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Hey all Claudia here...Ive figured out now that I can't handle anything anymore...I sti here holding my head in my hands trying to deal with everything I can...but when It sits here and makes me feel like shit..and wanting to just leave to make one persons life happier cause that person hates my guts...I can't deal...Im sitting here trying not to cry..cause that person is here and I don't want to start anymore shit...because apparently im stressing out the love of my life...over something that shouldnt be stressed over...Yea I know..So What That person doesnt like me...Why Should I Care..Its My Nature..When SOmeone Has A Problem With Me....They Need To Come Out And Say It To My Face...Not Sit here And Hide...and be twofaced...I don't know how im stressing Kraven out...I really don't know....i wish he would tell me..im trying to work on everything...so I can be a good mom and wife....But I don't know... Feel Free To Comment On My Profile...

Im Going Through Too Much Stress And Its Starting To Take Its Toll On My Body.....Im Feeling Reallly Sick All The Time...Granted Im With Child..I Shouldnt be in all this stress...I should be laying back taking it easy...it aggravates me and its taking its toll on my body...I dont know how to handle it...im just gonna snap one day and go on a killing spree...

Life has become a struggle to survive in daily society...can someone tell me why???? I think its cause everyone trys to impress everyone else it makes something else come alive...and it really hurts sometimes...I'm tired of the fighting with Kraven....I just want to be able to spend one afternoon with him and not fighting just sitting there looking in each others eyes and seeing each other for who we really are... I love him and he knows that I do....I was crying last night so hard that I think I made myself sick which is bad...In any essance..Im Off...Talk To You All Later