Day Number 2 Of 6 Days Of Hell....
Can I Just Have A Little Rest And Relaxation...
Work Since I've Switched Departments Has Been A Blast...I Never Realized That Working In A Deli Would Be Fun....Especially When All Of MY Deli Friends Crack Me Up...:P
:D
Now I Meet Alot Of People And Most Of Them Are Friends From Myspace...Now My Friend Tony Who I Love Dearly....Has These 2 Female Friends....Who Don't Think Too Highly Of Me...
One Is 14 And I Heard From Tony Himself What She Thinks Of Me...And She's Trying To Pin This On Tony....DRAMA HOW I FUCKING HATE IT!
And Then Theres The 14 Year Olds Older Sister...Who Brings Herself Into It By Calling Me A *&nt
DRAMA WHORES!!! I CAN"T FUCKING STAND THEM
I'm Still FUMING Over The Antics Of Last Nights Events......
WHAT A FUCKER!!!!!!
*Goes To Contemplate His Evil Doom*
Maryland Boy's Girlfriend Messages Me ON MYSPACE.....Why Do I Need This Bullshit TONIGHT?????
I've Had A Shitty Day
THE BITCH IS IN HER MOOD!!!
Who Wants To Test Me????
Edit 11:58 P.M.:
Here's The Email She Sent Me....
Teach me ..
http://www.myspace.com/stargazer3
Date: Mar 26, 2007 2:31 PM Flag as Spam or Report Abuse [ ? ]
Subject: FYI
Body: You might want to know that there's a girl who loves Sean. His girlfriend.
Please dont mess with that... or him. He's my world. I love him more then I could ever express to you.
Leave it alone.
Now I Have To Go To Work With Said Hangover....UGH!!!!
I'm Sitting In The Starbucks With The Lil Bionic Woman Using Their Free Wifi...(Cause Someone Blocked Their Connection At My House...FUCKERS!!!) Drinking My Coffee And Watching The People Walk By...And All I See Are MEN!!! HOT HOT HOT (Like A Certain Persons Man Who Shall Remain Nameless!!!) And All I Do Is Drool...AHHHHHHHHHH
HELP!!! I Need Mouth To Mouth From One Of Them PLEASE!!!
And Im Waitng For My Mom To Finish Running The 10 K This Morning....I'm So Proud Of Her...She Has Come Back In The Past Few Years To Running ALOT Having A Possible Battle With Breast Cancer To Having A Total Historectmy To Helping Me With Lil Bionic Woman And My Insecurites As Being A Single Mom...
Blah Enough Of That!!
I Have A Semi Date Tonight If You Want To Call It That...We're Going Downtown Tonight To Go Bar Hopping....Hes Average Looking...Not Drop Dead HOT But Average....
Anywho I Must Go Now...Time To Leave The Starbucks Before Other Customers Complain
I'm So Tired Lately Its Not Even Funny...Work Work Work And Playing With The Lil Bionic Woman Is Making Me Tired!!!
I Want To Thank All Of The Following People Who Have Helped Me Through These Trying Times...
Queenmorbid-My Fellow M&M Twin...Who Makes Me Laugh So Hard My Sides Hurt And Gives Me Great Advice...And We Know How Much Men SUCK!!
NFA-My Cell Phone Smoke Buddy...She Is My First And Only Refuge And If I EVER TURN OFFICALLY LESBIAN!!! I WANT HER!!!!
The Yummy Queen-Who Has Shown Me And Told Me Numerous Times That I Can Do This Alone And That I Have Lots Of Love And Support From Her And Everyone Else...
Batman-I Know You Are Having Trying Times Right Now As Well I Thank You For Talking To Me About Anita And HOW STUPID RICHARD IS!!!
Sahahria-You Have Shown Me That If You Let People Get To You...It Makes Them Look Better...And I'm The Nice Girl Who Gets Misunderstood...
If There Is Anyone I Forgot..I'm Sorry!!!
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!
Here I Am Sitting Here Watching My Daughter Play On The Floor And I Think To Myself...I Have A Great Life A Beautiful Daughter...But Why Can't I Find My Happiness In Certain Contexts....I Know It's Going To Take A Long Time.....Ugh I'm Being Emo Today!!! AHHHHHH SOMEONE SHOOT ME!!
It Has Come To My Attention That I'm Just Not In A State To Have A Relationship At This Time....Corset Boy Hasn't Talked To Me In Almost A Month Cause I Questioned His Motives About His Proposal.....I Mean Hell....You Propose To Me 5000 Miles Away What Am I Suppose To Think???? The Maryland Boy Is Sleeping With His New Woman...And He Is Supposidly Still In Love With Me....YEA RIGHT!!!
So This Is The Woman I Choose To Be...I Mean I Would Love To Have A Real Relationship...But When All You Meet Are Assholes And Immature Fucks....What Else Are You Suppose To Do??? I Have Met Some Wonderful Men The Past Few Months As Well...But They Come To Me For Advice On The Realationship With Their Wives....The Advice I Give Them Works For Their Marriage...But Why Can't My Own Advice Work For My Inability To Find A Decent Man In This World....*Sigh*
I Miss Talking To The Corset Boy....I Wish Sometimes He Would Forgive Me For What I Did But Just Because I Question His Motives Doesn't Give You The Right To Stop Talking To Me...But Whatever...Blah...
This Is The New Me....Granted A Few Of The Women On VR (Who Aren't My Friends) Think I'm A Slut Cause Of The Endless Flirting I Do...But I Don't Care....They Are A Bunch Of Women Who Wish To Be Like Me...
I've Been Doing Alot Of Soul Searching And As Always The Lil Bionic Woman Comes First In My Life And Will ALWAYS Come First...Which Is Why If I Ever Go Have Some Stimulating Adult Conversations And I Meet A Man.....He Will Know About The Lil Bionic Woman As Have All The Men I've Met Recently....I Love You All...:D
*Goes To Find Her Yummy Queen For Words Of Enlightenment*
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