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i’m so upset. torn between wanting to cut and feeling like i don’t deserve that kind of release. like i’m meant to suffer. taken 8 tablets that are supposed to cause drowsiness and they aren’t working???? i just want an escape man. i can’t drink alcohol and i don’t have the access to drugs so what else am i supposed to do? i just want to sleep and never wake up. i’m tired of this sadness gripping my heart. i’m tired of having no energy. no motivation. like what’s wrong with me? i’ve been on at least 8 types of antidepressants/antipsychotics in the past 8 months. my doc recommended a stay in hospital and i might just take him up on that offer at our next appointment. lock me up and sedate me please. i’m begging.

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NikkiAidyn
17:22 Dec 28 2019

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