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I wrote this journal a few years ago but it's still rings true to today

Life is just a constant spiral, repeating itself over and over. no matter how hopeful you think your life is turning around you will just get shitfaced over and over again. Money, cash mulah denero. whatever you want to call it that is what is at the center of that fucking spiral. and its fucking bullshit! better yet this society is bullshit, and the older i get the more i realise i dont fit in, and it seems like my only release is a long slit down my arm. and thats the key. Fuck, we are all just fucking retarded bacteria. i just hope our time on this planet is soon over, cause if its not we are just going to destroy it.


There just has to be some higher form of release other then drugs, dont get me wrong i love my drugs. MDMA IS pure extacy. but it all seems just so mild. and dont give me that god and heaven bullshit. whatever the religion its all lies pumped into your head to make you obidient


I guess we just have to live our lives one day at a time till that final release comes and takes us