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So much has happened, Charles and I live together now with his roomie his son and pg girl. Talk about stress and drama. We almost broke up over damn dishes. I wasnt doing em and they were nasty gnats all over the kitchen. Yesturday I agreed to babysit for my sisters and show up there (Janie picks me up) and I walk in adn see my niece's father scum i stabbed for beating my sister stac black and blue sitting there hanging out. I said are you fuckign retarded >? She said who are you talking too? I threw the wet sheets i had in the laundry room kissed my kids adn walked out. Today mom adn I went there we all were screaming at the top of our lungs, and he came and picked her up. SHe told us wer didnt need to be near her kids, i told her she was a retarded bitch that was going to kill her own daughter. Her youngest daughter (sher has 2, angel is 8 and ladybug is 10 months now) Lady bug has seizures and we all know why from scumbag father hitting her mother, my sister, adn he dropping the baby falling on the baby or the baby getting hit in the process, so im so sick and fear for my baby niece's life. I cry. I want to kill him ,slit his throat at his job or cut up his face cuz he likes himself (conceited 100pd white boy that thinks he's black and uses nigga in every phrase out his mouth. ) He didnt say a word when i walked in, he asked stac for a cigarette adn she asked jani i left crying, i called the cops too. they screamed at me for it calling me a punk stac did. SHe is a murderer and omnce she lays her baby down she will not have a family. She is retarded and I fear for that baby girls life. Mommy doesnt want me to go to the hospital behavioral health unit (8thflr -for drunks, breakdowns, suicidal ) I want to go to his job adn kill him. I want him gone, and yet he will not be. And she will be black and blue again. She asked me for help then calls me retarded. Its alright, she will be supeinaed to court and it will be sent to her house and janies house. She can go to jail for not appearing and/or lying on the stand. If I can have Jordyn supeinaed too i will, she is 8 and will tell the truth about that morning. the morning i stabbed him after waking up to my sisters face a black eye the size of kiwi fruit. She is back with him. I am sick. and sad, and scared and angery. and miserable. I dont know what to do but cry. I want to runaway, no money aint going nowhere. I feel alone. I want to go to the hospital. My brother matt gets out of jail next week and we meet up in Boston cool. I dont know what else to say. I feel alone. I dont know what to do anymore about my nieces lives and mental health. I must go . LATER

So I got scared I was pregnant and the chat wit charles on that topic told me i dont want to have his child. Jacob got his lady from GA, theyre elopuing pretty soon. Court was continued to october. My kids are growing and getting harder to tolerate. Also I am about to go on a date wit Mike online and im wondering if im being set up by charles himself. but this dude says magnums are tight i want big and thick and 2 cum alot so im tempted. we will see; he could be ugly or something u never know...We chatted dirty for awhil now to taco bell. LATER



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So Charles asked me to move in becasue he is $250 short on rent...NICE REASON RIHGT! No one else paid rent and his osn bought a bed instead of rent, I see he let it slide whatever he said to them didnt click your out and im sick and sad abotu it all. I went to my moms and her house was a disaster including my room