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Untitled
05:28 Sep 23 2012
Times Read: 363

I stand here waiting for the pain

For the breath within to leave

For the shoe that's bound to drop

I see this life and just can't stop.



I fear my heart will up and leave

That my soul has finally believed.

That they'll leave and fly into the night.

The wonderful life of their flight.



I know where they'll go,

I know who to find

And though this is fast,

We still have so much time.



I stand here waiting for the fear

For the time that you are here

And my heart is beating loud

My soul is finally found.



I'm here within these painted walls,

Laying beneath this brightened light

Feeling fingers caress my flesh

Knowing there is no better rest.



I want it and need it to be real

I actually forgot to feel

And now that I can

Oh the wonderful enlightening you.



Touch me, tease me, make me yours,

Take me places I've never been before.

Hold me, caress me, take me there

Show me what it is I've found.



Make me laugh, help me feel

Keep reminding me that it's real

Don't fear me, don't run away

Sometimes this is what we need.



I stand here waiting for the fear

For the time that you are here

And my heart is beating loud

My soul is finally found.



I want it and need it to be real

I actually forgot to feel

And now that I can

Oh the wonderful enlightening you..

Dancing in Darkness
05:18 Sep 23 2012
Times Read: 366

Poetry in motion,

Life within the cloud

Hearts that come together

noices with no sound.



Visions of beauty

Eyes undefined

Worlds disapear

Tunes reasigned.



Dancing in darkness

Twilights the sky

I sit here and wonder

The days passing by.



If age is of beauty

And Beauty a song

Is everything different

Once you came along?



The smiles I hide

Grow widely with you

The days that were long

Are charming and true.



The songs aren't so boring

The sky is so bright

I can't help but realize

What a wonderful night.



The stars are all twinkling

The moon is alive

I sit here and think

Of this night devine.



Dancing in Darkness

Twilights the sky

I sit here and wonder

The days passing by.



So if age is of beauty,

And beauty a song

Is everything different

Once you came along?



Is everything different

Once you came along?

His Secret Desires
05:10 Sep 23 2012
Times Read: 367




She walks on air and speaks in song

Wind whispers her name while I walk along.

I see her there but stay away

I know her heart cannot me tamed.





She's beauty in summer and laughter in fall,

She's flowers in spring and snowflakes that fall.

She's love unrequited and charming so true

But I'm afraid that I broke her

I'm afraid that it's true.





I tosses her aside and walked away

Forbidding myself to save her in grace.

So she changed into someone that I couldn't see,

Into someone she wasn't,

Someone like me.





I hate that I did this to such a beautiful girl

To know that she gave me such power in her world.

But the blame that I feel isn't just mine alone,

For when she gave me her power,

I gave her my own.





So the lesson to all, and for all to see

Is that sometimes what's perfect won't exist to be,

But will stay as a memory constantly thought,

With the love and the sadness that you have brought.

Her inner wants
05:08 Sep 23 2012
Times Read: 368

There's pain in words

And tears with cries

But you didn't notice when I said goodbye.





You were too busy

To angry to see,

That I was dying just trying to breathe.





You hurt me with words

And you brought on the tears,

You made me have to run to be rid of my fears.





I don't blame you nor hate you

I just don't know how

To work on my life when you aren't with me now.





I left you there stranded

I left you lone

But I did it for my sanity

I had to move on.





I loved you and needed you to see me for me

But you thought of yourself so I did the same.

But that doesn't mean it should be that way,

Maybe you can forgive me someday...

Strangers
05:05 Sep 23 2012
Times Read: 369

They were strangers on the train

One loved the other all in vain

For he didn't notice

And she didn't see

That nothing was what it appeared to be.





He only saw the beauty in her

The sweep of her voice

The sway of her turn.





She only noticed the glow of his eyes

The lines of his mouth

The sweet way he sighed.





For they were strangers on a train

They never spoke

Had never given their names.

So he didn't know,

And she didn't see

That love was all they wanted

But were to frightened to reach.

Untitled
04:07 Sep 18 2012
Times Read: 374

I can't breathe,

I can't see,

I can't be what you want me to be.

I can't pretend,

I can't leave,

I will never be who I was again.



I hate my smile,

I hate my life,

I hate that you have to be right.

I hate that none of you can get it right.

I hate that I can't bathe in the light.



Of all the things that make no sense,

I hate that my heart won't seem to mend.

Won't seem to let you go,

Won't walk away.



I see you still,

Living the life we were to have,

Knowing that you up and left,

Though the fault lies not with you,

I can't grasp life without you.



I walk with numbness through my vains,

I stare at nothing it's all the same,

And yet I know that you can't see,

I'm nothing, no one, I'm in the breeze.



I'm the wind within your hair,

I'm the whisper you barely hear,

I'm the warmth that comes from the sun,

And the shiver that shakes you to your core.



You may forget me from the past,

But I'll always watch you while you pass,

And know that all your paranoia,

Has finally showed you my regret.

Untitled
02:30 Sep 06 2012
Times Read: 381

Can you see me?

Can you hear me?

Can you tell me how to breathe?

Can you walk me to the light?

Keep me in your arms so tight?

Or will you walk away again,

And leave me breathless fighting within?



Can I move on?

Can I just stand?

Can I allow my heart to mend?

Can I feel the heat within?

Or will you come and steal again,

And leave me spiraling yet again?



Can you hold me?

Can you dry my tears?

Can you lift me into heaven?

With your simple love you show,

Keep me with those arms of yours?



Tell me tell me of your love,

Tell me tell me I'm the only one,

But don't deny your heart to me,

I'll stand here on my bended knee.