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So I just bought this shirt from a site called "PopUpTee".







Can't wait. Look up the site, the shirts they sell are on a timer so they keep getting new stuff in, but if you miss one you're screwed once the time is out.

Things I have thought about today:



-Calling OU tomorrow and asking about my financial shit.



-Calling MCTC and asking about certain tech programs I'm able to take.



-Taking a few classes on CGI animating.



-Wondering why I'm chasing after a girl who isn't interested anymore.



-Tarot card reading.



-How long I should decide to wait till I buy a second monitor for my awesome computer before I go against it and buy them immediately.



As you can see not much.

I keep seeing these articles about how parents accept their children coming out of the closet as gay or remotely into men at all. And I'm just like..."Wow...must be nice :/"



On a side note...thinkin' of streamin' some Dark Souls 2 this week. Gonna start run #5. If you read this and want a link let me know and...I guess I'll tell you when I'm going to stream.

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EmilyRoseScott
21:01 Jul 28 2014

Ive seen shows where it isnt so easy. My friend is having struggles with their family and their transition of becoming a female, so not all families are so excepting. Me, Im bi and I havent even bothered with the parents they got religion so shoved up their ass, and I feel its none of their business.

Well, good luck and enjoy the game :)

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Ya know. I think I've got the dating mindset of someone older than myself. I'm not sure if I should want what I do right now. I mean, it just seems like other people "my age" don't want what I do. Dedication, loyalty, a certain level of closeness...like, is that something you can control? Am I being stupid for wanting these things?



I think it's my fault for even thinking online dating was sensible. Yeah yeah, this percentage of people had successful online dating experiences and are now happily married, yadda yadda yadda. They also had money. Cars. Methods of travel. I've got a part time job and a load of promises that are hard for me to keep right now. I'm too socially awkward in person unless I know you first. Then it either goes away or it just becomes such a normal thing that people just get used to me. It's so much easier for me to get to know someone online. For one, they've got this chance to get to know ME, and not take my normally socially awkward behavior for what I'll always be like. They can't judge my appearance either...there's this small chance they'll like my personality and that will draw them in, and they can't immediately rule me out because I'm not 6'2" with a six pack granted to them by God.



Maybe what I want is reasonable but I'm just going about it the wrong way. I guess it's hard for other people to make commitments and things when all you have is a text and a computer screen. I mean...yeah I've made mistakes. I like to think those mistakes made some people better...made them happier in the long run.



Haha, you know, I actually tried the Grindr app. I figured, hey, an app that shows local guys? Curiosity is melting away just thinking about it. We can get introductions on without meeting in person, and I won't scare someone off by being a dork. Hahaha...no. Turns out 99% of the gays around here, will only go for you if you're a toothpick. An attractive one. Something I don't think I'm going to be.



I'm just rambling at this point. I've got friends who couldn't care less and parents who can't be trusted. Why pay a therapist to listen to my whining if I can just post it on here. Like I give a fuck who reads it...if you find some weird interest in my bullshit, you're more than welcome to read it but I'd consider finding a decent hobby.