Yes Saturday I was suppose to run the 13 miles of hell at disney world........got up got ready and went to the race.........started the race and the first half mile....
I POPPED OUT MY KNEE!!!
Now i've always had knee problems ever since middle school when I got hit by a truck on my bicycle and my left knee is bigger than my right.........My knee was all twisted in my bicycle and yea..
So now here I am in shit loads of pain still and to top it all off working and dealing with stupid dumb ass fuckwads..........
And oh I ended friendships with 2 people who I've seen the light with they're regilous lying and backstabbing ways.......
Lets just say that I don't deal well when people tell me that just cause Im a mom I don't get to go out....and to suck it up and deal........
OK.......My parents and I don't always agree on things...when I came home from Colorado......we made a deal that if I were to come home I wouldn't be able to do ANYTHING without my daughter coming along......Which means I can't even go out and find dates........unless I bullshit to them where I 'm going..........
Now the coast guard boy knew this......and I'm always the damn rebound girl.............it never fails..even though I KNOW Damn good n well that He likes me and I like him he can't fucking get over the fact of what my parents and I agreed to.......and ya know sometimes I get depressed about it.........
Then theres someone who I haven't seen in 3 years and Don't particularily want to see again cause I was free last night and he was tooo tired to fucking hang out.....I call bullshit on him due to the fact that I know that he's a damn pretty boy and he's embaressed to be seen with me...........
Anywho thats why I ended these two friendships cause I'm a stronger woman than most of these fuckwads give me credit for...........
I'm off to do fun things......:D
As Tommorow I'm Running 13 Miles Of Hell!!!!! In The Happiest Place On Earth........SAVE ME!!!!!!
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I feel like dancing for some strange reason!!!
I've Faced Alot In The Last Year........My Sister Getting Married, My Daughter Becoming 2 Years Old.And Remembering A Person That I Thought I Lost Only He Found Me Again..
This Is A Brand New Year And It's Already Filled With Heartache..........
Back When I First Was On VR I Met Someone Who Saw Everything About Me As Shining And We Became Good Friends.....Hell I Met Her Kids And Her BF At The Time All Came To Florida And We Went To Disney World.......
Then Things Went South......I Lost Contact With Her For A While Then Things Went Back To Normal.....Then The Roller Coaster Of Hearing Or Not Hearing From Her........
Then Sometime Today She Up And Left My Life Permantly.......I Don't Know Why Or What I Did To Her.......But She Just Up And Left My Life
I Feel Like Something Has Been Ripped Out Of My Heart..I Feel Like Crying........I Can't Help It........
Things Need To Change....I Need To Change.....
I've Been A Busy Woman With Work, Mommy Hood And Trying To Get My Feet Grounded And Things Put Back In Order........I'm Sorry If You All Think I'm Abandoning You Buy My Life And My Daughters Life And Welfare Come First.........
I Love You All And If I Pissed You Off Or Upset You In Some Way I'm Sorry For Whatever I've Done Or Did......
I Just Don't Have The Time I Used To...My Daughter Is The Age Where She Needs Her Mommy The Most Right Now.........
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