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I wait at home

Day and nights go by

I wait for a phone call from you

I can't help sometimes but cry

I am all alone

I know who I want

Yet he is so far

I wait patiently

I love you

I want you by my side

I want to hold you

I want to love you

I want to know you are alive

Inside me I want to feel

You are with me

Seeing your face

And your body

I want to hold you

And touch you

But seeing your smile

Hearing your voice

Covers the missing factor

Of feeling your embrace

I will have you

In my arms

By my side

Until then

I sleep alone

I wonder about you

And sometimes I cry

But its all because I love you.

I Love You Joshua...



This is not great but it came out in a minute...

More will be done and dedicated to you

I MISS YOU TOO BABY

Let what happened before

Remain in the past

Enjoy this part of the present

Because it is not going to last

The future is going to come

But remember you don't have to rush it

Because it always comes to fast...

You are so hot to me

Your eyes so blue

I feel we can see through eachother

You make me cry too

Every time we hang up the phone

I want to close my eyes

I want to be with you

Opening my eyes

I am only alone

I try to trust

You will come home

Something says chances hot

It is hard

There is pain

I slit my wrists

I couldn't eat or sleep

Now I am on my own again

Waiting just to hear you speak

I love hearing your voice

You said you love me

I cry hanging up

Reading every message, letter, or note

Over and over again

I couldnt believe it

You made me feel the way

I felt in love before

Ready to move

Just to be by your side

Now I am on my own

waiting

I believe you to good

To perfect to be true

We will see.

Joshua I love you

Come home to me.

I think about you all the time

I repeat all your words in my mind

I listen to your saved messages

The two on my cellphone

Call me a paranoid, maybe i am

But maybe you got a wife at home

I just want your love & honesty

Is that too much to ask from me?

I am falling fast for you

Just as you claimed you wanted me too

My head does not trust what you say

My heart says openup, try again & obey

I stii go out on dates

But I sleep at home by myself

It's going to killl me inside

If you are always sleeping next to someone else

Day by day

Night by night

I wonder and pray

You seem to be my new light

Should you go dark

I will go blue

Just be honest

I will be true

I am falling hard

I am falling fast

I think I love you

Even after the pain of my past...



Dedicated To Kyle

Before she answered your phone