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Eulogy - Tool

19:54 Feb 10 2006
Times Read: 504




He had alot to say.

He had alot of nothing to say.

We'll miss him.

So long.

We wish you well.

You told us how you weren't afraid to die.

Well then, so long.

Don't cry.

Or feel too down.

Not all martyrs see divinity.

But at least you tried.

Standing above the crowd,

He had a voice that was strong and loud.

We'll miss him.

Ranting and pointing his finger

At everything but his heart.

We'll miss him.

No way to recall

What it was that you had said to me,

Like I care at all.

So loud.

You sure could yell.

You took a stand on every little thing

And so loud.

Standing above the crowd,

He had a voice so strong and loud and I

Swallowed his facade cuz I'm so

Eager to identify with

Someone above the ground,

Someone who seemed to feel the same,

Someone prepared to lead the way, with

Someone who would die for me.

Will you? Will you now?

Would you die for me?

Don't you fuckin lie.

Don't you step out of line.

Don't you fuckin lie.

You've claimed all this time that you would die for me.

Why then are you so surprised to hear your own eulogy?

You had alot to say.

You had alot of nothing to say.

Come down.

Get off your fuckin cross.

We need the fuckin space to nail the next fool martyr.

To ascend you must die.

You must be crucified

For your sins and your lies. [sic]

Goodbye...

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Track 69 - Tool

19:51 Feb 10 2006
Times Read: 506




..And the Angel Of The Lord came unto me, snatching me up from my place of

slumber. And took me on high, and higher still, until we moved through the

spaces 'betwixt the air itself. And he brought me unto a vast farmland of our

own midwest. And as we decended, cries of impending doom rose from the soil.

One thousand, 'nay, a million voices, full of fear. And terror posessed me

then. And I begged, "Angel Of The Lord, what are these totured screams?" and

the Angel said unto me, "These are the Cries Of The Carrots. The Cries Of The

Carrots, Y'see Reverend Maynard, tomorrow is Harvest Day, and to them, it is

The Holocaust."

..And I sprang from my slumber, drenched in sweat, like the tears of a

million terrified brothers. And, Lord, Hear me now, I have seen the light,

They have a conciousness, They have a life, They have a soul. Damn You! Let

the rabbits wear glasses! Save our brothers!

Can I get an "Amen?"

(collective "AMEN!")

Can I get a Hallelujah?

(collective "HALLELUJAH!")

Thank you, Jesus!

This. Is. Necessary.

This. Is. Necessary.

Life. Feeds on life.

Feeds on life.

Feeds on life.

Feeds on This. Is. Necessary.

(etc. until 69 06.05)

(cricket sounds until 69 13.51, then:)

It was daylight when you woke up in Your ditch. You looked up at Your sky.

That, that made Blue be your color. You had your knife ther with you, too.

When you stood up, there was goo all over your clothes. Your hands were

sticky. You wiped them on Your grass. So now your color was Green. Oh, Lord,

why did everything have to keep changing like this? You were already getting

nervous again. Your head hurt and it rang when you stood up. Your head was

almost empty. It alwasys hurt you when you woke up like this. You crawled up

out of Your ditch onto Your gravel road. You began to walk, waiting for your

mind to come back to you. You could see the car parked far down the road, and

you walked toward it. "If God is our father," you thought, "Then Satan must be

our cousin. Why didn't anyone else understand these important things?" When

you got to Your car, you tried all the ddors. They were locked. It was a Red

car and it was new. There was an expensive leather camera case laying on the

seat. Out across Your field, you could see two tiny people walking by Your

woods. You began to walk towards them. Now Red was your color, and of course,

the little people out there were Yours, too. (...click)

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The Noose - A Perfect Circle

19:36 Feb 10 2006
Times Read: 507




So glad to see you well

Overcome and completely silent now

With heaven's help

You cast your demons out

And not to pull your halo down

Around your neck and tug you off your cloud

But I'm more than just a little curious

How you're planning to go about

Making your amends to the dead

To the dead



Recall the deeds as if

They're all someone else's

Atrocious stories

Now you stand reborn before us all

So glad to see you well



And not to pull your halo down

Around your neck and tug you to the ground

But I'm more than just a little curious

How you're planning to go about

Making your amends to the dead

To the dead



With your halo slipping down

Your halo slipping

Your halo slipping down

Your halo slipping down

Your halo slipping down [repeated]



Your halo slipping down to choke you now

So glad to see you well

Overcome and completely silent now

With heaven's help

You cast your demons out

And not to pull your halo down

Around your neck and tug you off your cloud

But I'm more than just a little curious

How you're planning to go about

Making your amends to the dead

To the dead



Recall the deeds as if

They're all someone else's

Atrocious stories

Now you stand reborn before us all

So glad to see you well



And not to pull your halo down

Around your neck and tug you to the ground

But I'm more than just a little curious

How you're planning to go about

Making your amends to the dead

To the dead



With your halo slipping down

Your halo slipping

Your halo slipping down

Your halo slipping down

Your halo slipping down [repeated]



Your halo slipping down to choke you now

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Change - Blind Melon

18:32 Feb 10 2006
Times Read: 509




I don't feel the suns comin' out today



its staying in, its gonna find another way.



As I sit here in this misery, I don't



think I'll ever see the sun from here.



And oh as I fade away,



they'll all look at me and say, and they'll say,



Hey look at him! I'll never live that way.



But that's okay



they're just afraid to change.



When you feel your life ain't worth living



you've got to stand up and



take a look around you then a look way up to the sky.



And when your deepest thoughts are broken,



keep on dreaming boy, cause when you stop dreamin' it's time to die.



And as we all play parts of tomorrow,



some ways will work and other ways we'll play.



But I know we all can't stay here forever,



so I want to write my words on the face of today.



and then they'll paint it



And oh as I fade away,



they'll all look at me and they'll say,



Hey look at him and where he is these days.



When life is hard, you have to change.

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Holyman - Blind Melon

18:29 Feb 10 2006
Times Read: 510




I was born on the banks off a hot muddy river



The child of one stupid steamy night



Born to roam beneath the sun



What do you think of me, I'm better left alone



I met a Holyman that said that he knew the way



And he'd like to show me so my life won't go astray



Take my hand child now little boy don't you be afraid



I'll take your soul and walk on water



Holyman, ya don't understand



The cuts on me they run much deeper



Holyman, you righteous man



I've been shown the way a thousand times



Not one a keeper



Older man he said I'll tell you boy



You've planted rotten seeds



And in a land of happiness



They'll grow us evil trees



Guided minds, and eyes that will never see



Holyman I'll tell you



Just what it is that I believe



Holyman I tell you man you gotta



Believe in what you see



Cause its you that corrupt us man and



Deep throat philosophy



I don't need your spells or the little



Games you try to pull on me



Come to think of it I don't need your religion



Gotta get away

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Bloodflowers - The Cure

00:46 Feb 10 2006
Times Read: 515




"this dream never ends" you said

"this feeling never goes

The time will never come to slip away"

"this wave never breaks" you said

"this sun never sets again

These flowers will never fade"

"this world never stops" you said

"this wonder never leaves

The time will never come to say goodbye"

"this tide never turns" you said

"this night never falls again

These flowers will never die"



Never die

Never die

These flowers will never die



"this dream always ends" I said

"this feeling always goes

The time always comes to slip away"

"this wave always breaks" I said

"this sun always sets again

And these flowers will always fade"

"this world always stops" I said

"this wonder always leaves

The time always comes to say goodbye"

"this tide always turns" I said

"this night always falls again

And these flowers will always die"



Always die

Always die

These flowers will always die



Between you and me

It's hard to ever really know

Who to trust

How to think

What to believe

Between me and you

It's hard to ever really know

Who to choose

How to feel

What to do



Never fade

Never die

You give me flowers of love



Always fade

Always die

I let fall flowers of blood

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Chimaera- - Bad Religion

00:29 Feb 10 2006
Times Read: 516




You took a time bomb

and a case of crackers

and you made a maelstrom of organic debris

then you took a work bench

and a rusty anvil

and you polished them for everyone to see

you have created an unhealthy monster

but you're nowhere but nowhere to be found

so I guess I'll just cope with my provisions

from now until the day theu lay me down

you took a babboon

and made him perfect

you took a lion

and stripped him of his pride

then you took a million more varieties

a scalpel and a sartory

and you stitched up a horrible surprise

you have created an unsocial monster

and you're searched for all over the globe

and most belive that things would sure be better

if you'd come down here and tell us what you know

who is to blame for this?

someone tell me please

His handiwork is flawed

and it's there for all to see

mutataions, abberations and blatant anomalies

they multiply and give rise to this...monstrosrity

you took the most abundant smallest bits of matter

and you instilled them with affinity

and then you stratified accumulations

weeded out bad variations

and blended up your unique recipe

you have created a powerful monster

with direction and purpose all its own

and if you were here

would things be any different?

or are you just a mosaic of thoughts alone?

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The Gray Race - Bad Religion

00:18 Feb 10 2006
Times Read: 518


The Framework of the world is black and White

The Infrastructure builders flex their might

Turning true emotion into digital expression

One by one we all fall down



The gray race shrivels trapped inside

The world it creates it's black and white



The perpetual destructive motion machine

Began to chart a course never before seen

Turning raw compasion into fields of plus and minus

One by one we all give in



The gray race shrivels trapped inside

The world it creates it's black and white



I'd swear there were times when I was someone else

A person with determination and knowledge of the self

But you flattened me to rubble and now I can see that I'm

Just a faded negative of the image I used to be



Just a shadow



And that's our dilemma


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