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I've been having the dreams again and I know now that someone knows besides my mother...I have a bad feeling that either my brother or my father or possibly both show up at Kravens doorstep basically dragging me back home...Kraven's already said that he would defend me...Im still scared my powers have been on the fritz lately I have my former dominant personalitys son loose on the free world and Ive searched for him....I had a bad episode last night in which I was shaking so bad i woke up with the nausating feeling....yes its probably the baby but I still think that its the trouble that i know is gonna come.....

Life Is Hard When You Find Something out that just kills you on the inside.....I Can't look at him the same and what he told me last night made me sleep like a crazy woman.....I Love Him So Much And I Want To Spend My Life With Him But I Don't Know What He Wants Anymore.....

Alright its 2 am and I should be in bed...But Being The Good Samartian that I am I decided to stay up and see if the littlest one would wake up i have 15 minutes and I should be in the clear.....hopefully....but im awake i minus well stay up all fucking night and get some hard core work done...well trying to get my rank up on here but its not work cause I can only update once an hour....trying to at least get to 10000 pages viewd....Blah.....

Life Has Taken A Turn For The Semi Worse On The Whole Living Situtation..........Thats A Long Huge Story......Life Has Been Good With The Execption That I Still Don't Know If Im Carrying A Demon Baby *Chuckles At Kraven* Inside Joke Between Me And My Love......Heh....And No He's Not A Demon...But Blah...My Dreams Have Been Really Weird Again....And I Don't Know How To Interprete Them....It's Kinda Scary All The Positive Enegry Im Gaining And Using At The Same Time Is Draining Me...Anyways I Must Go Now....Good Day And Night My Children

Hey Everyone Its My Birthday Today And OH MY GOD IM 21!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH But Kraven Was There For Me Through Me Getting Plastered Off My Ass And Throwing Up In His Moms Car....Anyways...I Love You Kraven.....