UPDATE15:01 Aug 09 2012
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I beat up my cousins ex who was in Nathans house (Nathan & I werent together then tho) I beat her up cuz I said you need to leave, she ignored me, I said it again and she replied this aint your house I dont have to listen to you so she on computer and I grab her byher hair and said thern ill make you leave. She was on floor and said im calling police I said ill give you a reason too adn kicked her in the face, busted her lip and I made her suck on ice for swelling, she kept saying stupid shit so i kept banging her, her blood all over nathans couch and bathrm wall. I felt guilty, so guilty I slashed my arms with old fashioned razor stick that men used in past. I went to newport hospital who didnt look examine my wounds but told me (Dr. TIlman) she spoke to psychiatrist who never came to speak to me, She said theyre are no beds available at butler or there in newport. She sent me home told me go to sleep. So the next day I called my case manager from Newport County Community mental health center (NCMHC) and told her what happened, I was sent by universal ambulance to roger williams hospital in Providence. I stayed 3-4 days and got ripta back home. That Friday I was arrested by Middletown Police at eastmain rd bus stop acrross street from shaws supermarket. I went from middletown to newport police stations to court adn released on PR, ($1000.00) and the following tuesday morning I was arrested after I was attacked by this dangerous psycho I saw as a acquaintence/friend for 2&1/2 years. He called my cel adn I said id hang out bomb drink eat. He went frigging weird. He called me a spy for NCCMHC and was recording all going on. He told me he had 30 beers and tried bath salts that day after released from Newport hospital psych ward. He told me this later that night lil before he want psycho on me. We unfortunately had sexual relations not aginst my will and I admitted that. When I walked out the room bedroom in a blanket when he started talking crazy he followed me and grabbed me. He starting slamming my back and neck adn head in to floor. I begged him to stop and he wouldnt I grabbed a beer bottle and warned him before I broke it on his head, he slammed me harder and I did it again, then the candleholder there what I could reach. I got to the neighbors and she let me in and called police. My hand and foot dripping blood from bottles, my fingers were sliced open,, my thumb was nasty open. We were brought to newport hospital by separate ambulances and he pressed charges on assault w/deadly weapon. I was in summer outfit that I froze in for few hours at newport police station. The judge sent me to ACI for 2 weeks for violation of bail hearing. I got out two days ago. ACI in seg separate lonely cage with toilet and matt. 4 days there with no meds, had seizure thursday night & threw up the next night stomach bile which I only puked before when I was PG(miscarriage end of that) I am not PG. I met my sister Janies mans niece Estrada who helped me out in to general population. It was fine. This chick Mackenzie I went to Rogers with (she was a pathological liar then, think she still is) she saw me asked if i got caught in drug raids, no asw, I went ask her about using her pin phone call and she said it dont work that way. Her girl had walked away so I went to hit volleyball and she jumped in front of me and I knocked her in the head. She walked away whining and kenzie wasn't my friend no more. Ran her mouth but nothing to my face. I met woman I love dearly and wrote them all when I was released on ($1000 PR 1 year probation 1 year suspended sentence-any trouble imprisoned for a year, would serve 6 months not trying for anymore time. I fell in love with a woman, I did, she makes me laugh like my uncle ray my best friend and kept me happy at ease there. Her name is Jessica, she is tall blond beautiful crazier than me wild long curly think natural blond hair, light green eyes I wanted to stare into forever. I hugged her before I left and I already wrote her letters, mailing out today. My friend Megan was sent back for 20 days. I wrote her too, from Newport I grew up with her man and his family fir years. we got close. I told er if she went see judge before me I would not have taken deal nolo to danas assault. She went after me and I ran downstairs asked her bail, none 20 days serve. theres another woman Debbie crazy sweet old lady who will support megan thru this time. I wrote Deb too and a sweet woman everyone likes and tiny girl sandra, her ex they were together thhat night he set her up. another newport girl amanda i met who knows my cousin. she was friends with kenzie and the only night wwe moved to kenzies dorm bravo amanda ditched megan and myself. bitch left court not waiting for meg like I did. said hit me on facebook. forgot password so cant get on yet but cousin said watch her i said why she fake he said yes she proved it wit kenzie. not going tell there prison storues but some girls locked violating no contact orders stabbin boyfriend smashing him in head with jar of pennies all separate ppl. funny but got time. My love Jess had warrant&pills on her tried swallowing em all before cops rushed her to ground. she has seizures too. so i got out tuesday. sleepin in bed amazing&makin love nonstop to nathan made him special he held me down I could call him knowin he was home&would relay messages to my family which he did. he sent card and they said u git pick up papers and i said fuck that im not going back there. cant visit friends as felon. got out dismissed jacob now dont kno where he stayin. ash left thhreatenin messages tried say my uncle ray hit her he didnt get arrested said im going back jail she got mad shit on me. whatever saved messages they called nates landlord on ppl livin here. nope. lost job already friggin rob called let me kno he has my job now. uncle made me ziti butter&parmesaun ate that up. yummy. we tight again. chris bombed me up night i got out awesome stuff i was baked. so home sept 6 go back fir case wit chris freak. Im not going down for him he can go to jail for attacking me. jacob told uncle I robbed him uncle knows better. i was so happy to see my kids and memphis. nate brought natalie to court I cried if i didnt get out and she saw that i would have been devastated but i took nolo plea with dana assault. back to life. weird dream bout mom dad uncle ray and few others, sex dream too. so update on last 3 weeks. CRAZY. got to stay calm and no violence or police crime issues. at aci they switched my ativan to clonopin awesome so mellow at aci i knew if i freaked out in seg theyd keep me there longer. Some really cool COs some assholes. played uno adn regular cards adn had tv and outside and lil gym. INTAKE. I was fine. Was locked up for my Angels bday going send her $25 in birthday card. My sister Stacy moving to boston soon, sad cuz never ssee them farther away. Didnt see them much but miss them my sister adn nieces. jacob&ashley owe me $150 they can keep it and leave me alone. so not much else, cant stay at moms cux her address was used on ASW crime unfortunately. I got go with her get my other stuff. not much clothes and threw out green outfit I was arrested in,. debit card shutoff so jacob&ashley couldnt use it they took the regular card adn my 1943 half dollar assholes. I wounder if they stole my chain Gary gave mei n bingo. THey didnt steal my dad dogtag. Im going write my dad too ask for scrapbook of pics of my nana and him when he was younger. I am going send him a pic of me recent. I found the Lord again. I read the Bible and prayed to Him. I told the Lord You dont give us something we can not handle, That should His will be me go back ACCCI okay, and should he release me THank YOu and dont let me forget You Lord and stray, you let me out adn set me free YOur word helped me.
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LOVE YOU JENNIFER HOPE YOU ARE WELL
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