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I saw Craig once, I told him I was busy tues when he called me. But I had C there & he's just not a priority anymore, like I have never been one of his. I am happy with C, and everything with C. He kisses me all the time, holds my hand, tells me I look cute and calls me snow bunny, he grabs on my butt, wraps my arms behind my back in a sexy violent way. ETC I love it all, mad bud, making money, taking care of eachother, I made him breakfast once, I never even make myself breakfast. I got to go shopping for food to feed him tonight and tomorrow. He's different and amazing and IM LOST. I could lose either one anyday, but C has kids is a hustler and these are things I dislike but can I change my boundaries for someonel else or IS THAT A FUCK UP ABOUT TO HAPPEN.

I was fired from the drycleaners, then quit housekeeping/laundry. I am now jobless but have been traveling to & from the bronx regularly now. Dutch came down with some people Cutch & I fought, I ended up close with these guys. They are not Dutch's friends, hew needed a ride to RI to see me, and told them, hed help make them money down here. Pop, Alec, and Caesar. Caesars back in RI with me now til Thurs. or Fri. I smoke constantly, but still am looking for a job. I am on chapt. 4 in civics and government now too. I am broke but taken care of. Craig & I are still together, we fought then I went to NY, we hadnt talked in two wekks, I emailed him after he emailed me Whats wrong with your phone, why havent you called me? He misses me more now than I think of him. How ironic. I been busy now. He said hell call me mon or tues. LAter