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WEll, things started to change...Tara was gone. I felt alone, the house was not the same, and being with Dontae was because he loved me and he would give me power as Head of House. Maliki was gone too. Changes everywhere. Raven was soon to be alone and that's where I will begin. Lucreshia and Alucard ended, she left him, and she was a young mortal so I under stood it. He didn't. He flipped, cried, screamed, put holes in walls, etc. Then he let her go. Now along came two little girls. No good either girls. one who was no one, another who is Pain, my youngest sister. the other girl got with Alucard, and Pain alone. The other with Alucard did not last. Lucreshia was disgusted at first sight. I felt it too. She was some thing I didnt like. They didnt last long, Akasha was already here just with no one. Her and Alucard got close pretty fast. Raven and Collina wer having problems. Collina was attempting to fake pregnancy, buying tests every day. I knew it was a lie, but who'd believe the obsessed ex, no one. So I kept my mouth shut until it was obvious, and Collina was banned from the house. It was a night, i was over joyed. Raven left her and remained alone. He was also angry, have his child, not her. Well Raven tried to claim love for Akasha, she was not interested. She was happily involved with Alucard. Raven was full of anger & jealousy, never been told no by a girl for another guy before. It caused a conflict between him and Alucard I thought would never be. Alucard & Akasha caused their own problems, having sex, in the house, non stop. Wolfy was angry cause she could not shower or use the bathroom after work. Another thing that came with Dontae as HOH was Wolfy's new master. More power. It had its great advantages for me. The eviction came through. Wolfy had a one bedroom full of people with only her on the lease. Nosey neighbors, snitches, and asshole maintenance, caused the eviction but it was illegal to evict during winter months. So we were safe. Wolfy left late January to the Hotel. Dontae & I went too. The rest stayed there until they had to be gone. Those left behind, Dontae too, destroyed the apartment. Took out the wall between the bedroom and living room, knocked out the little kitchen wall. It was a disaster. Moving to the Hotel was different but better too. I lived there, I supplied the week's supply of food & cigarettes for just us three. The others except Maliki followed us the Hotel. And it was already occupied with Taralee and the Enforcer. It was good & bad. Some cleared their burned bridges, some started to burn other bridges.Tara was not to be there long, she found her biological parents. She took enforcer to live with them. She never came back, he did. Feelings toward Raven changed altogether. He ended up with Alucard & Akasha, sharing a room, with them and Alucard's mortal sister. Another occupant at the hotel was Raven's mortal parents. He kept switching rooms. First he cheated on Alucard's sister with Chaos, then at some point back with Dark Angel who moved in to the Hotel. They shared a room with Spawn. Alowishus appeared every now & then at the hotel, had a good friendship with the Enforcer. I kept to Dontae and Wolfy, it was simple. Dontae & I fought everyday, he locked me in the room, unplugged the phone until I agreed to stay with him. (Don't let me make him look bad, it was my pleasure to be locked up, pinned down, him tell me he loved me and stuff) Well the enforcer happened to be his uncle.(mortally) and he was the only one allowed to interfere on our fighting. Funny, he always helped. Well we all collided and some of us had love, some had hate but it was afmily none the less. Rex has more of a role here. Rex was there before me, sexy little lupine. one of my closest friends in the family. He was a little dog at the hotel, always looking for sosmeone to play with. Here came Chaos. She was there before but went to training school. Pain and Chaos joined he crowd again at the hotel. Trouble was in sight. I got pregnant with Dontae. It was ugly. Chaos was sleeping in there room when I was home sick pregnant. I was very angry. Pain wanted to be apart of the family, upper family, she went through Wolfy. I did everything I could to prevent it, these girls were NO GOOD! My being with Dontae gave me the right to be there, not speak though. Yeah, sounds fucked up, but you give up things for the power you can receive. Clyde came in to my life, the night Chaos & pain showed up. I love Clyde. My lupine. But our relationship forms a little later. Chaos was with Clyde, Clyde was a dumby puppy. Dontae & I broke up after I miscarried, he slept with Chaos and I was more sad than anything. Dark Angel was with Raven who was having problems with her love for the enforcer, now Spawn. Dont ask. Now Dontae & I were over again, he tried to get back with me, then Chaos called & said she screwed him the night before. I was sick. Raven told Dark Angel to choose between him and Spawn, their relation ship was odd. I was there one day, Dark Angel kissed Raven than laid on Spawn on his bed. I was really confused, then Raven asked me back out, and Dark Angel and Spawn told me the odd story about her dating Raven and loving Spawn the whole time . This is where this part ends. Except Chaos&Dontae became a couple, Wolfy & Pain, lesbains, Pain was 14 mortally too, Raven & Myself are back together, Dark Angel& Spawn together, the turn of the Hotel. Things change more& more though. Later, Alucard& Akasha form a stronger bond with me than we have had before...

The story is hard after the beginning,it gets very confusing for myself. Now I must mention Soron, a demon who was here before myself. A great friend who told me of Raven's mortal identity. No mortal names will be mentioned. Before hand, I was with Dontae, before our immortals were awoken. Now At this time, of our entering the family, taralee and dontae were a couple. But not long after the collide, Tara left dontae and then was soon with Alucard , almost automatically giving her, her own place, in the house to live and reign somewhat. Wolfy was set on Maliki's oldest daughter Angel in Texas, they spoke only online and through a few phone calls. Wolfy swore that was where her love truly lyed. I was single and dontae vanished after his breakup with taralee. Maliki was taken by Drinea. Drinea is a catrice, her daughter Shana, a mortal child, was the last pureblood catrice to exist. I slept with Alucard the night after thanksgiving before Taralee got to him. December 3 came, and we went ice skating. It was Maliki, Taralee, ALucard, and myself. Maliki and I iceskated together, he was not very faithful to Drinea, she was a real bitch though. She tried to bitch about everything to Maliki making him feel tiny. Wolfy worked from 3pm til 12 am at a plant in North Kingstown so she was only around on the weekends, other than that sleeping til going to work. Made good money, paid her rent, had cigarettes and supplied the friday night meal for everyone at OVs (Ocean View restuarant), a trailer restuarant with huge cheap omelets. They loved hot sauce and/or ketchup on their omelets. We were up all night with candles, music, raves, slept all day. I slept over there once, taralee moved in shortly after she met them. Wolfy slept on a sleeping bag on the floor in the living room, Maliki had a mattress in the bedroom, Alucard slept on couch cushions on the floor. Taralee changed that house, I give her credit. She kept it clean, went shopping, cooked for them, we supplied more cigarettes than anyone else except Wolfy. Now this story is not to talk bad about anyone but to tell it from my point of view is all. I apologize to any of whom feel they were dismissed, rejected or criticized here. Taralee moved in, I was there everyday. Then Raven came along on December 9, 2003. I was in love with him when he opened the door. I saw him, and knew him and loved him. To this day I still love Raven. We went ice skating that day together. He let me fall once but it was great. That night he told me he always loved me which sent me home on a cloud. My first true love. The most amazing immortal, with great energy, and devious charm. We were together almost 24/7 the week and a half we lasted. We ended on the 19th of December. Ruining that Christmas and New Years for myself. Anyway, moving too fast. The 12th we went to the Swansea Mall with Alowishus and the tramp, to be named that night collina, my cousin, another of maliki's daughters. Alowishus and Raven are mortally half brothers and have hatred inside them for eachother.(both mortally& immortally) Collina claimed she needed shelter that night, her mother evicted her. She was pitied by the family, then Alowishus asked as well, and was denied shelter. Took place in a conference of those who slept there every night. Collina was all over Raven after that. Her and Alowishus were over like a day or two later. The day,the 18 th of Dec. 2003 I told her touch him again, Don't put your hands on him again, I am being nice this time, told him this got to stop, they said it would. The next day Taralee & I took Shana and my niece to the park. We knew what was going on. They didn't hide their quiet thoughts on the conference either. They were too quiet and we knew. Family conference on us. Alucard Left Taralee the day Raven left me. Alucard left her for an innocent though. Lucreshia. A young, innocent mortal. We knew we were done for. We had eachother though. For Now... I didn't eat or sleep for weeks until New Years. I ate lots of good food at my aunts party, Soron went with me. I cried all that time, smoked lots of cigarettes, that was it. Dontae came to the rescue soon after with his uncle and Alowishus. Dontae showed up with a baseball bat,in the Green, neighborhood we all resided in. I never understood why or what caused him to show up with the bat angry. Alowishus and dontae's uncle the Enforcer, showed up there for Alowishus' belongings.Taralee and I rushed over there. I told Alowishus what had happened and started crying. It was crazy, the worst time in my mortal's life as well. Taralee moved back in with me.We met another demon/lupine mix named Camaro. We wanted to start our own family. But it was only us and Soron. We tried to get Lucreshia and Pain(my little sister, Raven's youngest daughter) but they ran for cover at Wolfy's making us look real bad. The family treated Soron real bad which is why he sided with us.They tried to make him clean when taralee left cuz the place was disgusting again. Camaro went right in and took him out of there. That didn't last long though. Trying to start our own family didnt last long. Camaro and taralee were together for a short time, then the family whithered. Raven & Collina went to my house Christmas eve to squash stuff with Taralee. I was so sick & angry. I wanted to put her face in the cement. Soron was there. Collina said " He didnt leave you for me" I screamed at her, "Then why'd he leave me?" He said " because you made me miserable" I wanted to kill her, wanted him to watch her bleed to death without her face. I was so miserable. Then Taralee found the enforcer. Then she left me all alone. I had spoke to Alucard a lot more and Lucreshia because we had always been friends through the failure of Camaro's family. Alucard tried first to get me back in the house, but it was Wolfy's decision. She started on the weekends when it was freezing (winter) in the hallways. Everyone would be out there with me, and she started coming out too. Alucard went right in front of me, loud and clear, "Can she be welcome back? She has done nothing wrong, and she is not Taralee." About a month later, another shocking incident. Dontae was made head of household! Maliki was evicted from the house! By everyone! I was in with that event. But started dating dontae again I was in! I had to put up with Raven and Collina. She made out with him everytime I walked in the door. I wanted to stab her. I kept my cool I was in the house though. She killed me with kindness, that was fake and pure evil. Keep your friends close, and keep your enemies closer. I kept her close enough to kill her, but my bond with my Father, Raven, made it too difficult. We were not allowed alone or anything and it caused issues with using my energy on her in the house because he knew me, what I wanted to do, and what I would do. But that is all for now.

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midnight
15:22 May 08 2008

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