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Oh no,

here it is again

I need to know

when I will fall in decay



Something wrong

with every plan of my life

I didn't really notice that you've been here



Dolefully desired

Destiny of a lie



Set me free

your heaven's lie

set me free with you love

set me free



Oh no,

here it is again

I need to know

why did I choose to betray you



Something wrong

with all the plans of my life

I didn't realize that you've been here



Dolefully desired

Destiny of a lie



Set me free

your heaven's lie

set me free with you love

set me free



Set me free your heaven's lie

set me free with you love

set me free

Send away for a priceless gift

One not subtle, one not on the list

Send away for a perfect world

One not simply, so absurd

In these times of doing what you're told

Keep these feelings, no one knows

What ever happened to the young man's heart

Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart



And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45,

I'm swimming through the ashes of another life

There's no real reason to accept the way things have changed

Staring down the barrel of a 45



Send a message to the unborn child

Keep your eyes open for a while

In a box high up on the shelf, left for you, no one else

There's a piece of a puzzle known as life

Wrapped in guilt, sealed up tight



What ever happened to the young man's heart

Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart



[CHORUS]



Everyone's pointing their fingers

Always condemning me

And nobody knows what I believe

I believe



[CHORUS]

I've got a candle,

And I've got a spoon

I live in a hallway

With no doors and no rooms

Under the window sill

They all were found

A touch of concrete within a doorway

Without a sound



Chorus:



Someone save me if you will

And take away all these pills

And please just save me, if you can

From the blasphemy in my wasteland



How did I get here

And what went wrong

Couldn't handle forgiveness

Now I'am far beyond gone

And I can hardly remember

The look of my own eyes

How could I love this

A life so dishonest

It made me compromise



Chorus



Jump in the water

Jump in with me

Jump on the altar

Lay down with me

My hardest question

Too answer is

WHY!!!



Chorus



Some one save me (x3)

Somebody save me

Somebody save me

Please don't erase me

Why'd you go and break what's already broken

I try to take a breath but I'm already choking

How long till this goes away

I try to remember to forget you

But I break down every time I do

It's left me less than zero

Beat down and bruised

I can't see him with you

Why'd you go and break what's already broken

I try to take a breath but I'm already choking

Cause everywhere I look I can see how you hold him

How long till this goes away



I can't seem to get my heart over you

Cause you creep into everything I do

And now I'm dying to know

How he touches you

I can't see him with you

Why'd you go and break what's already broken

I try to take a breath but I'm already choking

Cause everywhere I look I can see how you hold him

How long till this goes away

How long till this goes away

She said she wants to be friends

I took a big step back

She said

She said

She said she's sorry

With one finger

I said fuck that



I can tell you're lying when your lips move

Cause of one lie it's not me it's you

It's left me less than zero

Beat down and bruised

I can't see him with you

Why'd you go and break what's already broken

I try to take a breath but I'm already choking

Cause everywhere I look I can see how you hold him

How long till this goes away

Why'd you go and break what's already broken

I try to take a breath but I'm already choking

Cause everywhere I look I can see how you hold him

How long till this goes away

How long till this goes away



She said she wants to be friends

I took a big step back

She said

She said

She said she's sorry

With one finger

With one finger

I said fuck that

Now I will tell you what I've done for you -

50 thousand tears I've cried.

Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you -

And you still won't hear me.

(going under)

Don't want your hand this time - I'll save myself.

Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once)

Not tormented daily defeated by you

Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom



I'm dying again



I'm going under (going under)

Drowning in you (drowning in you)

I'm falling forever (falling forever)

I've got to break through

I'm going under



Blurring and stirring - the truth and the lies.

(So I don't know what's real) So I don't know what's real and what's not (and what's not)

Always confusing the thoughts in my head

So I can't trust myself anymore



I'm dying again



I'm going under (going under)

Drowning in you (drowning in you)

I'm falling forever (falling forever)

I've got to break through



I'm...



So go on and scream

Scream at me I'm so far away (so far away)

I won't be broken again (again)

I've got to breathe - I can't keep going under



I'm dying again



I'm going under (going under)

Drowning in you (drowning in you)

I'm falling forever (falling forever)

I've got to break through



I'm going under (going under)

I'm going under (drowning in you)

I'm going under

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

'Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone



These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase



[Chorus:]

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have

All of me



You used to captivate me

By your resonating light

Now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts

My once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away

All the sanity in me



These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase



[Chorus]



I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me

I've been alone all along



[Chorus]

I think you can do much better than me

After all the lies that I made you believe

Guilt kicks in and I start to see

The edge of the bed

Where your nightgown used to be

I told myself I won't miss you

But I remember

What it feels like beside you

I really miss your hair in my face

And the way your innocence tastes

And I think you should know this

You deserve much better than me



While looking through your old box of notes

I found those pictures I took

That you were looking for

If there's one memory I don't want to lose

That time at the mall

You and me in the dressing room

I told myself I won't miss you

But I remember

What it feels like beside you

I really miss your hair in my face

And the way your innocence tastes

And I think you should know this

You deserve much better than me



The bed I'm lying in is getting colder

Wish I never would've said it's over

And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older

Cause we never really had our closure

This can't be the end

I really miss your hair in my face

And the way your innocence tastes

And I think you should know this

You deserve much better than me

I really miss your hair in my face

And the way your innocence tastes

And I think you should know this

You deserve much better than me

(And I think you should know this)

(You deserve much better than me)

you don't remember me but i remember you

i lie awake and try so hard not to think of you

but who can decide what they dream?

and dream i do...



i believe in you

i'll give up everything just to find you

i have to be with you to live to breathe

you're taking over me



have you forgotten all i know

and all we had?

you saw me mourning my love for you

and touched my hand

i knew you loved me then



i believe in you

i'll give up everything just to find you

i have to be with you to live to breathe

you're taking over me



i look in the mirror and see your face

if i look deep enough

so many things inside that are just like you are taking over



i believe in you

i'll give up everything just to find you

i have to be with you to live to breathe

you're taking over me



i believe in you

i'll give up everything just to find you

i have to be with you to live to breathe

you're taking over me



Taking over me

Your Taking Over Me

Taking over me

Taking over me