I have come to this heart aching conclusion that I can no longer rely on my aunt. She was one of the only people in the family that I told about my interest in the same gender...and she accepted it, she took my side in saying my parents were wrong for how they took the news, I felt close to her.
And now ever since her and her husband tried to take the bus that was given to me, and I threw a fit about it, they have acted off. They won't come out and say they're pissed off at me but now it's such a pain to get her to even talk to me.
My college is offering a $2,500 trip to Barcelona, Spain in March, spring break to be exact. We were told if we knew anyone we wanted to take with us we could offer, but they'd need the $2,500 too. I immediately thought to ask her.
All yesterday I tried to get in touch with her. Ignoring my texts, phone calls, everything. One last ditch attempt to leave her SOMETHING, I say "Don't ignore me damn you this is important". I wake up to the following: "Do not text me at 2 in the morning and cuss me. I won't have it." Sent at 7 this morning.
With my vocabulary, and I know hers is worse than mine when it comes to swears, the word "damn"? Is not even grouped with "cuss words". So I'm just taking her ignoring my shit during the day (which the one call I gave her was at 3pm) and that little outburst as her being pissed off at me about the bus still, and just not wanting to tell me.
Obviously she turns down the trip to Barcelona...they've "already got their vacation planned out for next year". And I actually...think I'm glad. But it hurts that suddenly one of the few people that are close to me that I actually trusted more than my own mother is now acting as if I'm a nuisance she just deals with from time to time.
But I guess this is just one of those you better get used to it scenarios...
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CemeteryRose
15:49 Sep 12 2014
-hugs- It's hard when it seems as though you've lost an ally. Hang in there..maybe she'll come around.