwah!xxx

the darkness is slowly Dragging itself in, Gently enveloping each tree in its velvety softness lulling them into a false sense of security.



The darkness seems to be so safe. It'sable to lure the purest people into its midst.



Deep in the darkness, lays a litle thin river that leads to a shallow little pool there is a girl, she is so white and pale, with her jet black hair and her deep green eyes.

She is dressed in pure white, the only colours are the spatters of blood !

so peaceful, so quietjust me on my ow.

Thinking about, life once more.

I never thought I'd find my happiness, never thought it would be with me!

But, then it changed, I found some of my happiness again

It lies with you my love!



It's thanks to you that i know longer break down and cry, no longer self harm.

I love you so much

There is nothing else I need Just you

MY LOVE!

I love the way you hate me so!

And the way you think you can hurt me again.



However you still have to lie to me,

What's the point?



I'm the happiest I've ever been Right now

Happier than i ever was with you!



I hope you Enjoy your 'new' life.

I'm certainly enjoying mine.

I get the most amazing sex

it's better than yours!

HAHAHAHA I FUCKING HATE YOU CUNT DEAL WItH IT!!

I love you Jon mwah!!!

So many Scars, upon my arms.

Too many to count, I was so obsessed.

I needed the reality, the feeling it gave.

I used to miss the pain, the sight.

So I would go through it all again.



So ashamed, I was afraid of myself.

Scared, I would wear a mask.

A mask with a smily face, a false laugh.

I wasn't real, Barely human.

So i would do it all again.



So lonely, No true friends to call my own.

Surrounded by falseness, and Backstabbers.

I didnt expect to be happy, or able to love truthfully.

Getting laughed at, being abused with nowhere to go.

So i would try it all again.



So heartless, didn't care who i hurt.

Never thought people cared, didn't know tehy truly existed.

I was losing everyone, everyhing important, lost my dreams Cutting more and more

So I'd do it all again.



So when i met you, I thought you too good to be true.

thought you wouldn't want to see me ever again.

I started falling in love with you, I craved your touch.

I love you now so very much.

So I have no need to do it anymore!



I love you Jon!