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First day of the rest of my life....
03:48 Mar 28 2010
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"Have you ever awakened in a morning with a realization that today is the first day of the rest of your life... I guess, in this context, the term "awakened" does not only refer to the normal morning process of "waking up"...



So what happens, when one's subconscious rebel "awakens" and declares war on EVERYTHING and EVERYONE that held that individual back... But then in a long run, nobody can really change their inner nature, until confronted by their own self... and in possession of enough will power to defeat their own SELF..."

-David Zeltser





Today is the first day of the rest of my life...I want to be in control of myself and my destiny. I want to be the strong woman I see when I look into my eyes in the mirror. I want to be a role model for my neices, my God-daughters, my oew Daughter.

And so I bid goodbye to the dead weight. I say farewell to everyone and everyone who is holding me back or who plainly dosent want me in their life. I'm tired of crying tears for the undeserving. Im tired of living in my own shadow, terrified of what people think about me. I dont want to be afraid to love or be ashamed of who I love. I dont want to have to always answer to WHY...I want to be the one asking WHY.

And so from today on, I live for myself.

If you want to come along and be a part of it, then join me. If not, get the hell out of my way.

15:50 Mar 19 2010
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I try hard, so very hard, to not remember you. I think of the now, the future, not the past. Maybe its because I dont want to remember how you hurt me. Maybe its because I dont want to bring up the past. Maybe its because who we were then is not who we are now. Maybe its because I know that, give the chance, I would let the dam break and oh so many things that I can never say to you would come flooding out.

But one question I need to ask...Do you remember me?