I'm tired.
Really Tired.
I'm tired of being judged before people get to know me. I'm tired of being found guilty by association. I'm tired of being the bad guy, in any and all situations. I'm tired of being the only one who cares, the one who gets the brunt of the anger of others. I've done nothing, to anyone.
Is it bad that I just want to scream? To run away and hide just to see who would miss me? I'm so tired of being responsible, of being grown up, of caring for everone else and not having anyone there for me. Its not fair.
And this isint directed to anyone on here; seen as how this is my journal I feel I can write what I want.
COMMENTS
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LadyChordewa
07:01 May 01 2008
Kitsuna
07:09 May 01 2008
My shoulder is alwys free for your head sis. We are here for you, even when it seems no one else is.
Indilisse
22:38 May 10 2008
*hugs you tight*
Go and scream, it will make you feel better, and no, it's not bad that you want those things.
I would miss you, as i hope you already know.
I love ya Nikki
KazaelAasimon
22:54 May 14 2008
I know where you come from. many people have been judging me and assuming the worst when they don't even know my situation. So, I'm always here for you whenever, whatever.
Angelus
14:54 May 25 2008
..there are not enough who do care:
..
I'm glad, though it's hard, you choose to still do so.