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Other past news. Rob & I dated awhile he ratted me out to my mom jacob was staying at her house. "theyre staying there. You didnt hear this from me, but theyre there." caught on pocket dialing my voicemail. jacob ashley & I flipped. I cried. I was so happy. My dad biological father never returned a single call. Uncle Ray at this time presently started hating nme agian and im a fucking whore fucking jacob and sucking his dick...jacob&ashley im their only friend. I would never see them again unless she killed me then shed be the last face I see. IDC NEMORE BOUT RAY, saw it coming. Jacob my sister Janie Ann & I all have addictions we tie ourselves too are dangerous_we all smoke OMG JANIE ANN IS PREGNANT WITH TWINS TOO. lots of stuff happening. G2G...no idea what else to say. I am at Janies alone with King the dog like I want to be alone away from them all for awhile. im sick, depressed.

Detective questioned nathan, he said "lawyer" and they had to let him go. Detective Robert Michaud. He gave his card to nathan to give to me. I called him and he said he wanted to see me and I said "im not comfortable speaking to you without a lawyer. So I am going to go get a lawyer," his response was "ok im going to go get a warrant." I said "have a good day" he said you also. Im sick with terror I want to go to 8th floor now but im doing jacobs fucking laundry so its on delay. Now Nathan thinks we are together and try live happily ever after again. I dont love him. And because I needed to speak with nathan bout this favor for jacob ashley and maddox safety housing situation everything went downhill. Dana have 4 stitches in her lip & black blue marks everywhere swollen face. She went gave a story nathan & I set her up to police and street people. I feel terrible she got hit with an emotional breakdown. But im not going to jail for that fucking bitch. Im go kick Kuiee piece of shit beat on my sister his face in his teeth out and then ill be okay in jail. Maybe not a good idea. I cant leave state now til dana court shit dealt with. im not in my right state of mind. IM hurting inside and need serious help... But theres no one there. nathan is but can not give me what I need sexually boyfriend/girlfriend stuff spiritually mentally etc. He would go to jail for me. so he said but now discussing "ill take block off my phone call me every night." makes me more uncomfortable bout this situation. Before all this bullshit happened yesterday its always bout jacob...Jacob,Ashley&Maddox...Samantha is having a mental breakdown with no one helping her. 8th floor safest place for me to be. Work was my peace & people have iinterfered with that thanks to my connection with jacob ashley & maddox. But Jacob&Ashley&Nathan are the people keeping me out of ACI. Though they are at negative beginning. We will see when I have an attorney& go to ACI for 6months-two years who helped who and did what to who else do...terrified for my freedom. But im an abuser I turned in to the monster I stabbed protecting my sister now im him beating up others for control. I need serious help. institution help. I will see what I can find.

So much shit has happened. im out of control & scared for myself, future,freedom & the safety of others... Trying to help JAcob,Ashley,&memphis. trying hold control of the stress, drama, chaos inside my head and events around me. My cousin JAsons Ex Dana was hanging with nathan for awhile. She was running her mouth allot. Well I needed to speak with nathan alone on some serious matters like making sure jacob has a back up for when he has move out my moms. well hell be staying with nathan now. Im going to hospital today. I beat the hell out of dana yesturday. I asked her to leave she said no I dont have too. I grabbed by her hair & said ill make u leave. She fought a little. Kicked her in the face a few times. it was bad. it didnt end. I held her hostage. I tried to clean her up. I made her allow me to help her. Her mouth was bleeding. black eyes. When she fought me she clawed me up a lil and tried to bite me I didnt allow her to bite me. Chris, Bree, Brees mom, Melinda were laughing bout it so was ashley&nathan. I feel terrible. I took out everything on her. She didnt deserve it. I cant fix it. I need to go to hospital. I need help with anger, control.

Ashley is here get back later. I seen my husband and the neighborhood heard me. LOL later