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Letter
00:19 Oct 30 2007
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So many things I'll miss when you are gone...mostly the sound of your voice in my head. The music, the laughter, the simple beauty of the world that I had found in you will be gone, replaced with the sound of deafaning silence ringing in my ears. And how badly did I wish for this? How many times did I beg you to go? Only to have this heartache, knowing that I finally pushed you away.

I've watched you blossom, the artistry of your soul, being the first detail that brought me to you, growing and changing, until I realized that it was me you were growing away from. And here I stand, with no other choice but to let you fly, because it was me that set you free. Please dont ever tell me you love me, because the very sonance of the word shatters my heart.

But you know I love you. I once told you that you will be the only one I'll ever love, and that still holds true. It always will. And there will be times where I will catch glimpses of you; in such unadorned moments like the sunrise, I'll whisper that very truth, and hope that you hear me and carry those words with you, with that smile, and know just how much you mean to me.

All my love,

~N

hatin
01:35 Oct 25 2007
Times Read: 683

Im soaked.

Im tired.

Im hating on my job hardcore.

Im going to bed.



thank you.

Happy Birthday Divine
02:17 Oct 20 2007
Times Read: 691


Divine

Born: Harris Glenn Milstead on October 19th, 1945



Died: March 7th, 1988



The Original, The Best.

PRIVATE ENTRY
20:18 Oct 17 2007
Times Read: 699


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Realizations
00:47 Oct 10 2007
Times Read: 712

1 . I've come to realize that, my ex:

is probably not the same person i knew and loved.



2. I've come to realize that, I talk:

Too much, Not enough.



3. I've come to realize that, I love :

Certain things, Certain people, Certain music....i love certainty



4. I've come to realize that, I have:

a lot to be thankful for



5. I've come to realize that, I lost :

A few good friends along the way...and myself. But i found myself. No need for the pic on the milk carton lol.



6. I've come to realize that, I hate it when :

i am lied to, and things/people arent what they seem.



7. I've come to realize that, Marriage is :

Easy, Hard, a full time job...a partnership.



8. I've come to realize that, somewhere, someone is thinking :

OF A NEW WAY TO HURT SOMEONE ELSE



9. I've come to realize that, I'll always be:

MYSELF!!!!!!!!!



10. I've come to realize that, I have a crush on:

She knows who she is



11. I've come to realize that, The last time I truly cried was:

*sighs*



12. I've come to realize that, My cell phone is:

NEVER SEEMS TO CALL THE RIGHT PERSON (yeah...)



13. I've come to realize that, When I wake up in the morning:

sometimes im alone, sometimes im not....usually i go to work.



14. I've come to realize that, Before I go to sleep at night:

sometimes im alone, sometimes im not, mostly i do alot of thinking.



15. I've come to realize that babies are:

Currently out of my reach....



17. I've come to realize that, I get on myspace :

i dont have a myspace. i should get one. lol.



18. I've come to realize that, Today:

I found a bit of me.



19. I've come to realize that, Tonight :

I will sleep a healing sleep



20. I've come to realize that, Tomorrow:

is just an excuse away.



21. I've come to realize that, I really want to:

Just be happy.

Pagan Pride
01:53 Oct 09 2007
Times Read: 718




"Pagan Pride"- In darkness you paint us, but we will not hide. We're the light of the country in which you abide. We're fearless and strong, the protectors of life. Hidden in shadows, we conquer all strife. We come from the Old ones. our lineage secure. We rise from the ashes, we always endure. It's time you remembered that we were here first. We healed your sick, yet suffered your worst. From time immemorial we've woven our lore. Cunning folk, healers, benandanti- We're black and we're white, we're brown and we're yellow. We're women and children and mighty fine fellows. We're Her hidden children, the angels of light. Our task is to teach and to help set things right. We conjure and cast and whisper and pray, so you can enjoy your freedom each day. We've long been your army, protecting your back. when you are in trouble, in secret we act. The Mother is watching-She hasn't missed much. She's gathered Her magick and given the touch to Witches and Pagans and Druids and such! The times are a'changing and one thing is clear. The Lord and the Lady have now reappeared. Two pillars, three points, four quarters extend, and five is the number of magickal blend. By moon and by sun, by earth and by stars, realize this day that the Power is ours!



PAGAN PRIDE- Live it. Breathe it. Be it.