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That moment
16:49 Jul 27 2012
Times Read: 369

That moment when you get what you wanted now but not want you wanted then and what you need.. is so far out of reach that you don't even know if you can catch it.. so do you give up and settle for what you have or do you keep chasing after what you need...

I don't know what to do
16:24 Jul 25 2012
Times Read: 380

My whole life I've just wanted to be loved by one special person that would make me want to be better than I am but that would accept me even if I never changed. That I could love because they were funny and smart and they could make me happy even when I was PMSing...



But what do you do when you have more than one person that is that way? More than one potential mate though you may talk to some more than others. Do you just pretend you like them all or do you just shove the ones you don't want away and just keep waiting for the one person you need...



I just don't know what to do anymore.. I'm so confused.. the thing I wanted is still out of reach and yet I have it and it's not what I want at all.

I'm a quote fanatic so you'll get a lot of these
12:26 Jul 25 2012
Times Read: 384




Stolen from another members journal...but it was just so good



"You may not be her first, her last, or her only.

She loved before she may love again.

But if she loves you now,

what else matters?

She’s not perfect – you aren’t either,

and the two of you

may never be perfect together

but if she can make you laugh,

cause you to think twice,

and admit to being human

and making mistakes,

hold onto her

and give her the most you can.

She may not be thinking

about you every second of the day,

but she will give you a part of her

that she knows you can break – her heart.

So don’t hurt her,

don’t change her,

don’t analyze and

don’t expect more

than she can give.

Smile when she makes you happy,

let her know when she makes you mad,

and miss her when she’s not there.”



~Bob Marley

Finally accepted?
14:30 Jul 23 2012
Times Read: 391

My whole life I've felt like an outcast be it because I was too depressing or to energetic or to talkative or too quiet.. My weight or my hair or my skin color came into play as well and it didn't seem to matter how fucking hard I tried nothing I did was good enough for anyone for them to just take me as who I really was. That was just when I was normal. When I began to Awaken I tried to ignore it cause I just thought of it as one more thing that would make me an outcast... but then I found this site and I haven't felt so accepted in my life. I keep getting messages saying hi and keep getting bitten and people want to help me and be there for me and I even got a Mentorship within my first two hours of being here.. I've never been this at peace with anything.. Thank you so much.. Just Thank you