well i have bad luck with the ladies my x of 4 years walked in on her sucken off 5 friends {well were} it was to much and i snapped .butcher knife the my wrist cut to the bone..almost died..but that is just it i new i couldn;t die and thAT IS ALMOST Y I THINK I DID IT .302ed in the funny farm months later here i am cut 2 artery and all 4 tendons...the doc.s told me i would never move it agin...One month later it was like i never did it the docs were amazed they said they had never seen anything like it..But i have cause i have seen my life on vhs when i was born..both times..satan gave me the pause button.. god gave me fast forward..haha well till sun up..
bellidona Nightshade has many names butt combined with LSD I was throne into a world of darkness..I felt my body die..
Hallucinations of me throwing up blood..spirit..went above only to be told that it was not my time.GOD was pissed.told me.Job you go and live or you will never see me agin.The nurses pumpen Thorazine in my ass...i saw me standing in front of myself A seed of the future received the person.. i saw i believe to be who i am today ..manifestdesitiy ...My shadow is not myown.PS i am not crazy i am sure you have some demons..
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