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After today's events I have decided to bring my ass home alot sooner than I orginally intended.......



My Mother and father have been fighting for a while now......now i've known that they haven't had sex in at least 4 years (and if they have it hasn't been when i'm home) they fight ALL THE TIME about money......and today since I didn't wanna go to work cause of the shit that goes on there (see a few posts down) so I called out.......My mother was extremely PISSED she almost slapped me......My father was on my side about this whole issue and he was the one that said Call In........now all of this went on around my daughter!!! What the FUCK!!



So after talking to my friends here in Florida and In Colorado I firmly believe it's time for me to come home now!

How much do I love the Juny Bug???



She's AWESOME and Jay and her are cute together!!!!!



I ♥ Her

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J
22:59 Jul 30 2010

I ♥ you to Melly... :::smooochies:::

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SMORE POPTARTS!!

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PhoenicianDream
01:31 Jul 31 2010

Yum... I'm hooked on them too damnit. =l



I think they're made from the coca plant. Haha

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This morning I took the short one to the doctor to get ready for her to start Pre-K.......Then I had to go pick something up for my mom and take it to work for her.....Mind you it's my day off......Now as I'm done with doing that errand for my mother I'm picking up my check stub my mom pages me over the intercom.....



I answer the page and she tells me that my store manager wants to speak to me.......I go speak to her and she tells me Oh well were sending So and so Over to help out and I don't want you to think she's gonna get full time



I'm FURIOUS AT THIS and it shows on my face.......and my attitude shows up immediatly......I say Ok...She gives me this I'm being honest with you I told you I would be (as she remembers what I called her the last time she told me this....I called her a FUCKING LIAR) I said Ok and went back over to my mom and told her and we both agree that I have to get out of that shit hole



Now this is why I'm so FUCKING Pissed off....Now everyone in my Department KNOWS I'm doing 90 percent of the work when I'm there.......Hell I spent 4 hours Alone filling the sales floor cause the big bosses were in the store! Not to mention that when we run out of Product I'M the one running around trying to find the shit and heaven forbid someone calls OUT for a shift I'M RUNNING AROUND TRYING TO FIND THE COVERAGE And if noone can work it......I'M the one staying ME!! ME I TELL YOU!! Not The Deptartment Manager Not The Full-timers.......ME!!!



I Firmly Beleive that its cause I'm my mothers child and that She thinks I'm rude just like the bitch of a store manager claims my mother is........



I'm so fucking tired of this BULLSHIT

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GrieviousDemon
17:50 Jul 29 2010

yeah I would be as well doing all that and getting paid what you do.. Time to look elsewhere I say.

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BubbleGumClaudia
18:02 Jul 29 2010

yup GD totally agree either that or save every paycheck without spending anything EVEN FOR SMOKES!! and get home NOW

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I'm Only 3 Levels Away From Sire!! It's Only Taken Me 5 Years On VR To Get To That Level Cause I Have A LIFE!



But Here's To Hoping I Can Get There By Next Week!!

Why Can't People Work To Sire On Their Own???



I've been on VR for 5 years!! I am only at 97........I will refuse to have people help me reach sire.....its something I will do On MY OWN!!



Have we come to a world where people are always going to ask for help?

Now This N00B Claims To Be A Submissive......Now As Most Of You Who Frequent My Journal.......KNOW That I Am A Submissive Woman (Technically I'm A Switch But I Like Being A Sub Better) I Messaged Her With The Following........





Message To: sirenwolf



you obviously aren't first off and second do you know what a violet wand is???



Granted I Didn't Know What A Violet Wand Was Up Until A Few Years Ago After A Very HEATED Debate With WildChild......And Then I Decided To Research The Tool That I'm So Looking Foward To.....She Left This Comment On My Profile......



sirenwolf

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Date: 23:18:18 - Jul 27 2010

Rating: 9

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if you dont have the curtesy to mind your own buissness then you will stay blocked. i did not join to have someone like you diss what i believe in. good night and leave me the fuck alone



nice profile



LEARN TO FUCKING SPELL!!!

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DrBloodyPad
05:23 Jul 28 2010

wow, that is fail. some people need a life.

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I ♥ you! In a platonic big brother way!

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TheRoman
16:52 Jul 26 2010

nasty nasty lol

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GrieviousDemon
16:58 Jul 26 2010

Oh really well insest if insest is your thing so be it hon.. Could be worse could be a daady thing..lol.. or maybe a dirty old uncle.. LMAO..

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Yes I'm Bitchy And Rude.....It's Called Being HUMAN...I Enjoy Being Called A Bitch Cause I Know That It's True....



Now I've Had My Share Of VR Squabbles......Remember Wildchild??



But First And Foremost When I Know I'm Wrong I Do Apologize.....But When A Little Child Comes Back At Me Saying That She Doesn't Care As To What I Have To Say?? You Should Be Able To Form Your Own Opinions About People And My Opinion Of You Now Has Just Gone Straight Down The Toilet With The Rest Of My Shit......



And Now We Take You Back To Our Regularly Scheduled Programming.......



Todays Journal Entry Is Brought To You By The Numbers 13,10 And 9



The Letters W T And F



And The Cold Cuts Of The Day Are Deluxe Ham And Yellow American Cheese!

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ladySnowStrixx
16:27 Jul 26 2010

yeah and somethings will never change , little shits will always be little shits.

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InnerSanctum
16:44 Jul 26 2010

meah I would just ask them this one question: Do your parents keep birth control by your picture.

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GrieviousDemon
16:59 Jul 26 2010

LOL.. should have posted that with GD instead of IS

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DrBloodyPad
05:15 Jul 28 2010

LMAO. WTF is right. XD

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The Same Thing Every Morning When I Wake Up......



1. Make Coffee

2.Have A Smoke

3.Check My Phone For Random Emails Or Texts

4.Turn On My Computer

5.Go Straight To VR..



Good Lord I Really Need To Get MOLESTATION!!!



And To Go Home!

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Fizbop
06:47 Jul 27 2010

I like the steps



don't we all need the molestations.



and maybe followed up by more of that .





then maybe go home.

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I'm Rude!! I've known that for sometime..I Really DON'T GIVE TWO FUCKS!

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KCRC
03:23 Jul 26 2010

Are you rude or do you you just speak your mind?



Just sayin'

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I worked all day now I am nice and clean and after talking to the same friend that drove me to the airport in Denver when I left.....I feel like I should be there now more than ever......





Theres 3 MAJOR Problems Here Though 2 Of Which I've already gone into detail about the 3rd kind of added to my plate last night/this morning.......



I'll explain if anyone really wants to know they can message me

Now I Had 2 Corsets One That I Bought With My OWN DAMN MONEY And The Other Was My FAVORITE Red One That Was A Gift By A Former Army Flame And Buddy (No Its Not The Asshole) And While Looking For It Tonight.........Where I Normally Keep It......It Is Not There........I Literally Trash My Room Like A Damn Hotel Room And I Can Only Find My Blue One........



I Go In And Ask My Mother....Where Is My Red Corset From E*&^??? Her Answer...."Oh I Threw It Away Due To The Fact That You Shouldn't Be Wearing Those Things Cause They Make You Look Like A Slut!"



I Literally Scream At Her..."WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU GOING THROUGH MY DRAWERS AND MY PRIVATE STUFF???"



She Rolls Over And Goes Back To Sleep And I Storm Out Of Her Room.......



I'm So Over This Bullshit That I Want To Yell And Scream At The Top Of My Lungs!

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LadyKowe
02:46 Jul 24 2010

What a fucking cuntbag. See, the thing about MY folks when I was staying with them, was that they knew enough to keep out of my shit, and if they even THOUGHT about throwing it away, they knew better than to do so. Of course, I have a serious temper issue, so they've had prior experience avoiding it lol..



I'm sorry darlin. If you come out here to the Mile High City, I'm sure you can find a new one at Rave's! (P.S. I need to buy a new one, my last several were destroyed by exes.)

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Angelus
02:48 Jul 24 2010

.. you looked good in it.



.. she was oh-so-wrong!



Try to calm down, please?

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PhoenicianDream
03:19 Jul 24 2010

What the fuck!!!!?



That sucks. Id hate to have a mom like that. =l

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Always Know That I ♥ You.....

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PhoenicianDream
03:20 Jul 24 2010

Thank you =)

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Feel better so we can play with BALLS!

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PhoenicianDream
15:00 Jul 21 2010

Hahaha ♥ thanks hun.



My headache is gone for now, I'm just dead tired.

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I ♥ Showers......



THAT IS ALL

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TaintedPoison
05:16 Jul 21 2010

I love showers too!!!

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Touchjewlz
01:12 Jul 23 2010

showers are always fun

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Tonight At Work Was Absolute SHIAT!! So First I Had To Take My Break In 2 Seperate 30 Minutes Due to The Fact That I Was The Only One Tonight Who Could Fry The Chicken Tonight...So On My First Break One Of The New Girls Was Cutting Block Cheese For A Customer And With A Brand New Knife Cut Her Finger.......Which Is No Biggie Cause It Was Near The End Of Her Shift



And Then I Come Back From Break And Send The 19 Year Old BLONDE STUPID 19 Year Old Redneck Bitch!! Who Has A 35 Year Old Jevoah's Witness Husband..Now Whatever Religon You Practice Is Fine But Hell You ARE 19! And Your Husband Is 35!! Can We Say Daddy/Daughter Fantasy??? Anywho She Thinks Her Shit Don't Stink......I Really Just Want To Smack Her.... I Ask Her When She Comes Back From Break If She Can Please Start Breaking Down The Sub Shop......She Gives Me The Ugliest Look Like Im The Devil's Spawn.......



Closing Time-This Bitch Refused To Wash The Damn Dishes Me And My Other Coworker (Who Is My Friend) Were Like Totally Ignoring The Dishes On Purpose And She Got Pissed Off Flailing Her Hair Around...



What Pisses Me Off About This Whole Situtaion Is That People Like Her Suck Enough Dick And Kiss Enough Ass Get Full Time Status And Me Who Busts Her Ass Learning Pretty Much What The Managers Do.........And I Get Fucked Royally In The Ass

I'm a Message Gem In someones JOURNAL!

Do I Have The Button That Says I Like To Be Ignored All The FUCKING TIME?



All I Want To Do Is Help Someone When I Can Certainly Tell That They Are Depressed And Scared...Hello Do MOST OF YOU NOT THINK I FEEL THE SAME WAY And That You Want To Deal With It Yourself??



That Is Me In A Damn Nutshell......But Ya Know What A Few Months Ago The Shit Blew Up To A Point Where It Was Either Get Back On My Crazy Pills Or Risk Loosing My Daughter.....



Which Is Why I Know How Most OF These Kids Feel On VR These Days..Hell Look At My Journal From 5 Years Ago After I Came Home From Colorado...I Was Majorly Depressed And Ashamed About Being A Single Mother........But Now??? I'm A Damn Good Mom And I Don't Care What Anyone Thinks Of Me Anymore........



So Forgive Me If I Want To Help You And Just Talk About What You're Going Through Cause Believe Me I've Been There Done That Shit And Lived To Tell The Tale

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GrieviousDemon
06:04 Jul 19 2010

You can only give advise to those who wish to listen. other than that theres really nothing no one can do.

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DrBloodyPad
06:04 Jul 19 2010

this is why your awesome. because you help people out. if they don't want your help then they are simply just saying crap. your a fantastic person, who wouldn't want to talk to you?

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Ok so now I know 2 People who have the Violet wand....AND DAMN IT!! I want it....GR

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PhoenicianDream
17:13 Jul 18 2010

Hahaha you poor thing.

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KCRC
03:20 Jul 19 2010

Yes, yes you do!

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Ok I've lived in this house for over 10 Years.......Now we've had our share of neighbors but currently the Weirdest of them all are next door......it's 3 guys.....I think 2 of them they are gay but of course not completely sure......I don't mind of course if they are...but the one comes over and talks to my father and tries to talk to me really creeps me out....I sat there playing on my computer and watching the lil tiger cub playing outside on the hill infront of our house and he's talking to me about random shit and complimenting my choice of outfits....I'm trying to be nice cause I don't want my father to read me the riot act about his neighbor friends......my mother feels the same way....



They are just WAY TOO CREEPY

So Today Im Outside Smoking A Cig Minding My Own Bussiness When Some Woman Comes Up To Me And Asks Me For Directions To Somewhere......I Give Her Directions And Then She Says To Me......"You Know You Have A Black Persons Hair Right??" I Was Like "Excuse Me????" Thinking I Misunderstood Her.......And Then She Said It Again.......I Was Being Polite And Said Thank You......And Walked Back Inside.....While In My Mind I Was Thinking "WHAT THE FUCK YOU DID NOT JUST TELL ME I HAD A BLACK PERSONS HAIR???" Those Are Fighting Words BISH!

Of PD Smacking Balls.......And The Picture Message She Sent Me Last Night HA HA!!

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PhoenicianDream
16:46 Jul 16 2010

Lawdy that was a big deek wasn't it?

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And also my parents have said to me that If I want to move out to pack my shit and get the hell out

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LadyKowe
05:26 Jul 15 2010

Sounds like what mine did when I was 17. And again when I came back to Colorado...you know that whole horrible story.

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As most of my VR friends know already.....I met someone here on VR about 6 years ago and moved to Colorado for a few months....needless to say that didn't work out and I came back to Florida with my own special momento......4 years and quite a few headaches later...I have the most wonderful little girl in the entire world....



Now I came back to Florida and moved back into my parents house and In turn have had to follow their rules.....now I have followed their rules to the letter......(execept for when they are away and have taken my daughter with them) yes Im allowed to indulge once in a while.....but other than that i've been EXTREMELY Good...



Lately they have been unable to pay their bills..They're behind on ALOT of stuff.....and it seems im picking up their slack......Buying the groceries in the house 3 times a month....helping out with THEIR bills and they even wanted me to sell MY laptop to help with their bills....I put my foot down on that and said no!



After my stint in the hospital we went on vacation to Maryland to go see the horse race......on the way home my mother got her panties in a wad and pretty much told me to get out of her car with my daughter and she didn't care that I didn't have any money or where I went......needless to say that made me start thinking about my time in Colorado and all the good times I had..not to mention that I was once again passed over for a promotion that I rightfully deserved......



And then there's the whole failed relationship thing....I feel like I have nothing in common with anyone here......and the people I do have stuff in common with here and care about and love and know EXACTLY whats going on have told me what I should do.......and as much as I have been unhappy and depressed i'm just wondering if a fresh start back in Colorado would be better for me and my daughter...and its not like I have to worry about her dad cause he's somewhere in NY



So the past few days I've been thinking about a fresh start in the true place I felt I belonged....



So thoughts on this VR Buds.....what does everyone think about moi moving back to the mile high city???

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QueenOfFAIL
02:03 Jul 15 2010

I am sorry about your situation, I wish I could help you out :(

I understand how this stuff goes it is sertainly hard to deal with.

I hope everythings turns out well for you and your daughter, you will be in my prayers :)

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KattrinaK
02:11 Jul 15 2010

You know the Answer..it's actually already inside you.



I know that sounds cryptic, but...read your Entry carefully and the Answer will come.



:)

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PhoenicianDream
02:15 Jul 15 2010

You have to do what makes you happy, as long as you can provide for your daughter. I say go with your heart without getting in over your head. *hugs*

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InnerSanctum
04:22 Jul 15 2010

As stated above. You know what your answer should be. Being a dear friend and one with children myself and Aleksandra in the oven as they say. I can see where you want the best for your daughter, as any parent does. Now the thing with the parents. There comes a time when parents have to stop parenting, and become more supporting.



Now times are extremely tough "everywhere" as you can see with the time your own family is having as well as many other's, myself included. I would see how the job market is out here in your field of intrest before heading on out before hand. Just for the lil ones sake. I have taken 2 pay cuts in less than a year, and I fill out about 60 applications a week while at work just in the hopes to better the family. We're here to support you in any decision you so choose.

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LadyKowe
05:25 Jul 15 2010

Ok, so VR ate my comment. Argh. In any case, you know how I feel about you coming back out here. I'd LOVE for you to come home. ;)



Plus-Bug still needs to meet her Auntie Mel and cousin Helena (and you need to meet my hubby!! LOL)



And I've given you some ideas on where to apply out here that have generous base pay starting out, compared to what you're making in FL right now.



Just keep us informed on your decision!

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I Need Out Of This Place So Badly........My Heart Just Can't Watch Anymore Of This Stuff......It Hurts Way Too Damn Much.......

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02:37:27

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Message To: RedLogan



I Choose to be a submissive but im naturally dominatnat....so enjoy being a idiot in my journal and good bye!



On 06:28:46 Jul 13 2010 (-0 GMT) RedLogan wrote:



Hey I have a GF... but that puts no cap on looking.... never did never will....



Eat me for dinner huh? I'd love to see you try lass. *wink*



On 06:25:09 Jul 13 2010 (-0 GMT) BubbleGumClaudia wrote:



well dude u have a gf......so I wouldnt be checking out other chics especially ones that could probably eat you for dinner and not look twice about it



On 06:23:56 Jul 13 2010 (-0 GMT) RedLogan wrote:



Understood... I was busy rating and saw the boots...then the corset... I had to turn the bike around...LOL.



Random indeed.



On 06:20:23 Jul 13 2010 (-0 GMT) BubbleGumClaudia wrote:



im fine I guess its just strange to get a random dude messaging me.



On 06:19:38 Jul 13 2010 (-0 GMT) RedLogan wrote:



Ok? Really...? Well that was easy...lol.



Nice to meet you, how are you tonight?



On 06:14:35 Jul 13 2010 (-0 GMT) BubbleGumClaudia wrote:



um ok?



On 06:12:20 Jul 13 2010 (-0 GMT) RedLogan wrote:



WARNING: HOTTIE ALERT!!!



I might just have to steal you away lass....lol.

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QueenOfFAIL
06:42 Jul 13 2010

LOL I was waiting for him to end up in someones journal xD

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TheRoman
06:42 Jul 13 2010

lol thats to funny old dogs never change lmao

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Juny
06:44 Jul 13 2010

How come all the really cool guys NEVER message me???? Im so.. ummm.. ummmm.. whats the word??? Ummmmmm Spared?

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LadyKowe
06:59 Jul 13 2010

He's been skulking around my page too lol!

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Why Do I Have Idiot Tard Asses Messaging Me When All They Look At Is My Newest Set Of Pictures?? Can We Say IDIOT

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GrieviousDemon
14:52 Jul 13 2010

Posting kink pics brings them out. Now guys. depending on what you may have or may not have asked depends on the responce you may recieve. I am sure the first thing a lady doesnt want to hear is hey wanna hook up.

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Why is it I have a few good weeks then I talk to the one person who's responsable for my moodswings and bouts of horrid depression.....I get back in the same rut......All I want is for our relationship to be the way it was before all of our Bullshit started......Dear God I TOTALLY SOUND EMO!

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TheRoman
06:54 Jul 11 2010

emo kids i swear lol

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GrieviousDemon
19:04 Jul 12 2010

Honestly if the relationship was broken before and no communication was given between the 2 then there really isnt a healthy relationship to work on. Best thing for you both would be to seek out those of like minded intrests. There is never any way of going back to the way it was. have tried that before and either yourself or the other party always bring up things to hurt one another, and thats no relationship at all.





Well thats my 2 cents worth. :P

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Angelus
00:08 Jul 16 2010

not Emo.. that's a label. you sound honest.

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These Are Some Of The Pix From Todays Photo Shoot......HE HE HE......





















Ok The Rest Are Only If You're REALLY SPECIAL!!

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borked
02:49 Jul 09 2010

I get a very hard horn.

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TheRoman
02:52 Jul 09 2010

i think that tree just grew another 10 inches lol

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Saetan
03:40 Jul 09 2010

They look great

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LadyKowe
05:51 Jul 09 2010

Am I SPESHUL??? *grin* LOVE THEM! (any on MM?)

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GrieviousDemon
14:11 Jul 09 2010

Ahh my lil Sinlette.. Looking very nice there.. Great job on the pix I knew you were waiting to get those back.

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DrBloodyPad
14:02 Jul 10 2010

nice rope.

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Angelus
01:51 Jul 11 2010

.. darn: I want to be a tree!

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KCRC
03:43 Jul 15 2010

Damn girl! These are killing me!

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OrionPax
07:47 Jul 17 2010

wow.

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This Picture Isn't Really New Actually Its QUITE OLD..It Was At A Point In My Life Where I Actually Found Myself And What I Really Wanted In My Life And What Type Of Person I Really Am



Granted I Had To Endure Hell From Bo-Bo But He Did Give Me One GREAT THING OUT OF IT....My Helena



Yes That's Right MY HELENA..I'm Mommy And Daddy......And If He's Back On VR........Which I Would Know About Especially Since The Amount Of Friends I Have On Here Who Would Know If He Was Back To Try And Cause Me The Hell I Went Through When I Was With Him......But That Picture Reminds Me Of How Much I've Sinned In My Life And How Much I Am Truly Submissive......:D

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Saetan
04:40 Jul 08 2010

You're only submissive in certain aspects - otherwise you are as Dom as me, lmao. Love ya, woman!

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Ya Know I really miss my premmie membership....it was always fun to see who rated me and what not..not to mention who reads my journal......cause there use to be only a select few now theres over 31 people??? damn am I that fucking cool??? I guess I am.........:( Im hoping to catch this tard ass and send him to purgatory.....

Am I Drinking Coffee At 9 Pm at night?



I worked all day..came home......went back out and got dinner for Helena and myself...and I came home and all of a sudden I want FUCKING COFFEE....to top it all off I have a photo shoot tommorow morning at 9 am which I need to be sharp and pristine for.......AHHH

Just La! Ok time for bed! GN ALL

Seriously..Is The Box Taking About God And Pregnancy??? CAN WE PLEASE HAVE MOLESTATION!

The Left Side Of My Mouth Feels Like Someone Punched Me In The Face...It Just Started About An hour ago..I so want some alcohol

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FROM: NightwingImmortal



Get a life, a job, and some plastic surgery, you ugly bitch! And stop harassing me!





Message To: NightwingImmortal



like I care about your damn rate..you're an idiot



On 03:21:29 Jul 01 2010 (-0 GMT) NightwingImmortal wrote:



Well, then just say that! Instead of being childish, and calling someone names! So, I retracted my rates! Now, buh bye!



On 03:19:55 Jul 01 2010 (-0 GMT) BubbleGumClaudia wrote:



cause i hate the online biting thing...so buh bye



On 03:18:50 Jul 01 2010 (-0 GMT) NightwingImmortal wrote:



Why would you say, that after I just rated you?



On 03:13:19 Jul 01 2010 (-0 GMT) BubbleGumClaudia wrote:



you are seriously an idiot



On 03:12:52 Jul 01 2010 (-0 GMT) NightwingImmortal wrote:



Real Vampires love Vampire Rave

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WildChild
03:48 Jul 01 2010

You know what the fucking hell is wrong with people. I have the same issue, different person. Fucking idiot messages me then cames I am harassing them. Seriously what is fucking wrong with them...

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