My heart beats no more for I am dead here on the inside Laying here cold on the floor of misery for I'm lost here in my own sanity where no one can ever find me
Well Monday will be the last day that i could revoke my papers saying i give up my parental rights and Wed is the last day i'll be able to see my babies agian till the adoptive parents say i can see them! 18 is when we all can be together as a family! I'm in alot of pain right now cause i know in my heart i can't give them what the need and want! I'm going insane more and more each day knowing that i can't take care of them!
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you're beinga very good parent in doing this, i wish my parents were as good as you..
Oh hon, I am so sorry. Is there anyway they will let you still be in there lives? Will they let you send them cards and stuff for birthdays, christmas etc...?
I know this is a very hard for you to do and you have thought long and hard about it and you can only do what is best for your kids and for you.
Please let me know if you need to talk. Hopefully we will be online at the same time to do so.
Please take care.
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ladySnowStrixx
16:56 Feb 18 2009
it will get better.