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Without You

without you I feel lonely,

I can't believe it came to this,

Being without you.

It feels to werd,

So can we make up?

ANd then I won't be with out you.







Breakfall

Rain falls on the pavement.

She is running, looking for a motive

And an answer.

All the roads are unfamiliar to her.

She makes herself a stranger

In the world.

It’s her last protection against

Her broken soul.

All that she has left is fading

With each day and

The weight of her decisions

Is slowly growing heavier;

Maybe this will be the birden

She can’t carry;

Maybe this time life will

Break her and bring her

To her knees…



Goodbye

The day that you would leave me

Was a day that I wished would

Never be.

The day you held me close,

The day you made me see.

You made me see that without you

I barely felt like me.

I held you tight, not wanting to let go,

And deep inside of me I hoped you’d never know

All the pain and sorrow I felt but could not show.

As I saw you turn and walk away, I felt my tears begin to fall,

For I finally realized

You were leaving me after all

I could not get myself to say a goodbye to my love;

Instead, I said and felt with all my heart,

Please, God, help me live these days we are apart.





Expressions of the heart

There is no chasm as deep as two who are one, yet are worlds apart. There is no pain so great as seeing the one you love hurt like the earth hurts when it does not rain. There are no tears so big as the ones that fall onto the pillow before a lonely night’s sleep.

There is no love as great as that of sacrifice when it is selfless and unassuming. There is no love as strong as the love that endures beyond death. There is no love so pure as the love that is patient and kind.

There is no emotion so genuine as that of laughter when it is seen in a person’s eyes. There is no sensation so revealing as that of touch,especially when one finds the person that touches your soul. There is no feeling so overwhelming as that of love when it is expressed for the very first time.

There is no war as powerful as the war fought inside oneself. There is no battle as scarring as the emotional inner conflict. There is no victory as joyous as that of one who has overcome yourself.





Inside of Me

Inside of me there is

A heart broken and torn too many times,

Trying to find the true meaning of love,

A soul tired and shattered,

Almost too weak to get up and try again,

A mind full of thoughts,

Not knowing how to let them out,

A mix of feelings,

Afrais to let them show,

FEAR,

Not knowing ow to let go.





Pain

Pain what is it?

Is it when you fall on the ground and hurt you knee or is it when you take a knife and cut yourself and blood comes flowing out.

NO that is not what pain is to me

It is when you know in your heart that you love someone and they love you back with their heart

And you know they are telling the truth when they say I love you cuz their heart beats fast when they are around you but then they go and dump you and your heart feels so much pain that you cry and never stop only in the morings when you see each other in different places.

You don’t want anyone to know that you cry at night till you fall asleep.

Each time you see him, you feel so much pain that it hurts to even stare at the person that broke your heart and that you will never feel there touch when he holds you.

That is what pain is to me.

That is pain in your heart that never stops hurting.