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13:49 Nov 30 2009
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The day I grew up...
13:16 Nov 30 2009
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was they day I realized that:

1. There is no such thing as a 'Happy Ending.'

2. Prince Charming dosent exist either.

3. No one is perfect, even if they are perfect for you.

I just wish I couldnt feel any more. I would rather be numb than feel this horrible ache.

COMMENTS

04:04 Nov 14 2009
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You have-always have had- the unique ability to make me feel like nothing I do, think, feel or say matters...to make me feel like my life is worthless and make me ashamed because its empty...to make me feel unloving and unloveable...to make me feel like Im a bother...to make me feel like my own existance is pointless.

Thank you for that.

COMMENTS

Kashka
23:22 Nov 14 2009

Hey girly.

Freaky twin thing?

Thank 'im for doing that... because now that you've been through hell... you know what heaven is.

And guess what?

EVERYthing you say to me matters.

If you didn't have life... I wouldn't have life.

My life isn't empty because I have you in it... therefore... by default... whether you like it or not... you've got me in yours. ;)

You are... completely lovable. You stayed up with me, when I felt unlovable.. and convinced me of the same thing. You! Goober! Are very lovable.

You know you're not a bother... because whenever I get a message from you on yahoo. I get SO happy.

Your existence is far from pointless... because, if we do have that freaky twin-thing going on... you have a purpose, as you. C and V keep telling me I do. So gosh darn it, Sis, SMILE.