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March 2015-4 grand mal seizures at my beloved old Gary's house where I was living at the time after Nathan threw me out again and then stayed with his neighbor over 2 months then Gary's. He is 61, old, a lot of problems, mental and physical but he is like a second Uncle Ray and means so much to me. Speaking of age 61, the man I take vacations with, I took planes for first time, 4 planes, 2 one way to destination (one plane from Providence to Chicago, then from Chicago and back two planes same places) we drove from Pittsburgh to Morgantown, West Virginia. It was amazing, besides the town being so tiny with no crosswalks and hot hot weather. It was beautiful and we went to this campground, nature park, trying to remember name but it was beautiful. Because I had never been on an airplane I didn't know the rules so after being told no liquids aloud on planes I left all bathing necessities at my husband's where I stayed the night before I left, and the night I got back, and when I got back, I left Nathan for my husband Calvin and we been back together since April 23 again and I am so happy about it.My friend I vacation with just had prostate surgery again, his surgery went fine but has to wear the catheter for another week or two (2 weeks to a month before surgery he had to wear one OUCH UGH) He is 61, but is amazing physical shape outside and makes me feel like a beautiful, grown, special woman and spends money on me, like this vacation April 17-April 22 was amazing, he spent almost maybe over $3,000.00 on planes, hotel, Red Lobster, Olive Garden, Walmart, golden corral, etc. but the most amazing was free trip to campground, nature trail walk, was peaceful, beautiful, and loving. He always says because I like you. He doesn't love me or have too, its only temporary always, he has a wife, kids my age, grandkids younger than my nieces and nephews, he shows me family photos and family videos, sex is long and amazing. We have sex in ways he never had before. Been amazing trips. Prayers for his recovery. My husband, Calvin and I bought horror movies, one being QUIJA and then we go out and buy the QUIJA board game we tried once then put on shelf, but ever since I feel a block from Jesus and Lord God...I sleep at Nathan's for Thursday night outpatient therapy, 1st and 3rd Thursday nights of the month 6:30-8pm, missed last night cuz Nathan & Jamal & I went to Elms St. pier and I jumped in, it was amazing. Nathan got in cuz I bribed Jamal to push him in so he jumped in on his own. Jamal my best friend (MY STRAIGHT HOMIE) from the Caribbean can not swim, SHOCKER. SO he didn't get in. Was close to it though. Girlfriend Chris was sunburnt in shade but I went in with her daughter Loni, 13 maybe in that age range. We had fun. Got back late, had to shower then therapy already started. Work at NCCMHC still in TEP, clerical mostly, one shift in snack shop. Now living with my husband, we have full rent, hot water and gas for stove and electric bills and our cell bills and house supplies are straight bills and working on our oldsmobile car keep it safe for highway when he works out of state or distances when need highway. Got to be safe. He got two dogs and a cat. One dog Charleigh jack Russell and Chihuahua mix full grown size of a cat, Bubba a mastiff mix big stinky Bubba but I love him and Calvin working at 5-5:40 am.(up at 4am sometimes 3am) and when I have nightmares waking up next to Bubba being big with body warmth I feel safe and nightmares flutter out of my head. So much change in so short time. Had last two June seizures at Clavins, argument night before I didn't take meds and then 5am he couldn't find cigarettes screaming in my face and my brain shut off, woke in Miriam hospital (husband said take there-smartest choice) then spent a week after released at Stacey's, smart sister who just bought a damn house, 2 nice new cars paid off, 2 daughters, 2 dogs, and a man. Smart sister, got where she is for me stabbing shit she was with. My smart sister Stacey also changed my second niece's daughter's last name to ours (Baker) from shit's last name I stabbed. Husband been through a lot himself. But this is my story. YEAR UPDATE, no THIS YEAR UPDATE.