Today is just...not a good day, all around.
Been tired as all hell. Cousin's been irritable. Dad comes home and starts bitching.
Just feels like there's not really an escape...anywhere.
Have you ever been talking to that special someone close to you...and one of you will say something that makes the other think, "Seriously, there's nothing that could make me want you more".
And then they do it again, almost as if it's to spite you for thinking it?
Hahaha. Tell ya what. Feels damn good.
As of today, it will be one month, since I wrote the apology to Dyana, and she accepted me back.
One month, since I made the best decision I could have made.
We have had a few ups and downs, and it's to be expected with anyone. We have risen from each, strong and ready to take on the next one...at least from my view. And we've finally reached a middle stretch it seems...nothing has disrupted us...everything is going great.
We share so many interests...so many views. We both like a lot of the same things...and we both have our moments, but we always understand each other...we always stay faithful and there for the other.
So, Dyana...this is for you.
To the months to come, to the laughs, the tears, the experiences...
...to us, my love. To us. ♥
Let's walk a thousand miles just to have to walk back.
Let's jump off cliffs into lakes just to scare the fish.
Let's change our names and leave this place.
Let's start a farm in the desert, just for the hell of it.
Let's rob a zoo gift shop and throw the spoils in the streets.
Why?
Because we are together. We are happy. We can do...whatever we want. As long as we have each other. ♥
Does anyone know how to make that "You have new messages waiting" shit stop? The change button is unclickable, and I can't seem to make her shut up. -_-
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have you try a few things(had this issue in the past an d tried them all and one of them fixed it lol no clue which but worth the try)
delete cookies and memory cache, empty temporary internet file, then log off and back on then try clicking the button again, if not working try to upload a soung file then remove it, and try again
if still not working.. the help link on the vr menu to get an acolyte to help sorry
Switch browsers. For some reason you can't turn it off in Firefox but it works in Internet Explorer.
Never got that to work though google chrome. Button works for me though Maxthon Broswer.
It's sad that I need to continue these rants onto another profile but my cousin has struck again with his unbelievable behavior.
He's playing a game, I'm on the computer. He asks for a pizza. This coming from the guy who bitches at me for asking my brother to do one damn thing, saying I never do anything for myself. So, I told him fuck off. He whines about 3 more times till he finally gets up to cook a damn pizza.
Comes back to me saying "You know Justin, one day you're gonna ask me for help and I'm gonna look down and laugh, and say fuck you." I said "Well considering how that referral you gave me pulled through, I'd say you did a fantastic job already."
So now, bare with me on this, this is his response.
"You know, even if I TOLD you how that went, you'd still find a way to pussy out and not take the blame."
Alright, so how is this my fault? Your buddy SAID they had been trying to get in touch with me, and they hadn't.
"See, here's the thing, if they DO try to hire you and you don't respond, they will consider it you blowing them off, and will hire someone else. So when you do try to call them, they'll tell you anything to get you to fuck off."
Let me go ahead and point out how this interview went.
I answered all the questions and did what she asked. She told me about the job, about the plans and retirement, all that crap. At the end she tells me they'll get in touch with me. I say, "Well, I was wondering if I could request it by email, because my phone doesn't get enough signal for calls out where I live." She responds: "It's alright, if we don't get an answer on your phone we'll send you an email."
The reason I need a job is to pay off my phone. But here is the kicker. I never got an email. Specifically the one she told me she sent.
So it's my fault that I never got a response. It's my fault that the manager told my cousin that they were trying to reach me for all that time, and in the end they never were. With that, if they DID just blow me off when I didn't respond to the "yes" that I supposedly was getting, why in the fuck would they tell me specifically to call them on a certain day, just to tell me no?
I think honestly, when I didn't go put a damn pizza in for him, he got pissed and just wanted to make me feel like shit.
Hey, let's talk about HIS job search, shall we?
He told me just the other day that he "knew what my parents wanted to hear", and convinced them to let him stay while he "searches for a job".
He leaves with his brother, who drops him off at his girlfriend's house. Bare in mind he apparently BOUGHT her this nice place and can't stay with her because of the horrible past with this little girl staying there. He then goes to do this shady business with his dad and gang, then comes home drunk or high with some horrible sob story about how life is tough. And let's not forget to mention how every other night he's on MY fucking computer looking up porn. Fucking idiot, if you've got the thinking process of an up and coming god, you'd maybe think "clear history" would have popped into his head. And if he's not looking up porn he's reading sob story fan fictions of anime. Ooooh yeah. Badass on a bumper sticker.
Haha, oh yeah...he's got it so bad. He's a 24 year old who talks shit and cries into a flask. Hang in there Rambo. -_-
So hey. At least I'm fucking trying.
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