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Feeling stupid, all alone

Hating life, wishing for death

Crying, fighting, loving, dieing!



Stupid fuck face, fucking cunt

crazy bastered, what the fuck!



Bleeding out, through big fat slashes,

Beating slower, keeping, time as life slips by, watching, waiting completely mis-leading!

Stoppin, waiting quickly taking!

Fucking wanker!

Souls been taken

Damn!

A love so strong, so pure!

A touch so tender, so lonigng!

A heart so gentle, so kind!

A feeling so frail, so simple!

There is a huge craving

Everyone somewhere wants to feel!

Someone somewhere wants to be hugged!

They want to be kissed!

Touch them, Pet them

Treat them wonderfully!

Love them, Give yourself the chance to feel!

Let the pain heal watch the scars fasde and disapear!

Replace the smile put it back where it belongs!

When I loved you it was so sweet, Then I hated you it was so bitter!

When I kissed you it was meant completely!

So innocent, so sweet it's lost for always!

Black is the colour

the colour of me!



Black is the shade

the shade of my soul



Dark as the night, that

surrounds us all!



Take my sweetest sin and mix it with my stolen purity!

A deadly concoction!

There is a war inside my head

The way it's raging!

Like a storm over a lake!

as the lightnig is reflected in the shimmering water,

like the pain, which is reflected in my eyes!



The thick dark clouds, that come rolling over one another Bringing the thunder, The noise is so angry, the trees shake in fear!

The rain comes down so quick, so heavy, spilling so freely from the sky! So pure, so wild

something so un controllably beautiful!

Something I'll never be!

Current state, Changing everythnig is slipping, In and out of my depression, The darkness that envelopes my sould. The Self hate that makes me what i am!



The Hidden beauty is as it's called it's hidden!

I miss the lightness when everything goes Dark!

So much could happen I cannot allow myself to try or even attempt it! It wasn't meant to be!

Friendship is a funny thing, but, the kind we yours, makes me sing.

We walk, we talk, we have a blast

Friends forever, we're the kind to last!

we laugh and cry, we live and die, but, deep down within my heart I know our friendship Won't depart for joy and fear

You know I'm here!

Just give me a call

and I'll catch your fall

Kerry you mean alot to me

and this I hope you cans ee, I know I don't say it alot

probs because I smoke pot =oD

And my love for you often goes unspoken, but, I now give it freely with this small token.

Love ya! Josh

x

Clear but starry, hollow eyes, deep inside her soul does lie!

Cut and torn, but, whole aswell, a simple contradictive spell.

Locked in, boxed in deep in thought of crimson sin.

Let it out, scream + shout

find a way, I'll light your day

Don't you see that shining star!

It's teh one that your are!

Looking deep into my soul, trying to fix this gaping hole!

Wondering where the hurt has gone! you took it all away!

You made my life worth living, you held me when I cried You made me smile when i was sad, you held my hand to let me know that you where there! I trust you forever!

Love Kerry

x

You are on my mind all the time!

I see your eyes

when they start to tear!

The way they sparkle as the light bounces of them!

I want to run up and hug you so tight make your heart feel alright!

I want to hold your hand, and ease your pain!

I want to mend you broken heart, fix your broken soul! I want to make you hole again!

I miss you, I want you.

I crave your touch

I'm sticking with you for all eternity!!! Mwah! xxx

I wonder what it would be like!

To slit my throat and to bleed to death!

My mind is fucked Theres no hope for me now!

So say goodbye to teh one named failure!

Watch her fade into the mud!

Staring into your eyes!

Looking for the hurt and lies!

I see your mask begin to crack!

I see your false smile!

Why am I here? What is my purpose? Was I supposed to die? Or am I meant to be alive?



Do I really deserve all I've got? Should I be more grateful for my life?



Is this real? Or am I making it up as I go along?

Is it all just a game of make believe?

Who knows? Or even better

Who even cares??

NOT ME!

NOT YOU!

NOT ANYBODY!!!!

She's so observant!

He's so oblivious!

She watches the world around her!

He shuts his eyes!

She reaches out, but, she's trapped!

He's free to help, but, he does nothing!

She's stuck inside a box!

She's trying to escape!

She's breaking free!

She's screaming, shes crying!

She's scratching, she's fighting!

He's powerless, He's dependant!

He's losing, he's trying!

They've switched!

He's trapped, She's snapped!

He fucked it up!

she spilled his guts!

He lost!

She won!

I am the ghost, When

you close your eyes!



Mine is the heart, That

beats for you!

It's my touch, you feel

upon your skin!

It's intoxicating you cant brush it clean, I'm still in your dreams!

I'm not so small and weak anymore, I could crush you, break you make you fall!

I hate you, you love me

you need me, I fucked you

I despise you, You idolise me!

Get lost!!!!!

Just a stupid Whore,

Nothing more!

Doesn't Deserve to be loved,

Simply doomed!

Has no feelings anymore,

There in the core!

No tears to cry,

Not willing to try!

Just a stupid whore,

Is all she'll ever be!

Fuck It All! What Is The Point?

A Big ass Pile Of Fucking Wank Mate!! Go Pretend Somewhere Else I Have No Need For Your Sympathy You Pathetic Little Bitches! All Go Burn in Heaven and Shed No Tear Of Mercy For Me I Am A Failure And I Don't Give A Fuck!

Shoot My Head and Spill My Brains!

Crack My skull And Spill my Blood!



Cut My Throat!

And here Me Choke!



Tear My Veins, And Rip My Heart!



Burst my Eyes

And Pop My Lungs!



Squeeze My Liver

Steal My Pride!



Watch Me suffer, Watch Me ride!



Make you Stutter, Give You Pride!





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Changed!

Lets All Pretend!

That we Are Friends!



Lets All Act!

Like We Have Been Attacked!



Lets All Say!

That We Are Gay!



Lets All Shout!

And Practice Our Pout!



Lets All Cry!

And Pretend We'll Die!



Lets All Dance!

And Then Take A Chance!



Lets Throw It Away!

And Ruin The good Feng Shui!



Lets All Break Our Hearts!

And Give the Pieces To Tarts!



Lets Just Shuffle On The Floor!

And Act Like we Are More!



Lets Stay Where We Are!

It's where We Belong!