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Death To My Favorite Shirt...
16:08 Jul 30 2007
Times Read: 1,062


Damn You Bleach......

Gary Oldman....
03:52 Jul 30 2007
Times Read: 1,068


Khay's Journal Says It All...

Car Seat Check..
16:03 Jul 28 2007
Times Read: 1,076

Today While I Was Out I Went To The Walgreens To Get Cigs And The Police Department Is Doing Carseat Checks...So I Figured Why Not...The Nice Officer Lady Basically Told Me That I Couldn't Leave Without Getting A New Seat...



So Now Lil Bionic Woman Has A Big Girl Booster Seat With A Back Till She Is 40 Pounds Then She Gets The Lap Belt....WOOHOO



And The Best Part Is...Since Bo-Bo Isn't Helping And I'm Strapped For Cash I Got It Free Of Charge...YAY!

He Knows Who He Is....
21:06 Jul 27 2007
Times Read: 1,086


I Can't Take You Pulling On My Heart Anymore...The Heart That You Brought Back To Life



In Terms That People Who Can't Decipher..



I Would Rather Feel Nothing...Than Feel What I Feel Right Now...



1.Heartbroken

2.Like A Loser

3.A Woman Who Has Nothing To Offer The World Anymore Execpt A Bright Young Little Girl Who Will Be Raised To Know That Men Mean Nothing And That She Can Do Anything She Wants..



He Knows Who He Is...And He Doesn't Come On VR Anymore...



I Still Care About Him...And He Knows That...But If He Can Go To Bed At Night While Sleeping With Her And Thinking Of Me...Thats On Him...I Would Rather Feel Nothing Than Feel What I'm Feeling Right Now...

Laundry Day
17:21 Jul 27 2007
Times Read: 1,089

Yesterday My Washing Machine Decided To Take A Shit...



So I Had To Go To The Laundromat....JUST UGH!!



But Its Done Now...Not All The Laundry But Most Of It...



Just The Nessacery Items...Baby Clothes,Towels,Work Shit...



YAY!

*Growls With Anger*
13:37 Jul 25 2007
Times Read: 1,112


It's On Now...





Now Everyone That Knows Anything About Moi... Knows That I Don't Put Up With Anything At All...Especially The Past Few Journal Posts With Said Liar...



Now This Bimbo *See Link Above* Says That Disabled Emt's Don't Exist... That's Like Saying Everyone Who Has A Disability Whether Being Mental Or Handicapped Or A Accident From A Job Doesn't Exist. And As Mary Is Way Too Pissed Off To Deal With This...I AM!!!



Now If You Are Going To Think Like That I Have One Thing To Say To You..



Vous le Menteur Pathétique, la Fraude, Et la Chienne de Skanky Laide. .....GROW LA BAISE EN HAUT !

I GOT YOU NOW...STUPID BITCH!!
05:47 Jul 25 2007
Times Read: 1,126

Now As Everyone Has Been Seeing How Much Crying Mist Is Scorned Over Someone Leaving Her...



Let Me Show You...What Else She Lies About....



This Is From A 15 Page Document In Which Ms Chordewa Sent Me....And Theres More...



Mistress Jakyna (7/10/2007 10:47:40 PM): I sleep like maybe 2 or 3 hours in the ned of the niht when the sun is up

Mistress Jakyna (7/10/2007 10:47:47 PM): Oyasumi(good night)

Mistress Jakyna (7/10/2007 11:09:15 PM): sorry, I know I should sleep but I just cant, I have no one i can tell this, because the only one I would normaly if he was here woudl be Jsohua, but with his last message text I dont even dare send him another one telling him the results of my test at the doctors office, my cancer is back, and now I got 3 choices, I can get surgery again, and that I dont, I can do chemiotherapy, that is out fo the question, or I can just wait and let it do tis progress, the doc say I got 6 month, max 1 year if I am good, so this mean by the time he is back, IF and IF eh wants to come back, I wont be around anymore, I mean its hard already being seperated because he did not maek the effort, that on top he is rude and I need to keep this to me, I cant tell my kids, or my parents, would kill them, I prefer j

Mistress Jakyna (7/10/2007 11:09:29 PM): us vanishing when I feel it iwll be time for me,I will just go on a trip adn nver come back

Jayme Lockwood (7/10/2007 11:09:41 PM): oh no...

Jayme Lockwood (7/10/2007 11:09:44 PM): that's terrible

Jayme Lockwood (7/10/2007 11:10:22 PM): i'm sorry dearest, what can i do?

Mistress Jakyna (7/10/2007 11:10:33 PM): so now what do I do? If I tell him it will ether make him stay by pity, or will make him pissed at me for refusing those treatement that are just 50% probabilty to work, or he will dump me

Mistress Jakyna (7/10/2007 11:10:40 PM): ether way I loose

Jayme Lockwood (7/10/2007 11:12:23 PM): he has a right to know and make up his own mind

Mistress Jakyna (7/10/2007 11:12:24 PM): I kind a cant tell him, and on th eother hand, I feel the need to tell him to have him close to me, I am so lost this is ot helping me a bit, I mean that he did all thsoe things all those cheating and the beat up and the vocal violence, I am just lost, I love him and swore this would be the last man I love, it seems it iwll, but I wish I coudl hve him till you now the time comes but I csant froce him anf cant make him do it just by pity

Mistress Jakyna (7/10/2007 11:12:47 PM): but I have no way of comunicating till the 24, and till then, alot can happen

Jayme Lockwood (7/10/2007 11:13:42 PM): send a letter

Mistress Jakyna (7/10/2007 11:14:21 PM): I dont have the adress he forgot to give it to me for sending his stuff, so I need to wait

Mistress Jakyna (7/10/2007 11:14:51 PM): if he got on yahoo I could tell him and try to talk, to knwo what he thinks, but I dont know if he will get on

Jayme Lockwood (7/10/2007 11:15:03 PM): leave him a message on yahoo

Mistress Jakyna (7/10/2007 11:17:02 PM): I will, just not sure how ot tell him this, I knwo I shoudl have told him when he was still being able to speak to me on the hpone but I got my result today,usually I would post in my journal, but I dont wanna have poeple acting like "pour you" blah blah, I hate hypocrite

Mistress Jakyna (7/10/2007 11:18:10 PM): I shoudl sleep but I cant, I knw tomrow I wil have toruble working especially sicne this phone call today, I am just more lost, this is bs dam why this happening? shit, dont haveI done enought? I mean I gave my soul for this guy I sod it for him and what do I get, fuckin cancer

Jayme Lockwood (7/10/2007 11:18:17 PM): i can understand that. but he does deserve to know to be able to make his own decisions

Mistress Jakyna (7/10/2007 11:18:19 PM): I dont evern smoke

Mistress Jakyna (7/10/2007 11:18:27 PM): its my ovary

Jayme Lockwood (7/10/2007 11:18:36 PM): they can't take them?

Mistress Jakyna (7/10/2007 11:19:05 PM): I had the uterus cancer, i was heal, but now got only that left, and no I dont want them to be taken I want to die with them, I wanna be able to give my eggs to give Jsohua a child





Now the 17th Of This Month....



Mistress Jakyna (7/17/2007 9:58:23 AM): I'm so pissed, sorr yo blah it to you, but I got to tell someone, a couple of tings, I first got the surgery yesterday, so got 4 days off, gonna screwedup my budget and plans to go to pensylvania, then Joshua tells me all this shit some girl when to his "gf" saying I had talk to ehr, and I dnt even knwot is person at all, then he now gonna wrtie in the main forums eh is with no one, and is gonna put that on his profils, gonna change the name and not tell me, I am so pissed, I am working my ass ot help him out, to get him a job in pensylvania, to give him a chance and all he does is this bs, and gonna mke me look like a liar or a crakhead, I am so piss, I told him to find job corp and apply, then we will continue for the pensylvania plan, but honestly, I aready wrote on my profile I was no

Mistress Jakyna (7/17/2007 9:58:30 AM): more with anyone and that i was nto looking

Mistress Jakyna (7/17/2007 9:59:40 AM): but honeslty I am sic an tired, after having this surgery aI dont feel like dealing with shit, I want things clear, I told him have all the girls you want on other site but vf and vr are mine and yours ....I am starting to get serioulsy tired of thisbs





Now From What Jayme Has Told Me And I Belive Jayme First That Crying Mist Told Her That She Has Uterine Cancer...Now Jayme As Well As I Know That Utering Cancer Kills....Unless You Have A Hystroectemy...Jayme Knows This As She Is A Emt...And I Know From Common Knowledge And Reading Medical Books...



Now She Claims To Be French..And Her English Isnt That Good?? Now...Look At This..



Bad English...And Grammer And Spelling Issues....



Mistress Jakyna (7/19/2007 2:45:22 PM): sorry

Mistress Jakyna (7/19/2007 2:45:55 PM): I think I should become a stipper again would be less troubel lol and would make money lol instread of being sinck at home lol





All Of A Sudden Her English Is Good...Hmm...



Mistress Jakyna (7/19/2007 2:46:35 PM): lol

Mistress Jakyna (7/19/2007 2:47:20 PM): worst is that I am sure he would not mind lol

Mistress Jakyna (7/19/2007 2:47:33 PM): guys....cant live with them, cant live without them lol

Jayme Lockwood (7/19/2007 2:47:37 PM): who gives a shit about him

Mistress Jakyna (7/19/2007 2:49:40 PM): its okay, I know he is spreading lies around, but I dont care anymore, I mean alrgiht he can say we are no longer together, its alright this allows me to flirt and maybe find one who will actually be proud of me lol







Now Crying Mist...I Have Discovered Your Lies And Treachery....



Now If Anyone Wishes To See The Conversation That I Have Saved On My Computer Courtsy Of Ms Chordewa...Just Message Me..



:D

Itchy Hands,A Sore Knee And Feelings Of Wonder..
04:04 Jul 24 2007
Times Read: 1,133

I'm Sitting Here Staring At The Flame Of The Candle I Purchased Today At Michael's (The Craft Store...And Plus It Was On Sale)And I'm Wondering What's Going To Happen To Me??



I Had To Be Cinderella This Evening....And Clean The Dishes And The Bathroom And Fold The Laundry...It Seems When I'm Not On VR I'm Working My Ass Off...Being Mommy And Being House Wife...My Mother Is The One Married She's Suppose To Be The House Wife...Not Me!



My Mother Also Thinks That I'm Being Selfish For Wanting To Give My Sister The Ultamatium About Me Not Being In The Wedding And If Lil Cub Is In The Wedding And Not Me...I Will Not Let Her Go....



*Sigh*



I Have A Fucked Up Knee From 3 Actual Car Accidents And One Ford F-250 Hitting Me On My Bike On The Way Home From 6th Grade 2 Days After My Grandmother Died...Recently It's Been Giving Me Alot Of Problems And Usually I Get The Bad Knee Aches From When It Rains....But Recently I Can't Sleep Properly And When I Move It Suddenly It Fucking Hurts...Great Just What I Need Another Fucking Trip To The Doctor...To Tell Me That I Need Something Else Done...



Im Playing With The Fire Coming From The Candle And Just Wondering..



*Sigh*

Aww Look She's Talking About Me....DRAMA WHORE!
21:07 Jul 23 2007
Times Read: 1,142

Her French:



elle commance a me fair chier, cette gomme ballon fille, je mettrai pas son nom parce que ce sera le même en français que en anglais, elle est completement taré, totalement crack dans tête, elle arête pas de paranoiyer sur moi, et mon amour, elle pense que je suis jalouse d'elle, pas vraiment non, elle est laide comme un trou de cul, j'ai vue des tas de merde plus beau que elle. Lol, en tout cas j'ia décidé que j'écrirai ce qui me tente puis is elle est pas contente bien qu'elle aille se fair fuc





The French To English Translation:

it commance has fair me shit, this eraser ball girl, I shall put not his name because it will be the same in French that in English, her is completement taré, completely champion horse in head, her bone not to paranoiyer on me, and my love, she thinks that I am jealous of her, not really not, she is ugly as a hole of cul, I saw from heaps of shit nicer than her. Lol, anyway I ia decided that I shall write what attracts me then simple percentage she is not happy definitely that she goes fair fuc



Moi An Ugly Hole Of Cul???



One Has Many Things To Say But Here's The Perfect One For You...Baisez-vous

HA HA!!! I Can Translate French You Pissy Bitch!!
20:57 Jul 23 2007
Times Read: 1,144

Crying Mist's Lateset Journal Entry......



Bon ok assez avec la politesse, j'ai le goût d'écrire et la seule façon c'est en français alors tant pis, la mon fiance a finalement une entrevue pour un emploi, c'est super, seulement j'aurais aimé avoir put lui parler plus longtemps au téléphone pour savoir si je vais dans on état ou si on change d'état pour l'autre qui est plus proche de chez moi, à environ 8 heures de route, une partie de moi considère que c'est probablement plus raisonable et plus sur que d'aller a 3 jours de route. Je me suis rendu compte aussi que de répondre à la provocation est futile et inutile, car d'un coté ce n'est qu'un site internet rien de plus, ce n'est pas réel, c'est seulement virtuel donc pourquoi est-ce que cela m'affecte? Pour rien, strictement rien, je devrais juste m'en foute totalement, je vais m'occuper de mon coven, et de ceux en qui je peux avoir confiance, malgré que de récent évènements m'on montré que la confiance il faut faire attention a qui on l'accorde.





The English Translation:

Check ok enough with courtesy, I have taste to write and the only manner it is in French then oh well, my betroth has a meeting as a job finally, it is great, only I would have liked to have can speak to him in the telephone longer to know if I go in they state or if they change of state for the other whom is closer from my home, at about 8 hours of road, a party of me considers that it is the more raisonable and the more on that to go have 3 days of road. I me known







My Response:

Ok Now I Know The French Language Is Suppose To Be Beautiful But Here We Go Child...



Vous êtes une Prissy Bitch pitoyable...



To Ones Who Don't Know French..... It Means...

You're One Pathetic Prissy Bitch...

Take A Seat Ladies And Gentleman This Is Gonna Be A Long One...
04:12 Jul 23 2007
Times Read: 1,154

People Who Do Know Me Can Know That I'm Not A Drama Whore...I Can't Stand Drama In Anyway, Shape Or Form...Now This Goes Out To That Little Skank Of Woman And Her Daughter Who Think It's Right To Call Someone Out Over Some Petty Ridulcious Thing Like A Damn Broken Heart...Cause You Couldn't Realize That He Couldn't Keep It In His Pants...



Now Onto My Ranting...



*Steps On Big Comfy Chair*



1. I Do Not By Any Circumstances Date Online Anymore..The Last Time I Met And Dated Someone On VR He Broke My Heart And Now Is A Deadbeat Father And Wants Nothing To Do With His Own Child



2.To CryingMist...And Her So Called Daughter Kira...I Am Nothing More Than Friends With Josh...Trust Me On That One...I Will Not Date Him Due To The Fact That He Lives Somewhere Not Even Close To Me...So Stop FUCKING Assuming That I'm Dating Him....



3. Also To CryingMist And Her Little Bitch Daughter...Try Me Bitches...You Have NO FUCKING Idea What Happens When You Cross Me....



4. Even If I Were To Date Josh...He Is Around My Age One And Two I Could Make Him A Hell Of Alot Happier Than You Could....



5. I'm In Love With Someone I Can't Have Cause I Respect Him Enough To Try And Not Ruin Their Relationship...



6. Just Because Josh And I Are Friends On Here Doesn't Mean You Have To Go And Block Me Cause He Tells You To...You Wanna Be A Dom Darling?? Got News For Ya...You Won't Be Until You Learn To Stick Up For Yourself..



7. I Have No Fucking Idea What Josh Saw In You...As A Matter Of Fact...I Think That You Are One Of The Most Pathetic Women I've Ever Seen...Not To Mention That You're Eyes Are Too Close Together And If You Are Going To Come To America Polish Up On Your English There Darling...As We Don't Like Forigeners Who Don't Speak The Language...



8. Your Life Is Really Fucked Up If You Can Sit On VR All Fucking Day Long And Message Josh And Cry And Whine About Shit That Really Noone Cares About..



9. Now The Past Few Times When I Can Actually Decipher Your Journal It's All About Josh This And Josh That....Well Darling...What Did I Tell You The Beginning Of This Month??? HE DOESN'T WANT YOUR UGLY ASS!!!



And Last But Certainly Not Least...



10... I Am The Same Age As Josh...For One All Men That Age Are Hornballs...They Think With Their Brain Bellow The Waist And Not With The Brain In The Head..If I Were With Josh...I'm Damn Sure I Could Make Him Stay..With Sex More Than Once A Day...And Not Leave Him With A 5 Month Dry Spell



And Oh Another Thing Dollface....When He Was Supposidly Kicked Out Of Canada And If He Loved You SO Much Why The Fuck Didn't He Ask You To Come With Him!!!



That Children Is The End Of My Rant...Thank You And Please Leave Your Donations In My Collection Box...Thank You And Have A Nice Day!!

HA HA!!!
18:28 Jul 22 2007
Times Read: 1,160

I Just Finished Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows... HE HE HE...It's A Very Enjoyable Read....



I Won't Spoil It For People....Unless You're My Mother And I Would Take Great Pleasure In Doing That...



HE HE HE

Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows!
12:47 Jul 21 2007
Times Read: 1,167

Harry Potter Arrives In My House Today Whenever The Mail Comes...But I Already Know What Happens...TEE HEE Im Evil



I Work In A Grocery Store Where The Book Has Been In Store For 2 Days...Now Who Doesn't Want To Find Out What Happens To Harry???



I Peaked...Now It Makes Me Want To Read It All...Lets Just Say A Twist Is In The Works!! WOOHOO!!

Nightgame Made Me Laugh This Morning...HA!
12:26 Jul 20 2007
Times Read: 1,179


This Is Why...

*Le Sigh*
18:49 Jul 18 2007
Times Read: 1,182

I Wish I Could Show Him I Care....

Shit,Fuck,Mother Fucking Cock Sucking Bastard...
04:37 Jul 18 2007
Times Read: 1,187

Can Someone Please Tell David To Get His Head Out Of His ASS PLEASE!!



And Oh That Goes For Bo-Bo Too!



I'm Done Now..



And Now...A Homemade Tool Video By Someone On You Tube...:D

Just Blah!
04:09 Jul 17 2007
Times Read: 1,192

All I Feel Like Today Is BLAH!



The Tiger Is Just Blah!



Tiger Is About To Carry Her Happy Ass To Bed

Ok... This Is Just Idiotic...
04:14 Jul 16 2007
Times Read: 1,199


Oh Look We're Being Bashed Again



Now This Kid...Whoever The Hell He May Be.... Either A Has Nothing Better To Do And Decided To Look At People On Our Lovely Little Site Here And Poke Fun At What We Like To Talk About...



Now I Am Not Claiming To Be A Vampire...I Never Have...



I'm A Writer Who Enjoys Everything Vampirism And Gothic Culture...







This Guy Is A FUCKER!

This Is Bo-Bo Everyone..
13:15 Jul 14 2007
Times Read: 1,207

Wed, 16 May 2007 15:44:38 -0700 (PDT)

From: "Asshole"

Subject: Re: your daughters 1st birthday

To: "claire hovland"



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Wow.. She really destroyed that birthday cake!!! Just goes to show you how smart her Mommy was... You never give a one year old a full cake. Anyways.. Thanks for the pictures and keep in touch ok?

Wedding Thoughts
13:03 Jul 13 2007
Times Read: 1,215

My Sister Is Getting Married..Im Happy For Her...Really I Am...



The Thing That Pisses Me Off Most...



She Wants My Daughter As A Flower Girl...And Not Me In Her Own Wedding



I Was Pissed Off At The Fact That My Brothers Ex Wife Didn't Want Me In Their Wedding....



Now My Sister Doesn't Want Me In Hers But Wants My Daughter?



My Sister Didn't Want Attendents At All...Just A Flower Girl And A Ring Bearer...Now Thanks To Her Fiance He Already Has 4 Groomsmen...So Now My Sister Has To Decide To Choose Her Bridesmaids...



I Don't Even Want To Be Her Maid Of Honor...I Just Want To Look Beautiful In A Pretty Dress And Watch My Sister Get Married To The Man That Has Actually Treated Her Worth A Damn..



Noone Has No IDEA What I'm Feeling At The Moment...



Hell My Thoughts Are Being Brought To The Conclusion That Everyone Wants My Daughter Around And Everyone Thinks Of Me As My Daughters Slut Of A Mother.....



*Growls With Pain*

The Resident Bitch Of VR Is Back With A Venegance
03:15 Jul 13 2007
Times Read: 1,221

My Tears Are Very Heavy At The Moment...Cause A Friend Of Mine Has The Balls To Say That I'm Giving Him A Guilt Trip.....About The Fact That He Has A GF..



SO FUCKING WHAT?

Gave Bo-Bo The Stern Talking To..
04:32 Jul 11 2007
Times Read: 1,226

I DID IT...



I Held My Ground And Didn't Cry...



I Found Out That Bo-Bo Had Pictures Of Lil Tiger Cub Saved On His Computer...





Now The Question Is...Can He Really Step Up To The Plate??

All I Have To Say Is...
04:02 Jul 10 2007
Times Read: 1,233


A MUTHAFUCKING MEN!



Ok Im Done Now..



Back To Your Regular Scheduled Programming....

OOOOOOO Looks Like Someone Has A Anger Problem...
19:21 Jul 09 2007
Times Read: 1,235

Katie Couric Admits Slapping Staffer

MONDAY JULY 09, 2007 11:00 AM EDT



By Tim Nudd



Katie Couric



Photo by: Scott Wintrow / Getty



CBS Evening News host Katie Couric has revealed the toll that low ratings have taken on her confidence and composure, admitting she has second-guessed her move to CBS at times and even slapped a staffer on set.



In a lengthy profile in New York magazine, the former Today show anchor is self-critical but defiant – acknowledging that her transition has been far from smooth and railing against her detractors, particularly those who criticize her anonymously in the press.



"It's damaging, and it's really tacky," she says. "And I would be so embarrassed to be one of these petty, behind-the-scenes operators who get some kind of charge out of trashing someone. I'm not perfect; I'm sure I've said unkind things about people in my career and life, but people getting their jollies from seeing it in print is so creepy and weird to me. And if you're so unhappy, get another job!"



Her frustration boiled over in June, after news editor Jerry Cipriano used the word "sputum," a word she detests, in a piece about tuberculosis. Couric subsequently slapped Cipriano "over and over and over again" on the arm, according to eyewitnesses.



"I sort of slapped him around," Couric admits. "I got mad at him and said, 'You can't do this to me. You have to tell me when you're going to use a word like that.' I was aggravated, there's no question about that." (She adds that the pair made up, and the incident became a kind of running joke on the set.)



After a big opening night back in September 2006, Couric's ratings have slipped steadily, and CBS has tinkered with her newscast, desperately seeking a formula that works. For Couric, a consistent ratings winner with Today, it has been unfamiliar territory, and she admits occasionally wondering why she took the job.



"I have days when I'm like, 'Oh my God, what did I do?' But for some weird reason, they don't happen that often," she says.



For now, Couric is vowing to continue as host of the news program. But other possibilities aren't out of the question, including an expanded role on 60 Minutes.



"If it turns out [the news] wasn't a perfect fit," she says, "then, you know, I'll do something else that's really exciting and fulfilling for me."

Looking At You Tube..
00:32 Jul 09 2007
Times Read: 1,239

Now My Take On The Whole Pairs Hilton Thing..



Yes I Know It's Over But It's Still Funny...

Tiger Is Pissed Off
14:21 Jul 08 2007
Times Read: 1,246

More To Come Later..



I'm To Fucking Pissed To Even Explain It ATM

Why Should I Be Around Anyone??
19:40 Jul 06 2007
Times Read: 1,253

I



Make



Everyones Life



A Living



HELL

Just Tired
02:51 Jul 06 2007
Times Read: 1,259

UGH!



JUST UGH!!!



JUST TOO TIRED TO DEAL WITH IT ALL!

I Have Mentioned How Much I Loathe Liars Correct???
03:50 Jul 04 2007
Times Read: 1,270

*steps on soap box*



Listen Fuckers....I May Be Young But Im Not Stupid....



You Lie To Me Once...I'm Done....No But Nothing....



Now I Say This Because I Get A Message From A VR Member Asking MOI To Help Her Get A Job In FLORIDA??? Do I Have The Word SUCKER Tattooed On My Forehead?????



No I Don't Think I Do...



To Said Person Who Messaged Me...



If He Were In Love With You...Why The Fuck Would He Get Deported And Not Have You Come With Him??? IM NOT STUPID!! I WASN'T BORN YESTERDAY!

So Tired....So So Tired...
12:58 Jul 02 2007
Times Read: 1,280

I've been up all fucking night.....



Lil Cub Woke Up At About 7:45 Burning Like A Fire With A 104 Degree Fever And So Upset....



Tiger Immediatly Went Into Mommy Mode..



Bath Time And A Few Drops Of Baby Tylenol Later She Finally Went Back To Bed About 9:30....



10 P.M- She Wakes Back Up For About 5 Minutes



11:30 P.M- Cub Is Once Again Awake...And Burning Up Once Again...After Getting Her Out Of Bed And Attached To My Hip Holding On For Dear Life..She Threw Up All Of Her Dinner





After She Finally Calmed Down Mommy Put Her Playpen In Mommy's Room Then She Went To Sleep At 2 AM!!! I Finally Was Starting To Doze Off When... BAM 4 AM- We're Unhappy Once Again...And I'm Awake...



She Finally Calmed Down This Morning And No Longer Has A Fever...



Thank Goodness

Tiger Is Happy And Sad...
12:30 Jul 01 2007
Times Read: 1,290

Well Yesterday I Found Out That My Sisters Boyfriend Is Planning On Popping The Big Question This Week Sometime...



Now When I'm Very Excited For My Sister I'm Also Very Sad...



I've Always Wanted Someone To Give A Fuck About Me...In A Way That Doesn't Involve Yummy....Inface I Fucking Deserve It After All Of The Stuff I've Been Through The Past 2 Years....Yes It's Been 2 Years Since I've Been In That Place Known As Colorado...FUCKER



There's One Person Back There That Calls Me Wife #2 Because He Thinks Of Me That Way And Actually Gives A Shit (From What He's Told Me)...I Just Want Someone To Give A Shit About Me That Doesn't Have To Do With Yummy...



My Sister Also Deserves It...She's Been In Countless Shitty Relationships Like I Have And I'm Excited For Her To Have Found Someone Who Loves The Fact That She's Herself....And He Also Loves Kids!! (Hell...After Lil Cub Was Born He Came Down To Visit And Meet The Family And Held A Newborn)



Let's Hope He Doesn't Fuck Up...Like My Brothers Ex Did...The Stupid Cunt Psycho Bitch