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Today was okay, but something's were not...But that is how it goes right? Can have NOTHING good with out the bad...ha funny realy. Sometime I just want to srcam it makes no cents.

Anywayz I just wanted to write somthing but I don't knwo how to put it into word's......Have you ever thou why do we have to hide what we are? Some of us anywayz....like one song I know..in it is goes: Do you belive in God say yes to pull triger...That is like us in a way but the other way around...if we say no we are killed for it..no matter WHAT it is for a job, school, a play, Anything even somtime's love...I don't get it, it may just be one of thoes thing's that I think to much of...who know's? Sometimes I feel like I sould just stop thinking, or talking or anything! Some of the thing's I say make no cents to even me when I go to read it, but that may just be my spelling hahah. Yes I know I suck I can't spell. But that is okay I WILL BE somthing and when I am everone that said that I would be nothing will look up to me and say sorry and even if they don't. For get them they are nothing to me.. I have a great dad....And ......some friened's and I have my fish, and my baby sugar *RIP* She will alwayz be with me. Even if she was a dog SHE WAS MINE! And if you are think there she goes agine talking about the same thing in a way.....WHY IN THE ARE YOU READING THIS THEN? really I mean come on if you don't like it go away! It is people like you that need to die...and if you are not thank-you you are the people I need to be aroud...and never chang... But my day was okay...I really did not do anything but hang with my dad. Whic is alwayz cool I alwayz get in a good mood aroud him.. Even thou I do have my times ^_^ haha well thank-you for reading this I hope you liked it.....

I meet love onces...and then he turned away

What's it for?

Did I not show him all my love?

Did I not EVER turn away?

I will never be as nices as I was befor....

What's it for?

The man stabed me in the back, when I was giving him a hug...

What's is for?

He said that he could feel the love run away from me,

but what he does not know is that I will never run away.

What's if for?

Love it the greatis thing that God has given man, but is also the worst thing know to man

Just ask any man or woman that has loved.....

And What is it for?

I don't Know I thou you could tell me.....

It is 8:30pm et here in SC and no one I know is on......I feel soo alone... I also of coues have sad musin on......I am sooo sad..Me and my dad are not getting alone, I can't spell, no one in my family know's ME, I feel as thou I am alone and dieying and NO one see's me falling in the pool of sadness. I feel as thou they never will. Everyone ex my dad wants to to just give and give and I can't do that....But What-every I'll just take this sadness and write to you all that say that I can write do something for you... heheh *smiles look's into the darkness I think I will go play with my friened's in there...* Walk's Off

I guess that life has not been that bad. I do feel as thou my life is going down the dran at times, but every now and then it get's better. I feel like almost everyone I know is trying to get me do somthing that I don't want to do. To be someone that I am not. But life is not that bad I do get to do somthings and I now I have a little bit of friened's and family(my dad) that love's me. Eveyine eles I feel like is playing a game with me. And the niceer they get the meaner I think that they are trying to be. That just maybe me but I don't know. But like I said it is just one of thoes day's..I have been wnating to learn abotu vamp's alittle bit more and I know have someone that I can talk to about that and I love that . I now feel as thou I belogn somewhere...Here with people like me and people who like the same thing' s as me..I am sorry if you are reading this and are going why is she soo sad there are worst thing to other people and if you are thinking that then no.....I am not sorry for you thinking that. I know that but there are other thing's that go on behide EVERYONE's door. And if you can't see that are you don't think that you do think agine when was the last time you told someone the hole truth .......What is that can't think of it ....that is okay I don't thin alot of people can....I is just one of thoes thing that happen on one of thous day's..I hope that you injoyed I need to do somthing becaues I feet as thou I can't write it down for some one will read it someone who is agine me..Don't get me wrong the reson I put it in here for people to read is becaues I do not see you as a emey just a person for noe untill you become like one of my friened like satin or Death Knight

....In the darkness I now play.....In the darkness I will stay....

..................xxx.............

Now I know most people don't like these quiz's, and don't get me wrong..I don't like them but every now and then I will find one that is me and well...............This is me in a way!! So here...Love it hate it I don't care....IT is me!!!!

~~Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers~~

Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You are an angelic spirit who has fallen from grace for one reason or another - possibly, you made one tragic mistake that cost you everything. Or maybe you were blamed for a crime you didn't commit. In any case, you are faithless and joyless. You find no happiness, love, or acceptance in your love or in yourself. Most days are a burden and you wonder when the hurting will end. Sweet, beautiful and sorrowful, you paint a tragic and touching picture. You are the one that few understand. Those that do know you are likely to love you deeply and wish that they could do something to ease your pain. You are constantly living in memories of better times and a better world. You are hard on yourself and self-critical or self-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved, you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despite your tainted nature, your soul is breathtakingly beautiful. Image is a painting by Natalya Nesterova, source:ca80.lehman.cuny.edu/.../ images/fallen_angel.jpgTake this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Which character from The Nightmare Before Christmas are you?

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