Rays of light, last in the sky,
with descending sun, soon to die...
Diving behind horizon, light just disappear,
from the darkness reaching out, shadows appear...
Dark shadows, lurking out to hunt and eat,
children of the dark, soon biting mortal meat...
Loud screams of desperation and pain,
echoing for dead ears, just dying in vain...
This night, demons will have feast,
this night, world is for the beast..
Birth was my first sin, be here,
to cry, with my scream silence tear...
Life was my second sin, just live,
mock this world, my opinions give...
Love was my third sin, to care,
just worship her, how did I dare...
Questioning was my fourth sin, raise doubt,
my mind use, see no reasons when look out...
Rebellion was my fifth sin, my own rules make,
refuse to obey, not orders from others to take...
Arrogance is my sixth sin, to my own sins list,
to think I know, believe my own sins see in life's mist...
I will still have many sins, my own pride I will fall,
I will regret most, hope redemption before death call...
Death will be my last sin, to surrender and die,
just release my life, to darkness and oblivion fly...
I feel the dark cold clammy touch of it
It haunts me in my dreams
It makes me cry and wonder why
I suffer as I do.
I wonder when it will go away
When the pain will subside
But as I sit here in my false reality
My mind and soul slowly die.
My tears stain my cheeks as they slide down my face
It hurt so long, so long
I've kept these tears deep inside
That relief is bitterly sweet.
My head is pounding and my brain is swimming
My eyes are red and sore
I feel my heart is at its last
I can feel the fear no more.
My body is slowly numbing
The pain is almost gone
I close my eyes and prepare myself
For my mind is at its last.
My throat goes dry as sand
My skin is freezing cold
But I lie awake
Eyes as wide as ever
But my mind has become no more
I see everything you dont want me to
My eyes are opened wide
I slice through life with a bitter sting
From me you can not hide.
You run from it with eyes wide shut
You are running to escape
The voices in your head now cry
Your virgin mind is raped.
You watch it sneaking up on you
And you quickly slash my throat
I close my eyes, fall to the ground
My death is long and slow.
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