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i had this dream, where my friend Mario came into the room and just gave me a big bear hug.





and that was...just...perfect.

merry happy new year :D

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Blackstaff
23:23 Dec 30 2010

0.o a day early?

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DarknessBound
00:33 Dec 31 2010

haha i just noticed.



i woke up really late today, thinking it was the 31st.





my mind is not clear hahah

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Blackstaff
04:36 Dec 31 2010

Thought I was losing my mind.

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im not a magician. i cant turn shit of with the wave of a wand. fuck, man, i wish i could...i wouldve changed many things by now.



yes i know these are shitty situations and i will get through them like i always do....but i deal with things my way. like i always have and like i always will.





im a resilient little bitch, and this shit is not going to take me down, its not going to stop me from doing what i do. i havent stopped doing my things. but i deal with my things MY way. not anyone else's ways.







my emotions class taught me a lot.



NO ONE, NO ONE, NO ONE has the right to tell anybody how to feel, what they should be feeling, or what they should not feel. NO ONE. Absolutely NO ONE.--that is what Prof. Winters taught us and his statement is 100% TRUE.



No feeling is wrong. EVERY FEELING is right. It is our god given right to FEEL....no matter how "good" or "bad" the feeling is. Get it?





Yes, friends will worry, and will want to fix any situation their friends are in because it is a natural reaction, a reflex to fix those wrong things that ail the people we care for. But it is absolutely unacceptable to do so and prevent the person going through these things from feeling.

(feeling, and things that happen in life, are things and lessons that teach and help the individual grow and become their own being. these things make us who we are, we cannot stop things from happening , we just need to let it be.---yes, let it be)





Everyone has different coping mechanisms in life. People are unique, and therefore do not handle things in the same manner others do.





So, the only thing acceptable is to just be there for them. Put yourself in their position and be there for them. Don' try to fix it, [don't try to do anything at all]. People never listen anyway, they always do what they want (is this not true?) because they are living their life according to their rules, not yours , mine, or anybody's.



And for this I want to thank Deity. Shes been there for me. Not trying to change how I feel, because she is the ONLY person who knows what I am going through. Yeah, she wants me to feel better and happy...but she doesnt try to change me or how I am coping with my things...shes just there for me. And that means the world to me. Thank you. I love you ♥ and no matter what or the amount of physical distance between us, I'm here for you too.





=)

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Deity
17:59 Dec 30 2010

Damnit, you resilient little bitch , you made me cry again. :p





I love you tons and tons. ♥

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DarknessBound
05:28 Dec 31 2010

♥ love u too!

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crossfade





Ed SLoan





MAAARRRRRRYYYYYY MMMEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!





^_^

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sPerAnZa
05:45 Dec 30 2010

Watching that movie now.

:)

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DarknessBound
05:55 Dec 30 2010

let me know what u think

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"you're a wild little thing. always "the one" that gets away eh? the one to tame you is out there, just wait and see".



LOL. Wtf?





oh boy.

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Deity
17:59 Dec 30 2010

LOL



Y eso?

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DarknessBound
21:36 Dec 30 2010

un come mierda me lo dijo lol i thought it was funny

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i just want to burst with rage.



from a psychoanalytical point of view, i think this state of depression is taking a trip into this downward spiral mixed with emotions---and just when things cant get any worse, they do. yeah, this is what gets my panties up in a bunch.



i have all this shit racing through my head. and the thoughts wont stop flowing in like an angry river rushing the current along. like, my brain has gone into this never ending stream of exhaustive thought producing rampage. i didn't go to bed until 7-ish in the morning. i turned on the TV to see if that would help drown things out--and in bed i just laid and closed my eyes.....i dont know; yeah i dont know how many sleep cycles i went through---but then, i started dreaming about death and what its face looked like; which i honestly believe my subconscious took from the movie that was playing on the TV, because I woke up to The Brother's Grim movie --that last part where the brother's are battling that witch looking thing that goes from a dead corpse to some beautiful queen in transformation.---but anyway.



thank goodness for the punching bag.



i just need to kick the crap out of something, real good. until my hands bleed. like i did last time.

1,2...1,2,3,4--LOOP.

no guys. i did not de-friend you on FB.



i deactivated my FB.





im not feeling very social.

not feeling very good.



im tired. my body hurts. my eyes sting.







sometimes one just wants to be left alone, for a little bit.

i dont want to offend anyone.



i just want to be by myself.





i still love you guys though, and always will.





but these times , my body and mind call for tranquility and solace within. i need to find certain things. things lacking in my life.

why is it that people come to me when they need a pick me up and they need to be happy or they need something..."oh may, you always make me smile" "oh may i love hanging out with you" "oh thanks for always being there"....





but when i need happiness and i need said people...the world can be fucking me sideways, no one gives a shit about me or if my heart is broken or anything.







so not fair. UGH!

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Daire
12:20 Dec 29 2010

"fucking me sideways".......Such grace.

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DarknessBound
12:47 Dec 29 2010

u know me. very graceful LOL.

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well shit hit the fan today for sure for sure.



gotta get my ass up and go look for a part-time job somewhere. fuck this country and its economy. that's all i gotta say right now.



i hope i have some horrible fucking fatal disease so i can just fucking die and get it all over with.

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Deity
21:36 Dec 27 2010

No. No. and No.



This is not you typing, but rather the wretched spirit of defeat.



You are much too strong, talented, intelligent, and spirited to allow this to conquer you.



Remember what I said about the chicken coop?





Tomorrow it will be your turn. I promise you. Hang in there.





I am only a phone call away if you need to talk.



I ♥ you.

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xxEmaeraldxx
22:54 Dec 27 2010

It's the same world wide as every country has gone belly up but one of the great saviour's for all countries is it's young educated and intelligent people like you to help create a strong and safe environment for generations to come. We must reaffirm our faith in ouselves when times are tough and take strength in that :) Good luck.

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Khayman
23:30 Dec 27 2010

Hey if you're gonna die of some horrible disease play Typhoid Mary while you're at it. Take a few of congress out on the way down. ;-)



Love you :-) You be a'ight, sunshine.

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Seeker2112
00:42 Dec 28 2010

Maybe you're just having a bad day, and if that's the case, I hope it gets better for you. However, I am quite patriotic, and if I'm not mistaken this country has afforded you the opportunity to get a quality education and the ability to make things better for yourself. Not to mention the freedom to say "Fuck this country" without fear of retribution from those in power. Not everyone has those opportunities, so perhaps things aren't as bleak as they seem.

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Requiem
01:29 Dec 28 2010

o.o No die. Period. Got it? 'kay.

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Blackstaff
04:08 Dec 28 2010

I inserted something witty ~here~ if you get a chance, go to Amazon and order the book titled "falling Forward". It will help, promise.

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Blackstaff
04:09 Dec 28 2010

Sorry, typo "failing forward" not FALLINg.

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Tomorrow when the War Began.



Its an Aussie Movie. Very good. I recommend.





Thanks Jay ♥

Merry Christmas

The best part about growing up is getting together with friends over breakfast, lunch, or dinner, and catching up over the years and reminiscing about the younger days!





Today was one of those days. But it wasn't entirely complete without my Deity ♥!!!

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Deity
19:56 Dec 24 2010

Awww! I miss my girls!! ♥

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This was sent to me by an old and dear friend.





"Desiderata "





Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant, they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.





If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.





Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let not this blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass. Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth.





Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.





Therefore, be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be. And whatever your labors and aspirations in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace in your soul. With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams; it is still a beautiful world. Be cheerful.





Strive to be happy.





--- Max Ehrmann, 1927

Graduation was early in the morning today.

It was good to see my friends, a little emotional. Next year in May it will be my turn. Im anxious, and apprehensive at the same time.



My friend James called me afterwards and almost made me cry. He talked to me, and I believe hes one of the most sincerest guys I've met at UM. Im glad we became friends last year. Hes one kind and gentle soul and I wish him nothing but the best. I know he will be one of the best MDs out there. Its in his heart. And Im glad he thinks so highly of me. It means a lot. Just like Gracie and all of the people Ive met this semester.



You know when you get that one special gut feeling when you meet someone? Well these people bring nothing but good feelings to me. I am grateful. So grateful to know them.





After I got home, i watched



Adventures of Huckleberry Finn

Chakushin ari





Now I am

Cleaning again



taking a long hot shower, with my body scrub and essential oils...My body is tired, and aching, and tired for no reason... I have no energy, its probably a result of w.e I have. Ive never been so tired in my life, so emotional. My mood swings are up the roof, but the crazy thing is it fluctuates depending on the people I am around. Im sitting here wanting to cry, but at the same time next minute I might be angry or happy or feeling like mother teresa. Mostly though Im an emotional wreck....just feel like crying every five minutes filled with so much emotional feelings I dont know what to do with them. DAMN ME BEING A WOMAN. Men dont go through this shit!!! See the bull shit we go through just because we bear the burden of hormones to bear your children?!?!?! ---Damn right you assjerks, better buy me all the sparkly shoes I want and treat me like a queen if I have to go through this shit because I got the short end of the stick during my embryonic development....heffers. {yeah, thats right, i just said that....damn right im going to bust a biological cap on this puppy, after all its all i do day and night, its expected 0.0....bite me}



So yeah, now you know. Stop wondering...Ive been feeling quite anti social. I dont want to talk to anyone, and I dont want to not talk to anyone....so Im just keeping busy with movies and stuff. Just a fair warning, if you message me and Im spacey, or not talkative....don't take it personal. Im not in the mood to be social. And TRUST me, you dont want me to bust one of those (above spiels) on your ass. You're better off leaving me alone.





Setting up my PS3 for some play time



maybe catch peeps on skype







gotta go to bed somewhat early. i have lab tests to go to tomorrow.





maybe go out to the mall and find some place that is hiring with flexible hours.



*shrug*

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Deity
03:48 Dec 17 2010

I felt the same way right at the brink of my graduation too. I think it's normal to feel antsy mixed with a cocktail of several other emotions. You're about to fly the educational coop -- life is out there waiting for you. I'm super excited for you.



Take this one day at a time. You're more than capable to deal with anything and everything that comes you way.





...and also, Congratulations. Your dreams are only steps away. ♥

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chakushin ari







scary efffin japanese movie.









you know whats creepier?? my effin cell phone rang after.





wtfbbq heh

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Morrigon
02:01 Dec 17 2010

Run awaaaaay!

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Deity
02:04 Dec 17 2010

You're a brave soul for watching that shit alone. NO WAY! :o/

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when i feel like i cant go on, when the world and everything is against me, and i just want to give up and quit...electricity flows through my veins, and this need to keep on going and keep fighting comes over my body....and that is how i keep going, that is how i get it done.





that is the difference between you and i.

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Deity
20:15 Dec 16 2010

Rock on :)

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Blackstaff
21:26 Dec 16 2010

It is because you have electricity instead of blood? o.0 Damn, I bet you are hell on appliances :P

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yes, G, i'm a little excited about saturday =)







i dont know too many nice , funny, tall guys who can sing and have bright baby blues.....LOL

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sahahria
03:41 Dec 16 2010

:)

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Deity
20:12 Dec 16 2010

I effing knew it. You were way too calm and collected for my liking. It's nice to know that you're human. ♥

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Deity
20:14 Dec 16 2010

..and yes, his eyes are UNREAL.



You go, girl. ;)

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ive had this dream more times than i can count.





all my teeth fall out. i spit them all up in my hands, but some of them remain...well not some of them, just the shell...its weird, and i am in so much physical pain i cannot move my jaw or speak, and i feel this pain. its crazy. but last night something new happened in the same dream. my grandmother was there, and it was a disease i had that if i didnt find the cure, i was going to die from it. my room was getting cleaned out, and repainted. and katie couric kept making calls to get donations so i could get treatment and not die.









ummm....wtf? i have a Dr's a ppt today. this shit isnt cool.

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Daire
13:26 Dec 15 2010

I have that dream all the time too. Usually in my dream though I pull them out myself and it doesn't hurt, but I can't stop myself from doing it.



In fact I have had this dream so many times that I have trained myself to realise it is a dream while I am dreaming.

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BubbleGumClaudia
14:33 Dec 15 2010

Ok That is weird........

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Blackstaff
16:33 Dec 15 2010

Do you gots old man teeth? ;)

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DarknessBound
19:01 Dec 15 2010

LOL

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Requiem
23:57 Dec 15 2010

I have the teeth falling out dream.



It's scary.



I am sorry you're having nightmares. =(

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NocturnalMistress
23:55 Dec 23 2010

I have that dream often.

Sometimes it is painful and sometimes it's not.

Like two nights ago I woke up and ran to the bathroom because I thought I was toothless.

o.0

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add to that: going to get some cinnamon buns in the oven baking and xmas music blasting.





^_^

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Bones
07:16 Dec 15 2010

Cinnamon buns? Now I'm hungry. ;)

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ugh. i cant do this without cleaning before LOL



what a neat freak am i?!



so, i sat down all cuddled up in my blankets and clothes....but i looked around and books and papers and the stressful energy of these past few days came rushing at me....



so, im going to clean, pick up, and organize before i can sit down and write and relax and enjoy my time with my friends online.........





yeah, i have problems.

im finally going to the Doctor's tomorrow.

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Deity
02:43 Dec 15 2010

Yay!! Please let me know how that goes. :)

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i hate that we live so far away.

done. finally. FREE for a little while :)



now, to be an anti social hermit =D

i want rainbows and butterflies









but, silly me thinking i could have that with you when you barely notice me.

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Deity
03:44 Dec 14 2010

I'm working on the letter. Don't worry. He'll notice you soon enough. ;)

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DarknessBound
00:01 Dec 15 2010

you're loca rofl!

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she is so close minded sometimes, i am astounded. i hate it.



too bad she has to deal w. whatever i decide.





she doesnt have to like it. or even shut up.

i simply will not allow her to control my life....or i will try not to let her.





the sucky thing is, i do most of the time.





bc whether i want to believe it or not, her opinion matters to me ='(

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Morrigon
06:19 Dec 12 2010

I think that's very good of you. Still, do what is true for yourself and with enough strength and love for those things, you may help others to understand and expand their horizons.



And if not... Tequila.

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BubbleGumClaudia
13:05 Dec 12 2010

AMEN DB

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Deity
16:55 Dec 12 2010

I know exactly what you mean as I have a Cuban mother too. ;)





Oh joy!!



I think what helped me navigate through all of her comments and opinions was finding my own voice. I know you have excellent discernment in matters pertaining to your own best interest. I think you should follow your own moral compass and you'll find that it leads you right where you need to be.



That is not to say that your mother's opinion is not valuable. I just happen to think that your own opinion should resound a tad bit louder. ♥

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Blackstaff
17:23 Dec 12 2010

or Cookies!

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xxEmaeraldxx
23:02 Dec 12 2010

Pulling the age thing a bit here.. your Mum will always be the bigger part of your life whilst she is alive and it's only love for you tnat bonds you together in every aspect. Still, its frustrating when you want to do things your way but you habe half the battle won being away from home. How about an internship in Zanibar or something heh! I am sure she must be so proud of you M :)

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its so hard to keep up with the comments on the journals, especially your *fav* journals! =\







Dear VR santa *coughcancercoughcough*,



when you have time and are not too busy fixing the little shiny vr toy buttons, and regulating policy with the elves and reindeer business, a cool notification button of journal comments would be pretty nifty, and nice.



i promise, ive been a good girl ;)



*coughcough(but i can also be naughty too if necessary)coughcough*





love,



DB





ps: i really need to get that cough checked..hmmm *skips away into the snowy VR pole*

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Requiem
03:20 Dec 11 2010

Honey, if you just skipped INTO a pole, you also should have the doc check your eyes when he checks your cough.





OH. I second the request, but without all the phlegm. :P

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DarknessBound
03:21 Dec 11 2010

ROFL



it wasnt a Pole, pole. LOL



♥ love uuu

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DarknessBound
03:22 Dec 11 2010

ps: i was trying to be subtle...u think that worked?



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Khayman
03:23 Dec 11 2010

You're Cuban.



Subtle does NOT apply.



LMAO

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Requiem
04:01 Dec 11 2010

It did work, but my inner smart ass overwhelmed me and made me type that.

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Deity
04:08 Dec 11 2010

Love this! :D

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Bones
07:37 Dec 11 2010

Under the user menu/journals, there's a link for new journal comments. It's right under the 'write in journal' link.

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DarknessBound
07:43 Dec 11 2010

yes but that is only for *your* journal....not other people's comments to the ones you have commented on ;)

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Bones
07:46 Dec 11 2010

Oh hell, please don't give us one of those, VR Santa, I leave random comments in random journals quite frequently.

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RAGE...subsided.





But





Im going to disappear for another bit though, again. I need to deal with these inner demons.





Put them back in the box, ya know?







Failure sucks, balls of steel.

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Blackstaff
23:55 Dec 09 2010

Failure is only in the grave. This is a lesson somewhere, find it and learn it so it is not repeated :)

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DarknessBound
03:35 Dec 11 2010

=) thanks for the kind words.





i will take your advice and kick failure in the ass.





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study so much so some old fucking fart can make it seem like i didnt study at all.





what is the point of making a fucking exam so hard your students are going to fail?





FUCK YOU ASSHOLE



i give up. like Cancer said, i might as well go work at a Panda Express.





='(

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Blackstaff
22:43 Dec 09 2010

Darlin, if you let someone push you around and get the satisfaction of failing you, then maybe you should. BUT I don't think that is the case. I think this is a vent and you are going to ace that shit! So buck up cowgirl and put your cowgirl hat back on and ride that bitch til it drops! Err, well, that did not exactly come out right, but You get what I am saying...lol.

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BubbleGumClaudia
03:30 Dec 11 2010

To quote the episode of south park



"Welcome to shitty wok....may I take your order??"





But all that aside......I think it is awesome that you are studying to do something that you LOVE!!! I admire you for it actually!

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DarknessBound
03:34 Dec 11 2010

thank you guys



*hugs*





i was just upset and venting at my latest disappointment.



but dont worry, i shall pick myself up from the ashes and triumph against all adversity!!!





I SHALL NEVER GIVE UP!!!! even if he did just kick me in the face with his steel toe biker boots .

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cold weather makes me wanna go pee a lot.





why is this?







ill get back to you when i finish reading my neurobio book.





*on a scientific mission!*

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DarknessBound
18:59 Dec 09 2010

ANSWER:



Exposure of the human body to cold stimulation causes a reduction in blood flow to the surface of the skin by constricting blood vessels. What this does is it reduces the overall volume of the circulatory system which then in turn increases the blood pressure. So the body then reacts to reduce the fluid volume, thus causing the urge to go pee to get rid of the urine in the bladder.

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Deity
19:13 Dec 09 2010

Oh, yes. This makes perfect sense. ;)

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Morrigon
20:40 Dec 09 2010

You're clenching man. Clenching.

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There are a lot of Bahumbugs on VR.



All I gotta say is, YOU PEOPLE NEED HAPPINESS AND LOVE in your lives.





Holidays & XMas Cheer is Magical to the soul.







Im sorry, but Ill play X Mas music until your soul dances ♥

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sahahria
14:56 Dec 09 2010

And that is why I love you!! Have them bah humbug when we have the RUM!!!! ;)

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Morrigon
14:59 Dec 09 2010

*groan*

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BubbleGumClaudia
15:02 Dec 09 2010

YAY!! I ♥ you

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King`Tarquin
15:15 Dec 09 2010

Hahaha! LOL @ Bahumbugs! :p

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Deity
16:06 Dec 09 2010

( I ♥ you )

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Blackstaff
17:03 Dec 09 2010

:) dig it

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Requiem
03:23 Dec 11 2010

o.o What if I humbug really quietly?

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i love that you text me and haven't forgoten about me.

yeah, you're awesome, great, intelligent, funny, out going, and have a bright future ahead of you, and you're about my age and are mature and responsible....and sure i said let's hang out sometime, meet up for coffee or something. i would like to, for sure...we had a good time when we used to get together to study.



but the truth is, it makes me nervous and when i'm nervous things get awkward....just like that time when i went to visit my prof =



omg...talk about brain fart!



im not good at this. so i run away and avoid you.





im f***** stupid. so i apologize, and thanks for trying!

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sPerAnZa
00:08 Dec 08 2010

Hmm... do I see requirements: 1, 3,4,5,6,7 and 9 being met?

OooOoOoOoooo.

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My TA and new found friend txt me with my Practical grade. Yes, I got an A. Thank the lord. I was sweating balls. lol.(Shes not supposed to tell us, but I begged her to and gave her the OK to do it---shhh dont tell anyone)



She invited me to her graduation. Im going to go. She was an amazing TA, and led one of the best labs Ive had in this forsaken university since I've been here.



Its nice to have people who care about you, and show their appreciation. She def deserves to be shown she's loved. She did everything she could to help us get good grades in the labs, especially when it came to dissection time and the overwhelming-ness of being able to tell between chunks of meat, and more chunks of meat that all looked the same. She made it fun, and encouraged us to believe in ourselves. I'll never forget the fond memories of Anatomy Lab.





I wish, when I graduate, my friends will come too. Its a proud moment worthy of recognition. So, I know what it means to have your friends and family witness such a milestone.



I'm proud of her ♥

Male Sexual Response:





In the male to initiate the male sexual response, there must be first of all an afferent stimulus. In human males, this stimulus can be almost anything (commonly, touch) but it may be smell (olfactory stimulus), maybe taste (foods that have aphrodisiac qualities), sight (porn industry), or memory or thought…but there must be some kind of afferent stimulus and that causes / generates an efferent response.

First, Efferent response part; this is parasympathetic-> in this response there is a dilation of arterioles so there is an increased blood flow into the penis, there will be a contraction of ischious cavernosum, the muscle contracts (it is like a sponge) it is filled with blood and it is like queezing an end of a balloon…So by squeezing the Crura it raises the penis up against the bottom of the pubic symphysis and blocks the Dorsal Vein. So it is all pushed up, while more blood is going in the penis and the flow of blood is being restricted out of the penis; and this is what causes an erection.

There is also a secretion of the cowper's gland. This is parasympathetic too. So there is a thick clear viscous fluid traveling the length of the penile urethra lubricating it and neutralizing the acids.

At this point If the Efferent stimulus stops, everything stops→ muscles relax, etc..just have the clear fluid in the urethra. But if Stimulation is continued, there is a sympathetic response, which begins with contraction of the visceral muscle of the Epididymis, vas Deferens where the sperm cells move up along the Vas Deferens through the inguinal canal. Then There is an event called emission; it is the secretion of prostatic fluid an seminal vesicular fluid→ so we have this fluid secretion mixing with the sperm and this is what forms semen. If interrupted at this point, the erection subsides and there is a leak of semen aside from the cowper’s gland fluid mixture. If continued, there is a spinal reflex (point of no return), there is no control over it and results in rhythmic contraction of bulbo spongiosum muscle, which is underneath the bulb and pushes up on the bottom of bulb which propels semen along penile urethra that causes ejaculation.

Price paid: because also associated with sympathetic response is Vasoconstriction, so what happens is that the blood flow is reduced, to the penis, and the penis erection terminates-→ relaxation of the corpus cavernosum tissue where blood goes out of the penis.

So there is both Sympathetic and Parasympathetic responses.

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Bones
21:36 Dec 07 2010

I can't imagine having an orgasm being stimulated by scent alone, and taste... I have yet to taste anything THAT good! ;)

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DarknessBound
16:48 Dec 09 2010

Me either. Lol



But, It is a combination of all of these things that causes arousal.



Oooo....I have a perfume that smells orgasmical



*Rush* by Gucci





;) its sex in a bottle

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More than 1 billion unusable bills have been printed. Some of the bills creased during production, creating a blank space on the paper, one official told CNBC. Because correctly printed bills are mixed in with the flawed ones, even the ones printed to the correct design specs can't be used until they 're sorted. It would take an estimated 20 to 30 years to weed out the defective bills by hand, but a mechanized system is expected to get the job done in about a year.

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Deity
23:04 Dec 06 2010

I wish they made this system for flawed men.



Wait.. is that fascist of me? :o/

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I think every woman wishes this song was sung for them.

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Deity
20:29 Dec 05 2010

Fuck yeah ♥

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Blackstaff
05:39 Dec 06 2010

Really? o.0 even if their voice is like they swallowed a brillo pad?

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DarknessBound
07:06 Dec 06 2010

its the thought that counts, right?

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Dear Bri,

I dont know what to say. I want to be there for you, but what do you say in situations like these? As a friend, I want to hold you and comfort you, offer you my shoulder to lean on, cry on, and if I could I'd go over there with Dee and help in whatever I could too.

(Dee, youre one of the most precious, kind, wonderful persons I've ever met. I'm glad I know you and can witness that there are still people in this world with such benevolence. I'm in awe ♥)

I know this must be one of the hardest things to endure. I would totally be losing my marbles right now if I was you.

You're one of the strongest women I know to date. I admire you, I've said it before, and I'm saying again. You are one heck of a woman. You have a massive support system, even though its through the internet...but we all love you and are here for you.

Today, I celebrate one of my Saint's birthdays, I lit a candle and prayed for you. That you may find some type of solace in knowing you are not alone. Even though you might feel the weight of the world crashing down on you, you are definitely not alone.



I LOVE YOU BRI.





-Footprints In The Sand-



One night I had a dream

I was walking along the beach with my Lord.

Across the sky flashed scenes from my life.

For each scene I noticed two sets

of footprints in the sand,

one belonging to me

and the other to my Lord.

When the last scene of my life shot before me

I looked back at the footprints in the sand.

There was only on set of footprints.

I realized that this was at the lowest

and saddest times in my life.

This always bothered me

and I questioned the Lord

about my dilemma.

"Lord, you told me when I decided to follow You,

You would walk and talk with me all the way.

But I'm aware that during the most troublesome

times of my life there is only one set of footprints.

I don't understand why, when I needed You most,

you leave me."

He whispered, "My precious, precious child,

I love you and will never leave you

never, ever during your times of trial and testings.

When you saw only one set of footprints

It was then that I carried you."

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Khayman
03:34 Dec 05 2010

Thank you, honey. I love you too.

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LOL @ Me People. LOL @ Me.



On 01:53:43 Dec 05 2010 (-0 GMT) Deity wrote:



Is your blasting off?





On 01:59:20 Dec 05 2010 (-0 GMT) DarknessBound wrote:



blasting has an off and on button???





On 01:59:59 Dec 05 2010 (-0 GMT) Deity wrote:



Yes. It's under your personal settings







Message To: Deity



No wonder no one ever gets my blasts. I thought it was broken or something ROFL

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Deity
02:12 Dec 05 2010

HAHHHHHHHHH! I'm glad that I'm not the only one who has blonde moments. ;)

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i need coffee right now. even if it means supressing my immune system even more. WHO CARES RIGHT?!



i need it like a crack fiend needs its powder sugar.





and for some reason this reminds me of Beavis & Butthead --Laughing Out Loud



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Edit: Holy shit, I just had 3 cups of coffee and I feel like......im on crack ROFL...I need water hahaha

something is wrong with my hormones and melatonin levels. i swear to god this fucking shit is not fucking normal.how can i have 8 full hours of sleep and still be fucking sleepy after 3 hours of being awake.





fuck you pituitary gland!

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BubbleGumClaudia
15:48 Dec 04 2010

I know how you feel........turns out it was my hemoglobin level and I had to get 3 pints of blood!!

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Deity
16:49 Dec 04 2010

Have you taken any medication for your cold? Perhaps it has a side effect?



You've also been sick and under incredible amounts of stress -- this may be taking a physical toll on your body.





I hope these few weeks fly by for you. :)



Get well, May! ♥

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DarknessBound
17:23 Dec 04 2010

Yeah man. me too. This sucks

I think it might have to do with my dark/light cycle.

Ive been locked up studying and not getting enough sun.

I was sitting in the sun when I got to class before my first final exam and it actually made me feel better.

I mean, who the hell would've thought that with me living in Miami...

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2 new pimples. I can't take this anymore. The sickness, the stress.



I can't wait till I can sleep for 24 hrs straight.

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Bones
23:16 Dec 03 2010

You know what the solution for that is, don't you?



That's right, sex, and lots of it!



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RedQueen
23:42 Dec 03 2010

Only if we can sleep for 24 hours afterwards

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Going to start p90x again, dec 17th. but i need a coach, or someone to keep me motivated...i need to do this. i need to shed this heavy anvil sitting on top of my shoulders. prove to myself that i can commit to something.



From dec 17, to jan 20. I will lose 30lbs. I WILL lose 30 lbs!!!!



NO EXCUSES!!!

Best movie of my childhood.

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radu
19:29 Dec 02 2010

LOL I was 25 when that movie came out.

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DarknessBound
19:32 Dec 02 2010

Wow Radu! I thought you were about my age. I was 10 when it came out. I remember because my 10th bday was all about Pocahontas.

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sPerAnZa
19:34 Dec 02 2010

Freaken LOVE that movie. :) I think I am going to find it on Netflix and watch it tonight.



Disney has the best movies ever. I think I might even hit up The Little Mermaid tonight too! Or Aladdin...

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Deity
20:46 Dec 02 2010

I know you're totally freaked out by the kid talk, but I'd suggest startingyour Disney collection sooner rather than later. I've made it my mission to find all the Disney classics for N.



We watched this movie a couple of nights ago. She loves the Willow tree best of all. I honestly don't blame her. :D

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DarknessBound
20:48 Dec 02 2010

I have a whole bunch of them, old school VHS collection. LOL

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QueenxMorbid
21:29 Dec 02 2010

I had all the original copies when I was a kid and finally got them all on DVD. The hardest one to get though was Song Of The South with Brer Rabbit and Brer Bear...These people tried to get it banned saying it was a racist movie because it was set during Slavery times. It was a really cute movie, and nothing racial about it, just people wanted to find an excuse to bitch about something.

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NocturnalMistress
01:47 Dec 03 2010

I watched that today! :D I adore that movie. :D

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I think there has been too much talk about kids and pregnancy on VR recently that last night, I had the worst sleep ever.



I had a fever, and my skin felt like it was on fire. In my delirium I was struggling with finding out I was pregnant.

I was in some farm living with my family, when I found out. I was in the middle of baking mini pies but I was running around freaking out, trying to find a way to get rid of being pregnant, but somehow I couldnt and I was in a state of shock because the father didnt want it (i dont even know who it was, some weird guy there WTF?!) and then I was in a car, like in the back of a car full of friends, and we were driving down a road with a lot of trees. Then I touched my belly button (because thats how you find out if you were pregnant in my dream) and It was popping out as the belly got bigger, I could also feel my heartbeat and the kid's. FREAKY!!



Then my belly felt like it was about to be ripped off me, because the baby wanted to kick its way out through my belly button instead of where it's supposed to come out of 0.o and in my dream it hurt so much I woke up in sweat.



I dont know how low the temp went last night here in Miami but as my skin was hurting and on fire, I was freezing.





I didnt like this dream. Totally freaked me out.

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Lullaby
14:54 Dec 02 2010

... That's creepy. o_O

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Morrigon
16:06 Dec 02 2010

Well I'll sleep well tonight.

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Saetan
16:10 Dec 02 2010

Well, another thing about baby dreams, is thankfully, they are not supposed to mean you are pregnant - supposedly if you dream about fish and dolphins that makes you pregnant. Supposedly baby dreams are about the spirit world.



Just don't dream about fish lol, and you are safe.

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Deity
16:49 Dec 02 2010

Dude! I totally LOL'd.

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DarknessBound
17:08 Dec 02 2010

Dude, it freaked me out so much I got 2 extra pimples and my body is going crazy. No Bueno.

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sPerAnZa
22:20 Dec 02 2010

o.0 wow.

*is scared to touch her belly button now*

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NocturnalMistress
01:47 Dec 03 2010

Wow...





I had a kid 6 months ago...



If I read that then... I probably would cry... Scary. Plain. Old. Scary.

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