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There is no love left in my heart only the last hope of happiness fleeing away



Noone can save me Death is now my reward,an end to all the pain..hopelessness taking its place of love



Lost and confused I stumble thru life,no light to guide me.Total darkness all around



Someone save me.But there is noone there.All alone.Death is coming for me now.Nowhere to run,noone to save me.



All is lost.Darkness is the end for me...Gone forever

written 5/1/06

Lost in life

lost in the world

Never finding happiness

Never finding love

Walking alone silently

Noone around to hear my tears

Broken,lost,and alone

Silent tears falling like rain

Can't find any reason to stay

Darkness fills my soul

Death is my sweet release

Broken Angel...gone leaving this world

written 5/1/06

Are you there...

I can't see you,

The room is dark and cold,

A shudder fills my soul.



Are you there...

The silence is closing in,

And fear fills my heart,

Terror clouds my eyes.



Are you there...

Something moves in the shadows,

A dark and mysterous phantom,

Watching just out of sight.



Are you there...

It is closer now,

I can't hardly keep from panicking,

My blood runs cold in my veins.



Are you there...

Something grabs me,

As it emerges from the darkness,

I scream out for you.



Are you there...

My pulse throbbing in my ears,

Thoughts flood my mind in a dazed confusion,

All reality is lost in a flury of tangled emotions.



Are you there...

I hear a voice low and growling,

Deep and senually calling my name,

Seductively bending me to his will,



Are you there...

The growls turns to a soft laugh,

I Feel myself becoming dizzy,

All of this seems familiar like a forgotten dream,



Are you there...

He demands me to follow him,

Gripping my wrist and pulling me into his embrace,

He slowly guides me away to the shadows.



Are you there...

Please help me my brain cries out,

I don't want to go and leave my love behind,

I am too weak to fight and surrender to him.



Are you there...

The wall against my back,

As he presses his body close against mine,

His breath warm against my flesh.



Are you there...

Soft moonlight dances upon us,

I see his face pale, my eyes widen in disbelief,

Can this be my lover surely the light decieves,



Are you there...

He whispers in my ear sweetly,

Fear me not my love for I shall not harm you,

But give you a gift of true love and eternal life.



Are you there...

I give myself freely to him,

Fangs pierce my exposed neck lovingly,

Once again I am in my lovers arms safe.



Are you there...

Pain is leaving my body,

I can hardly stand on my own or move,

A faint feeling washes over me i collape.



Are you there...

Something is not quite right,

I feel dizzy and confused, my body is cold,

My heart slowly beating, now nothing.



Are you there...

Yes my love,

I never left your side,

We shall be together eternally.

My love,My life all that I am and all that I will be.

You came from my dreams and saved me.

You felt my pain and suffering and reached out to me.

You threw a rope and I reluctantly reached out to you.

You pulled me out of my dispair.

You breathed life back into my frozen soul.

You filled me with a sense of love that I have never felt before but in my dreams.

I love you more than life itself.

You are all that I can think about and all that I want.

I feel whole now and can't think of being without you.

Life is not worth livingwithout you.

I will die if I am not in your arms.

Loving you throughout all eternity,this I vow.

Darkness is where my lover lives

Darkness is where I find him

His touch makes me dizzy

My heart skips a beat

His breath warm on my face

He pulls me close and nothing else matters

I want him to take me away

Leaving behind all the pain and sorrow

He guides me slowly into his world

I feel only a brief pain

Now only darkness

Life slowly drains from me

His face is all I see

Cold loving eyes peer at me

I close my eyes as he whispers in my ear...

Don't be afraid

My body goes limp in his arms

I slowly drift away

My eyes slowly open

His gaze softer now

Now my love we can be together forever

The darkness is our home now

Eternal life is yours