Holidays are over. Nathan & I are still together. Uncle Ray went to emergency room Saturday New Year's Eve, got transferred to Miriam Hospital in Providence/ Pawtucket line. He came home late last night. Now he is back in newport er for "chest pain". the doctor will not listen to me or uncle tom. He wasnt listening to uncle ray either. faked it once now they will not take proper care of him. I see it in er docs face. Makes me sick and angry. I'm overwhelmed again. Emotionally.Physically. Mentally. Spiritually. Uncle, Nathan, My mother (how matt did this or that to sandra & jordyn and im sick. I cant protect them. they dont ask for it. Stacey did. That got an assault with a deadly weapon charge and that piece of poop scotch free to beat her again and now more women.) I am lost. I am a loser. I am ugly and useless to my loved ones. I know that when they ask for help its a joke. Nathan whining bout gay neighbor (dirty nasty guy) HE is coming to eavesdrop now G2G
BREAKING INSIDE
I LET GO OF JOSHUA NEW YEARS
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